Detective Conan's Desperate Cry

Chapter 110 Extra Story: Rum
My name is Junko Kiritani, of course, this is my previous name.Later I got a new name, which must be clear to everyone.

Rum, the right-hand man of the gentleman in the black organization, known as NO.2, the boss of Gin.

Speaking of which, I don't like drinking rum, but I was given this name. I think this is really the so-called wonderful fate of so-called people.

Xuezi and I met in the summer when we were ten years old, and I vaguely remember that summer was surprisingly hot.I like her black hair very much, it looks really good with her face.Xuezi's personality is very timid, and she blush easily when she speaks, yes, it's exactly what I like.

But at that time, I didn't know it was called liking, but I just knew that when I saw Xuezi smiling, I laughed; when I saw Xuezi crying, I felt sad.

But I always thought that I would like men, for example, people like Xiao Hei.

But I don't feel that way about him, maybe because I have an amorous father.

Xuezi has light on her body, maybe that's why I can't wait to get close to her.Only by her side, I think, I am happy.

Just happy days, and there's a price to pay; especially, someone like me.

It was the spring of 13 or 14, I don’t remember clearly, it was about this age, my life was completely turned upside down, and I could no longer wake up from the nightmare, so I had to fall asleep in the nightmare again and again.

My father was beaten to death for drinking and making trouble, and he left behind a pile of debts that I couldn't afford to repay.

I still remember that the sun was just right that day, and the so-called bright spring is the most appropriate way to describe that day.But on that day, I huddled in the corner alone, trembling, and let those vicious-looking people turn the house upside down, taking everything that could be taken away, and everything that could be smashed Smashed it, and finally, stretched out those hands to me.

No one will protect me. In this world, there will never be a so-called Prince Charming who will descend from the sky to protect me; nor will there be a person who will appear in front of me at the first time when I am in danger. .

Nothing at all.

I thought I could get away with it, after all, I underestimated the bad guys, I thought I would be safe in boy clothes, and it turned out to be nothing but a joke.

When everything was over, they tidied up their clothes and left happily. I lay on the bed like a dead body. At that moment, what I thought of was not suicide, but shame for my own incompetence.

I actually don't even have the ability to protect myself, so how can I protect the person I want to protect?
I understand that from that day on, my psychology began to distort, deform, take root, and finally germinate.

It is a black bud.

I became a bad boy, and whether I was with Xuezi or Xiaohei, we drifted away.

I didn't realize I was just a teenage girl yet, but I was doing things beyond the boundaries of being a teenage girl.

When I realized that Xiao Hei also liked Xuezi, I was uneasy, because I knew that Xuezi liked Xiao Hei.

No, it can't be like this, if the two of them are together, am I the only one who falls from day to hell, from light to darkness? !I'm the only one wandering in this filthy world, and I'm not reconciled.

I couldn't do anything to Xuezi, so I had to do something to Xiao Hei.

When a teenager likes a girl, the love in youth is always so pure and without any impurities.Xiao Hei is like this, in his eyes, Xue Zi is an angel, and she cannot be profane in the slightest.

Once touched, it is the root of all evil and cannot be forgiven.

But I'm not an angel, even if I was, I'm still a fallen black angel.Facts have proved that young people who are just in love have no resistance to some things.

So I am more willing to believe that girls of the same age are more mature than boys.

The experience I brought to Xiao Hei made him discover another world, another world he wanted to explore, full of excitement, and able to satisfy his exploration needs at all times.If Xuezi is a white rose, then I am a black rose, a black rose soaked in poison. Xiao Hei knows that he has been poisoned, but he is willing to be deeply involved.

Therefore, Xiao Hei has also become a bad student. Boys like to do some destructive things to prove their strength. They hang out with Xiao Hei, eating, drinking, gambling, fighting, fighting, and doing everything.

Xuezi is a good student, always has been.When Xiao Hei and I met her parents for the first time, I understood that kind of disgust that couldn't be concealed from the bottom of my heart. Xuezi couldn't see it, but I saw it.

That kind of disgust and dislike appeared in the eyes of her parents little by little, and it hurt my heart.

Sure enough, Xuezi and Xiaohei couldn't communicate anymore.

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When I saw Xuezi again, I was robbing a boy in the lower grade.Seeing such an unbearable scene, Xuezi had no power to resist, but she still rushed forward to protect the boy.

I sneered, silly.

When she asked me "Junko, how did you become like this", I couldn't stand her look, that kind of pitiful look, I couldn't bear it, so I had no choice but to block her mouth.

It's just that I didn't expect it to be in this way, a way I didn't even dare to think about, but I didn't want to let go.

It feels so good.

But after all, I underestimated Xiaohei's liking for Xuezi, which can't be exchanged with my body.

Xiao Hei didn't hit me that day, but later, he said he would cut off all contact with me.Then all contact was severed.

I was still a bad student, but Xiao Hei began to work hard to be a good student, attending classes on time, leaving school, and studying hard.I know that he wants to be someone who can stand beside Xuezi.

I can not be reconciled.

Why can Xiao Hei start all over again so easily, but I can only sink deeper and deeper into this dark swamp until finally, no one can save me.

I can't clean myself up, ever.

The wrong has its head, and the debt has its owner. I don’t know who said this sentence, it’s true.

The troubles of those creditors are constant, and if I escape today, I cannot escape tomorrow.How long will this dark day last, and what can I do to catch that glimmer of hope and start over?In the middle of the night, I didn't even dare to cry, for fear of being heard by those creditors, and it would be a new torture.

Until someone finally saved me.

I watched those creditors fall one after another, and then he appeared in front of me, as if I stretched out my hand.

He is also a light to me, even if that light is a black light, I am willing.

He said, "Will you go with me?"

I nodded without hesitation: "Yes, yes!"

So, I left this so-called home that made me want to throw up as soon as I entered.

In another strange place, I started my life again, I became a student again.Although only on the surface.

I strive to be a good student and achieve the best grades, just to say goodbye to my past self, even though I have stepped into another layer of darkness.

I am willing, because the me in the past sold my body time and time again in order to survive, and made compromises. Now, I don't need it anymore.

I'm a woman who's going to be a top killer.

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Xiao Hei's imprisonment was beyond my expectation.The news came too suddenly, because before leaving, he had been trying to be a good student.

In order to protect Xuezi, he accidentally killed a gangster and was sentenced.When Xuezi wanted to see him but couldn't, she had no choice but to ask me for help to bring the letter she wrote to Xiao Hei.

I tried my best to say goodbye to my past self, but Xuezi was my weakness, so I only told her my contact information.

It just so happens that the prison where Xiao Hei lives is not very far from where I live, half a day's journey is enough for one round trip.

As for Xuezi, every time she sent a letter, telling me to hand it over to Xiao Hei.For some reason, I suddenly saw Xuezi's appearance when she wrote these letters, and saw her parents severely reprimanding her.

Hehe, how could her parents allow their daughter to associate with a murderer.

The stubborn and self-proclaimed her parents, the so-called right family, have their own circle, they are just like her parents.

As I expected, Xiao Hei became haggard a lot, and when he saw me whom he hadn't seen for a long time, his expression didn't change much.The only thing he cares about and surprises is the letter from Xuezi.

For ten years, one letter a week, according to the warden, Xiao Hei's room is full of letters, and some papers are yellowed and faded, and he is reluctant to throw them away.

However, it was such a letter every week, and then it became one letter a month, and then, there was no more letter.

The last letter was delivered by Xuezi herself. It was the first time I saw her like this. Xuezi threw herself into my arms and cried loudly, as if she had forgotten how I treated her.

When I heard the news, I felt my whole head went blank, my ears were buzzing, and I couldn't hear what Xuezi said later.

Xuezi is getting married, and the other party is not me, and of course, neither is Xiao Hei.

It's a so-called well-matched man. I have a little impression that he is Xuezi's middle school classmate. His name is Yamamoto. He is submissive. I don't like it very much.

But, this matter, I can't be the master.Just like Xuezi, I can't make the decision. Even if I change, my psychology is still distorted.

If I can't get Xuezi, then it's impossible for Xiao Hei to get her.

I never thought that that would be the last time Xuezi and I met.I still remember that day, the back of Xuezi leaving with tears in my eyes, and me watching her leaving back, that arc of farewell.

I didn't send the last letter to Xiao Hei, because it doesn't make any sense anymore.

I told him about Xuezi's marriage, but he didn't say a word, and he didn't eat or drink at the same time.

The warden later said that Xiao Hei burned all those letters overnight, not a single one remained.Many years later, I will also think, what will happen to him if he finds out that I have hidden a letter privately?

Until later when I saw him kill with my own eyes, I was suddenly glad that, fortunately, he didn't know.

Xiao Hei is released from prison, and I know that all his previous efforts were to be with Xuezi, so if that Ni Lin is gone, Xiao Hei will fall into darkness again.

But this time, I was the one who led him into that floor, the gate of murder.

Xiao Hei has become a killer, a very good killer, he is never procrastinating in killing, and will not mix personal emotions, that gentleman appreciates him very much.Soon, after joining the organization for just a few years, Xiao Hei's status rose rapidly.

I also matched him with a younger brother, a man code-named Vodka.

There is a woman named Belmore in the organization that I don't like very much. The key is that she has an extraordinary relationship with that gentleman. It's not that I hate this unusual relationship.I just simply hate Belmode.

The so-called dislike of seeing each other is probably me and her.

I am the most trusted person under that gentleman, not one of them, because he knows that I will not betray him.

A word he said to me is still fresh in my memory.

He said: "Lum, the people who came to this organization have had an unsightly past. They have long been accustomed to the filth and ugliness of this world, and they don't care about killing one more person or killing one less person." the difference."

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I can see that Xiao Hei can't let go of the past.From the moment he went to London, I understood everything.Xiao Hei didn't want to admit it, but his behavior obviously made that gentleman suspicious.

When I received the order to supervise Xiao Hei all the time, I knew it was a double test.

After all, Xiao Hei was brought in by me. This test is not only a test of me, but also a test of Xiao Hei.The worst result is that he and I will die together.

What will happen to those who betray the organization, and how many such people I have killed myself, I can't be more clear.

But Xiao Hei, after all, disappointed me.

His plan to murder Yamamoto Jiro was known to me. I didn't think about the so-called pros and cons. I only knew that I couldn't die.So this plan, I told the gentleman.

"He must die."

For more than ten years, I haven't seen Xuezi, but I know that she immigrated to London and got married.The last letter that year was brought to me by her flying back from England.

Since then, Yukiko has been under house arrest, and Jiro Yamamoto knows that she is obsessed with her past lovers, and love turns into hatred.

I know all this.Xuezi has been domestically abused for many years, I know it all.

But I can't do anything, can't do anything.

The Yamamoto family has an indirect interest relationship with the organization. This is what I know, so I can't do anything.

I know that Xiao Hei met Xuezi, he didn't say anything, but I could tell from his expression that he had seen her.That's why he wanted to kill Yamamoto Jiro.

But Xiao Hei must die.The one who did it was me.

Before going to London, Koji Miyano approached me and said that the poison was finished and no substance could be detected in the human body, and he needed a test product.

I immediately thought of Xiao Hei, isn't he a good test subject?

I had a fierce battle with Xiao Hei. I was on par with him in skill, and both were injured.But the one who won in the end was me.I fed him poison.

It's just that I didn't expect that the landlord found a dead person in the room and threw him out so as not to affect the future rental.

Of course, this is all later.

The Belmode I didn't like mentioned earlier, she also swallowed the so-called poison, but she didn't die. On the contrary, she returned to her girlhood, more beautiful and moving.

When I saw her again, I thought she was a newcomer from the organization.When I knew the truth, an uneasy thought suddenly flashed through my mind.

Probably, no way...

What I was worried about finally happened. Five years ago, the poison did not kill him, but brought him back to his youth.

I first investigated Yukiko's current situation, and found that she had divorced five years ago, and the child Yuichi Yamamoto, whom she had been supporting so hard, was awarded to the Yamamoto family.

The divorce case went smoothly, and the evidence of domestic violence was well collected.My heart sank, sure enough, even if Xiao Hei returned to his boyhood, he still couldn't forget, Yukiko Nakamura.

For the first time, I had the idea of ​​giving up. Only I knew about it, so the matter of Xiao Hei and Xuezi would not be exposed.

But I still underestimated Belmode after all.

She suddenly came to me and said: "Rum, I found that Gin is still alive, just like me, time has gone backwards. What should I do? This is the person you killed, Rum~"

I hate her voice and that kind of charming laughter. She was reborn because of the poison with side effects, so when she accidentally saw the young Xiao Hei, she would not think it was a mistake.

I have no feelings for Xiao Hei, and winning a chance for him is just to keep Xuezi safe.

Belmode knew that Xiao Hei had a relationship with a woman, but he didn't find out who that woman was in the end.

If the organization finds out that Xiao Hei and Xue Zi are together, and they have a child, the consequences will be disastrous.I covered up everything as fast as I could, and covered up the fact that there was a relationship between Xiaohei and Xuezi before Belmode stretched out his minions.

Until I discovered that Belmore had a special feeling for Xiao Hei.This special point is enough to maintain the fragile friendship between us.

That gentleman recognized the strength of gin, and with the special case of Belmode, when Belmode and I returned with the Black Society organization, he put forward a condition.

If Xiao Hei buried his past, everything would be fine, let the past go, he would still be Gin.

If you agree, you will live; if you don't agree, you will die.

As I expected, Xiao Hei agreed.I was betting how deep his feelings for Xuezi were, and in the end, I won the bet.

If he didn't accept that condition, he, Xuezi and their daughter would all die without a burial.In the end, together with me who hides all this, I will become another ghost of the organization.

So Xiao Hei must agree.

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The fire, along with the last remaining emotions in my heart, disappeared.

That night, I laughed.Because I don't know what crying is, I have long forgotten what it feels like to cry, so I can only laugh.

The remaining way of life was covered up for some reason. The prince was indeed burned to death in the fire that could have exchanged the civet cat for the prince.

Xuezi died, I only allowed myself to be sad for 1 minute, and after 1 minute, everything went according to the new plan.

It's not that I don't believe in Xiao Hei, but I have never believed in him.If the fire can't be concealed, or if it can't protect Xuezi, I must make follow-up preparations.

The screwdriver said the child was rescued.Of course, Xiao Hei didn't know about this.His eyes were empty and he didn't know what was going on around him, let alone I wouldn't let him know.

He failed, he didn't protect Xuezi well, I won't trust him anymore.Therefore, whether his daughter is still alive does not make any sense to him.

If you can't protect the person you want to protect, it's better not to choose protection from the beginning.

In my eyes, Xiao Hei no longer has the right to be a father, from the moment he lost the right to be a husband.

After all, I am still different from Xiao Hei. Xuezi's blood, no matter who he is born with, is Xuezi's child.All I can do is to spare no effort to let her survive in this world.

As long as there is life, there is hope.

This is probably because, after all, I am a woman.

For 14 years, I have never asked about the child, I only know that she is somewhere in London, alive.

If it wasn't for a brown young man who joined the organization later, maybe I didn't even realize that so many years had passed.That brown boy has grown up too.

In the beginning, a dark-haired young man entered the organization, code-named Scotland, I had no doubts.

But then, a tea-haired young man code-named Bourbon joined the organization, and I started to get suspicious.The same boy with brown hair and black hair, if it's a coincidence, it's too coincidental.

I know who they are and what their identities are, but I choose to remain silent.

Their lives are intertwined with that girl, and that girl is only safe if they are safe.

But I overestimated their strength.

Scotland itself has good strength, but it's a pity that it is eager to get results, hastily entered the inner layer of the organization, and is full of loopholes.He was certain to die, and I began to feel uneasy.

If one of the two dies, and his identity as an undercover agent is exposed, then the people related to him... This anxiety gradually expanded in my heart, and I began to send the screwdriver who had been in London to find the whereabouts of the girl.

I didn't expect the girl's other identity to be a secret agent, and I didn't expect that the screwdriver betrayed me and turned to Gin.

I didn't expect all this, and waited until Satan's information was exposed, the screwdriver was killed, and the order came from above.

"KILL SATAN!"

When I first saw her, I thought it was Yukiko.Sure enough, she looked like her mother, with her black hair, the way she smiled, and the way she looked when she was shy.

For so many years, I actually felt the moisture in the corners of my eyes, and no tears fell down, but I did feel it.

Xuezi, are you finally back?
My gun was still pointed at her at that time, and I could kill her with one shot in the next second.But……

I think I still can't bear it after all, just like at the beginning, when I found out that she was following Gin, I had no choice but to take her away.

Can't let her meet Gin, though I know they've met once.

However, gin is dangerous.He is no longer who he was 14 years ago.If he still had such a heart of compassion back then, all the remaining years of life and death would have wiped away all that remained.

Just like Shirley, Shirley and Xuezi are so similar, but isn't he also, ruthlessly planning to end her?

I don't deny Xuezi's position in Qin Jiu's heart, but at the same time, I can't forget how much blood was stained on his hands.

The countless human lives in these 14 years, and the dead souls under his feet, are even more incomparable to my more than 30 years in the organization.

When the girl named Nakamura Yukiko disappeared, I finally realized:

Xuezi is gone.

(End of this chapter)