The concubine is enchanting: the favorite princess

Chapter 548 Double Torment
Qingping woke up in the middle of the night that day.Feng Yao had already fallen asleep lying on the bed due to exhaustion, while the older maid stayed by Qingping's side.

Feng Yao first heard a coughing sound, and then a hoarse voice like torn silk, but the voice was inarticulate, and Feng Yao couldn't hear what it was saying at all.Then Feng Yao woke up completely, and understood that it was Qingping who woke up.

Feng Yao sat up, feeling some pain in his waist.Looking at the bed, I saw that the elderly maid had already poured a glass of water by the table, and was turning around to bring it to the bed.

"Qingping, you're awake." Feng Yao stood up and walked over, helping the court lady to move the lamp stand by the bed, making the area around the bed brighter, so that she could feed Qingping with water.

Qingping's complexion was better than before, probably because of the imperial doctor's prescriptions and the ginseng soup that had been poured into her for several hours.But the bruised fingerprints around his neck were extremely clear.

Qingping took two sips of water, she could clearly feel that she was swallowing very slowly, probably because her choked throat was still hurting.Hearing Feng Yao's question, Qing Ping just blinked slightly as an answer.

"Don't talk, take a good rest." Feng Yao squatted beside the bed, holding Qingping's hand.Although he didn't know how to help her, being able to be by Qingping's side now could be regarded as giving her some comfort.

Qingping took a deep breath, as if she was trying to use her throat, but obviously she could only squeeze out a few hoarse fragments, and then Qingping gave up.She can't make a sound at all now.However, Qingping's eyes moved to Feng Yao's hand holding her, and the corners of her lips curled up slightly, and she smiled gratefully.

"Go to sleep, I will accompany you." Feng Yao patted Qingping's hand to reassure her.

Qingping shook her head, and pointed to the maid who stood beside her after putting down the water glass.

The maid said to Feng Yao: "I'll just stay here and guard, Master Yao go to rest."

In fact, when the lights were lighted at night, a nun took Feng Yao to see the room that was temporarily prepared for her.But Feng Yao was worried about Qingping, so he stayed here and guarded.I was really tired, so I just nestled on the soft bed and squinted for a while.Now Qingping's intention is obviously to let Feng Yao go to sleep.

Feng Yao still held Qingping's hand and said: "I just slept for a while, and I'm in good spirits now. I'll wait for you to sleep before leaving. If you're not sleepy, I'll stay with you for a while longer."

Qingping stared into Feng Yao's eyes for a while, she saw persistence and concern in Feng Yao's eyes, she nodded, and then closed her eyes.

But Fengyao knew that Qingping was not asleep at all.Because her eyelids and eyelashes were still trembling slightly, which showed that her mood was not so calm at this time.

After a while, Feng Yao felt that he was holding Qingping's hand, and then her fingers began to move slowly in the palm of his hand. After a careful feeling, it should be writing.

Feng Yao didn't speak, and carefully felt the words Qingping wrote slowly one stroke at a time.She knew that Qingping couldn't speak now, but she wanted to express something to herself.

What Qingping wrote was: If there is a chance, please help my child to recite scriptures for salvation.He came at the wrong time, I'm sorry for him.

Feng Yao's heart felt sore, he nodded and said, "I will. But...why?" Feng Yao knew that no mother was really cruel and didn't want her own child, and even though Qingping didn't say it now, she Her suffering will not be less than others.

Moreover, Feng Yao could see that the reason why Yan Jin was furious was largely because of the loss of this child.Since both of them love this child so much, why can't they keep him?
Qingping shook her head, and let out a long sigh.Continued to write: He should not live in our hatred.

"But, Qingping, can't you see it? Your Majesty, he has feelings for you." Feng Yao couldn't help but say it out.

Although Feng Yao hated men doing things to women, she could tell that Yan Jin was definitely offended by Qingping, but he also kept the bottom line and did not kill.Otherwise, with Yanjin's current status, just relying on Qingping's calling the emperor "you" and "he" is enough to make Qingping die ten thousand times.

Regardless of power and status, relying on Yan Jin's cold eyes like a black panther hunting and her invincible strength, it was easy to break Qingping's neck at that time.But he didn't, now that Feng Yao thinks back, Yan Jin really wanted Qingping to die like this at first, but then he probably just used an extreme method to make Qingping "behave".

It was because of this that Qingping was healed now, and was fed a lot of ginseng soup and tonics when she was unconscious.And if she was kept awake, she might still be bleeding profusely, but refuse the imperial doctor's treatment.

After hearing Feng Yao's words, Qingping slowly opened her eyes.Although his eyes were looking at Feng Yao, Feng Yao couldn't see the focal length in her eyes.Qingping's gaze was through Fengyao, and she didn't know where she was staring.It may also be caught in the memories of the past, or remember something important.

After a long time, Qingping rolled her eyes numbly, and said in Fengyao's palm: I would rather not have his love.He ruined my life, there will never be anything but hate between us.

"It's because he used to treat you..." Feng Yao felt that Yan Jin's forcing Qingping back then was a hurdle for the two of them.

But after all, so many years have passed, not to mention that now Yan Jin looks at Qing Ping with deep affection.Why can't Qingping take it for the sake of that affection, or for the sake of their children, it turned out that he was given a chance once?

Qingping shook her head and smiled wryly, that smile was beautiful and sad.For a moment, Feng Yao suddenly discovered that Qingping's eyes also had deep affection.It's just that the trace of affection flashed by, and then it was replaced by a touch of hatred.

"Qingping, did you really never like him at all? But if you didn't like him, why did you fight against him again? Torturing yourself like this, isn't it taking revenge on yourself as well as him?" Feng Yao Sincerely advise.

She is also a woman, and she knows how a woman feels in her heart.Perhaps Qingping hated Yanjin when things first happened, but after so many years, it is impossible for her hatred to remain so strong.Especially after having a child, how cruel would a woman be to use her child as a tool for revenge?That was a double torture to him and to himself.

　The third update.One more update will be added today, so don't be impatient everyone.However, the box has been updated for several days, is it the monthly ticket we agreed on?I said it at the beginning, woo woo woo, has it been too long, and everyone has contributed to other authors?

　　
　
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