Cute baby comes to the door: stepfather, marry my mommy

Chapter 138 Still Didn't Completely Trust Me
However, when Yu Shangze bluntly expressed these concerns, she felt guilty in her heart.

"I'm sorry, I'm not…"

Le Suxi was eager to explain, but was interrupted by Yu Shangze raising his hand.

"I know what you think, and I don't ask you to believe me now, but you should trust Xiaomo, she is not a child who will abandon you because she longs for fatherly love."

After speaking, Yu Shangze pushed her out of the kitchen.

"Go and rest, I'll call you when I'm ready."

Unlike the closed kitchen at Le's house, even if Le Suxi is outside the kitchen, she can still see Yu Shangze's every move clearly, and if she wants to come in, she can come in anytime.

With his back to the kitchen door, Yu Shangze took a deep breath and told himself not to worry so much, everything will have a process.Just like the relationship between them, isn't it after a lot of hard work that today's harvest is achieved?

But no matter how much he advised himself, Yu Shangze still couldn't help feeling sad.

Because of Le Suxi's distrust, because of her thoughts...

After calming down his emotions, Yu Shangze quickly cooked a few dishes, brought them to the restaurant, and asked Le Suxi to eat.

Perhaps the topic just now was too heavy, both of them lowered their heads and ate in silence. For a while, the atmosphere became more depressing, making people a little breathless.

Yu Shangze casually ate, put down the bowl and chopsticks and got up.

"Eat slowly, I'm full, go pick up Grandpa and the others."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and left without waiting for Le Suxi's reaction.

Until the door was closed, Le Suxi was still sitting in the dining room in a daze, the chopsticks in her hand no longer moved.

She sat quietly, looking at the food on the table, and the half bowl of rice that Yu Shangze left in a hurry, feeling very uncomfortable.

She knew that she had made him sad again!But……

Tears fell unconsciously, fell on the clothes, and were covered up again.

With a dull expression, she picked up the dishes on the table, put them in her mouth numbly, and chewed without taste.In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore and lay down on the table and cried loudly.

Outside the gate, Yu Shangze leaned against the door weakly, hearing the crying sound coming from the room, his heart throbbed in pain.

The two people are separated by a door, suffering from the same pain...

After a while, Yu Shangze really left the house and went downstairs to pick up someone.

Not long after, Le's parents and Mr. Yu came back with Xiaoxiaomo, and they were a little strange to see Yu Shangze standing at the gate of the community.

Xiaomo ran up to him, tugged at the hem of his clothes, and looked up at him with a pair of big eyes.

"Daddy, why are you standing here? Where's Mommy? Didn't she come out with you?"

Yu Shangze rubbed her hair, said in a low voice, "Mummy is resting upstairs, let Daddy come pick you up."

"That's it! Then let's go home!"

After all, Xiaomomo was still young, so she didn't see a glint of darkness in his eyes, but felt that Daddy, Mommy loved her very much, and was happy in her heart.

Yu Shangze returned to Lejia with his children and several elders.

"Shang Ze, go back and rest too, we'll take care of Xinmo." As soon as she entered the door, Li Yuqi chased people away.

In the past, Yu Shangze would definitely listen to them and go back to rest.Even if you don't rest, it's good to accompany Le Suxi.

But now, he doesn't want to go back, doesn't want to face Le Suxi now, for fear that his emotions will affect the mood and relationship of the two of them.

"It's okay, Xiaomo slept for a long time in the afternoon, and she definitely won't sleep now. I'll play with her for a while before going back."

Yu Shangze said with a light smile.

It happened that Xiaomo didn't intend to go to sleep, and when she heard that Yu Shangze wanted to play with her, she immediately pulled him happily.

Seeing that the two of them were having fun, Mr. Yu went back to his room to rest.After all, people are getting older, and after a long time, people tend to get tired easily, and they can't stand their tossing like this.

Lejia's parents watched for a long time, but finally said nothing, shook their heads and went back to the room.

By the time Yu Shangze had finished playing with Xiaomo, it was already past ten o'clock.

Li Yuqi carried Xiaomomo back to the room, while Le Boyan sat down in the living room. It seemed that he wanted to say something to Yu Shangze, but he just sat there without moving.

In the living room, only Le Boyan and Yu Shangze were left, and Le Boyan was no longer silent.

"Shang Ze, you also know about Xi'er's situation. Although we all hope that the two of you can get married as soon as possible, but the things in the middle are disturbing, and it doesn't mean that you can get married just by getting married."

"Not to mention anything else, the child Xinmo alone is a knot in her heart. Xi'er is suffering in her heart. She has taken care of everything by herself in the past few years, and Xinmo has been brought up by herself. It is inevitable that she will be a little nervous. Yes, please forgive me."

Yu Shangze understood what he meant by saying this, and also knew that he saw that something was wrong with him.

"Uncle, my mind has never changed. I don't tell you how important Lele is to me. It's just that I hope that she can trust me no matter what time she has, instead of throwing me away whenever she has a problem." I'm excluded."

He has never told anyone about this, not because no one has said it, but because he thinks it is useless to say it.But since Le Boyan mentioned it, he will not hide it.

Moreover, he still hopes to tell Le Suxi what he wants through Le Boan's mouth.

"I like Xinmo's child very much, and I have always regarded her as my own child. I know that Lele is very afraid that once the Qin family discovers Xinmo's life experience, they will try their best to snatch her away. But, I asked myself that I would not Watching Lele lose her child, I will not allow such a thing to happen!"

"After all, she still doesn't fully believe me..."

When he said this, Yu Shangze felt bitter in his heart.

From the very beginning, he tried his best to make Le Suxi trust him and rely on him, but even now, the relationship between the two has been stable enough, but they haven't even achieved the most basic trust.

Le Boan looked at Yu Shangze and didn't speak for a long time.After a while, he made a sound.

"Actually, you can't completely blame Xi'er for what you said. It's our parents' negligence that made her too independent since she was a child. She has to work hard and decide everything by herself."

"Perhaps you will think that I am justifying her, but after so many years, you can more or less see that we have no way to intervene in Xi'er's affairs. It's not that we don't want to, but that we have no choice!"

Le Boan has always felt guilty towards his daughter.

Although they gave Le Suxi material advantages, they rarely gave her other things.If Le Suxi hadn't been sensible since she was a child, she might be a worthless person now.

When they were young, they were always busy with their own affairs. They always felt that the child was still young and there was still plenty of time, so they could work harder.But forget that what children need most is not material things, but the company of parents and family members.

Le Suxi's character flaws are the heartache of their husband and wife.At the beginning, Le Suxi was anxious to marry Qin Xuan, but they couldn't stop them, so they had no choice but to agree, which led to today's consequences!

As for Yu Shangze, he is a very good candidate, whether he is taking care of Le Suxi, or Xiaomo and their husband and wife, he is very good.But Le Suxi's thoughts were still not clear enough, and they also noticed this.

I thought that after these days, Le Suxi would be more or less better, but now it seems that there is still not much change...

"I know that she has to rely on herself for everything since she was a child, and I also know that she has to be strong. I can understand it in work or other aspects. I don't think there is anything wrong with her like this. I just hope that she can believe Me! I just hope that there is the most basic trust between the two of you!"

After listening to Le Boyan's words, Yu Shangze was still deeply touched.

He and Le Suxi have known each other since childhood, so they naturally know what kind of temperament Le Suxi is, but what he asks for is not much, just the most basic trust...

Le Boan stood up, patted Yu Shangze on the shoulder, and looked at him seriously.

"Shang Ze, trust is not just talk, and I believe you understand how difficult unconditional trust is. Uncle doesn't make it difficult for you. You can handle the relationship between you yourself. If you really can't hold on, uncle won't Blame you."

After finishing speaking, he went back to the room.

One is his daughter, and the other is the child he watched grow up. No matter who it is, he doesn't want them to wrong him, so if there is no fate, then he can't blame anyone...

In the living room, only Yu Shangze was left sitting there quietly!
Le Boyan's last words shocked him!

After sitting for a while, Yu Shangze turned off the light, left softly, and returned to his side.

The living room was dark, and there was no sound in the room.Yu Shangze didn't turn on the light, changed his shoes and walked in. As soon as he entered the living room, his footsteps stopped.

He walked lightly to the dining table, looked at Le Suxi who was lying on the table and fell asleep through the dim wall lamp, the tears on his face had dried up, leaving only a suspicious trace.

Looking up at the food on the table again, it was still the same as when she left, and there was still more than half a bowl of rice left in her bowl.It seems that this girl must have been crying so badly at that moment, she was tired, and she didn't even know she fell asleep.

Yu Shangze's bitter heart was suddenly filled with distress, he sighed softly, bent down cautiously, held Le Suxi firmly in his arms, and walked towards the room.

Le Suxi's body was moved and she lay prone on the table. Le Suxi's arms went numb for a while, and she opened her eyes uncomfortably.Seeing Yu Shangze's expressionless side face, Le Suxi suddenly smiled.

"You're back!" Le Suxi tilted her head, leaned into his arms, and smiled contentedly. Before he could respond, she closed her eyes and fell asleep again.

Seeing her like this, Yu Shangze remembered the scene when he found her after she was kidnapped, and suddenly felt that he was an idiot!
If she didn't believe in herself, and didn't rely on herself, how could she rely on him with peace of mind like now, and let him hold her!

With her temperament, she is not someone she recognizes, anyone who dares to hug her will be scolded severely if she is not beaten!Only someone she trusted in her heart could lean on so obediently.

And he, after all, is not confident in himself!That's why I feel that Le Suxi doesn't believe in herself!

It has to be said that Yu Shangze really understood Le Suxi.It's not that she doesn't believe in Yu Shangze, but it's been a long time since she has been responsible for everything by herself, and her thinking habits have become fixed!
Especially when it comes to Xiaomo!She never thought that there would be such a person who not only hurt her to the bone, but also took Xiaomo so seriously.

As soon as something happened, she would habitually think that something was very bad, and it would be a fatal blow to her!

Therefore, after Yu Shangze left sullenly, all the grievances and fears in Le Suxi's heart came up, and she cried for more than two hours before gradually falling asleep.

Because in her heart, Yu Shangze has long been someone who cannot be lost!

(End of this chapter)