Rebirth of the era: The sweet wife, she is beautiful and tea

Chapter 122 Don't let go of a glimmer of hope

Lin Qingshan grabbed Lin Jinguang's hand, leaned half of his body towards Lin Jinguang, his whole body trembling.

"Jin Guang, you."

I couldn't say what happened next.

Lin Jinguang helped him to sit up.

"Grandpa, don't get excited. Actually, I'm not sure, because that girl is not from Han County, and it's far away from Han County."

Lin Qingshan frowned, "Then where is she from?"

"Grandpa, her family is from Yun County. We have been investigating in southern Hebei for so long, but we have never heard of Yun County. It must be too far away."

Lin Qingshan took a long breath, "You haven't heard of it, I have. In the early years, your grandma and I went there to practice medicine, but it's really far away from Han County, and it's impossible for your uncle to live there. "

Han County is in the east of Southern Hebei Province, while Yun County is in the southwest of Southern Hebei Province. The two counties do not belong to the same city and are separated by more than 800 miles.

Lin Feng was only a little over a month back then, so it was impossible to go that far.

Lin Jinguang also knew it was impossible, but he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart.

"Grandpa, Jiang Xiyao really looks like grandma when she was young. At first glance, she looks like a person. I'm not exaggerating. If Jiang Xiyao is not my sister, then grandma's portrait is not realistic, or nature is too amazing. It makes two people who are so similar."

"The portrait of your grandma is naturally very realistic. I paid a lot of money to find a famous teacher to draw it when I was young."

He knows best what his wife looks like.

When Lin Qingshan said this, Lin Jinguang insisted, "Grandpa, just meet that girl, okay? I know where Ah Ze has arranged her. Just go and see her, and you will know how much she looks like."

Lin Qingshan waved his hand, "Jin Guang, in fact, I also know that your uncle must be gone, I give up, I don't have a long time, maybe I can go underground to see your grandma and your uncle soon."

"Grandpa, you're talking nonsense again!"

Lin Jinguang couldn't stand his grandfather's words, so he stood up and issued a military order to himself word by word, "Grandpa, uncle must still be alive in this world, I will definitely find him out and recognize you!"

"Grandpa, you rest."

After speaking, Lin Jinguang turned and left.

Lin Qingshan, two turbid tears rolled down his wrinkled face.

My wife, I'm sorry, I really can't hold on anymore, and I can't afford to gamble.

The Lin family is also a well-known family, and they are looking for their son with great fanfare. No one knows. Over the years, there are not a hundred or ninety-nine people who have come to recognize their relatives, but none of them are true.

On one occasion, he almost killed himself.

Hope was rekindled again and again, and despair was again and again. In fact, he knew in his heart that he should not look for it anymore. His son had passed away 42 years ago.

A newborn baby needs milk every two hours, and if he does not eat for two days, he will starve to death.

In such a turbulent age, even one's own children can't be taken care of, who would take care of a foreign child?

It's also him who has been deceiving himself for so many years.

**
Lin Jinguang went out of the house and saw his father Lin Yi sitting and smoking in the yard.

Lin Jinguang went over, "Father, when did you come out?"

Lin Yi smoked the cigarette fiercely, then extinguished it and threw it on the ground, "Is what you said true?"

Lin Jinguang understood Lin Yi's endless questioning after a little thought.

"Father, what I said is true. If you don't believe it, you can go and have a look. It's really similar."

That's right, father also met grandma, and it was the same when he went to see Jiang Xiyao.

Lin Yi looked up at the sky, "Jin Guang, do you know that every time I dream back at midnight, I want to strangle myself, why did I leave your uncle and go out to find something to eat? If I don't eat a meal, I won't starve to death."

Lin Yi laughed at himself, but when he smiled, tears came out.

"In the end, I didn't get any food, and I lost your uncle."

"father."

Lin Jinguang didn't know how to comfort his father.

Grandpa has been in pain for so many years, but he doesn't know that father is the most painful.

The younger brother was lost from his own hand, and he was never found again. Anyone of flesh and blood would feel guilty, so much so that the person who came to recognize his relatives stabbed his father at night in order to prevent his father from competing with him for the family property.

Afterwards, my father only said that as long as that person is willing, he is willing to leave the Lin family and give him everything in the Lin family.

The man who came to recognize his relatives scolded and accused his father of abandoning him, but his father accepted everything without saying a word, but later, the man turned out to be a fake.

While he was relieved, he heard his father say that he would rather that man was real.

Why can't it be true?
As long as it is true, he is willing to give his life to atone for his sin.

Lin Jinguang was speechless when he heard his father say that.

Yes, if it is true, it proves that his uncle is still alive, no matter how much suffering he has suffered before, their family still has a chance to make up for him.

However, it is false.

"Father, I believe that uncle will not blame you if he lives in heaven, and grandma doesn't want to see you live a lifetime of guilt with guilt for uncle."

He also didn't want to see his father without a smile all his life.

He had never seen his father smile since he could remember.

"Jin Guang, I can't forgive myself."

He watched his mother die in depression, but before she died, she told his father that he should not blame him. It was not his fault that they were parents who did not take good care of their children.

Don't let him blame himself.

She had already lost one son, and she didn't want the other son to be unhappy.

Lin Jinguang sniffed, his throat was choked up badly, "Father, believe me, uncle must still be there, let's keep looking, and one day we will find it."

Lin Yi: "At noon tomorrow, you and I will go and have a look. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up."

Regardless of whether it is true or not, take a look to make sure, if not, you will be disappointed again, but what if it is true?

"Okay, Dad, you have to be prepared mentally, it's really similar."

Lin Yi stood up and patted him on the shoulder, "It's been decades, and I haven't experienced anything. Your father and I are not so fragile."

I hope so.

**
Mu House.

When Mrs. Mu fell asleep, Mu Chao knocked on Mu Gaoshan's door, and when he heard someone coming in, Mu Chao opened the door and went in.

"Ah Ze, if you don't sleep so late, are you thinking about that little girl Yaoyao?"

Mu Gaoshan joked with a smile.

Mu Chao was speechless, "Grandpa, Yaoyao is very thin-skinned, she can't joke like this tomorrow, she will be shy."

Mu Gaoshan laughed loudly, "You boy, the daughter-in-law started to protect her before she entered the door, it's not bad."

Mu Chao gave Mu Gaoshan a helpless look, and the latter immediately became serious, "Okay, what are you looking for?"

"Grandpa, have you seen Grandma Lin when she was young?"

　The collection is about to increase to a thousand, and more are coming! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)