Rebirth of the era: The sweet wife, she is beautiful and tea

Chapter 362 Admitting 1 More

Jiang Jianshe stood at the entrance of the hospital for a long time but didn't make up his mind to go back, and finally came after hesitating for a long time.

In fact, there are many things I want to say in my heart, but facing Lin Qingshan, I don't seem to know where to start.

Lin Qingshan pointed to the stool next to him, "Sit down first."

Jiang Jianshe sat down numbly.

"I heard from Yaoyao that your father passed away a few days ago?"

Jiang Jianshe didn't speak, Lin Qingshan didn't force it, and took the initiative to chat with him.

Jiang Jianshe nodded, "Yes."

"Then are you okay?" Lin Qingshan observed the expression on his face, as if he didn't see any sad expression.

Jiang Jianshe smiled, "It's okay, everyone has to take this step, so I don't think it's a big deal."

Lin Qingshan didn't answer.

The conversation started, and Jiang Jianshe was not as restrained as before, "I heard from Mu Chao that you are sick, but it is not a terminal illness, and it can be treated, right?"

Lin Qingshan looked at him, and Jiang Jianshe also looked at Lin Qingshan.

The two looked at each other for a while, Lin Qingshan pulled the corners of his lips, "It's not a terminal illness, but it's the same whether it's cured or not."

Jiang Jianshe's voice was unhurried, as if he was stating a fact that had nothing to do with him, "If it's the same whether it's treated or not, then you shouldn't be here now, but take care of it at your home."

Lin Qingshan was speechless.

Jiang Jianshe asked him bluntly, "Why didn't you cooperate with the treatment?"

Lin Qingshan bit his lip, lay back, and leaned his back against the wall, "There is no need for treatment, this is fine."

"Before my father died, tell me that you are my real father."

Jiang Jianshe said this suddenly.

Lin Qingshan's pupils shrank suddenly, and he grabbed the bed sheet underneath, exposing the blue veins on the back of his hand.

Jiang Jianshe thought it was difficult to say this sentence, but after saying it, he felt much more relaxed.

"Since I can remember, I have found that my parents don't seem to like me very much." Jiang Jianshe lowered his head and smiled. I did a lot of work for my parents to see, and I thought they would see my hard work and feel sorry for me, but when I came back, they still looked indifferent.”

Jiang Jianshe raised his head and looked out the window with erratic eyes, as if he was talking to Lin Qingshan, or to himself, "I was wronged at that time, and I was thinking, is it because I didn't do well enough? So they can't see my existence, so if I get hurt, can they see me and feel sorry for me?"

Lin Qingshan choked up, his nose was sharp and his whole body was in pain.

"One day, I hurt my hand on purpose, and I went back to show my parents. I think they will feel sorry for me."

Jiang Jianshe recalled that day, he stretched out his wounded hand to act like a spoiled child in front of Jiang Zhongguo and Jiang Shi, but what he got was ridicule.

Jiang Jianshe will always remember what Jiang Zhongguo and the Jiang family said to him that day.

"Why are you so stupid, you can't cut the wheat, what's the use of you?!"

Jiang Jianshe was dumbfounded at the time.

He remembered the last time his younger brother hurt his hand, his mother hugged him distressedly and comforted him.

He never thought that it would be of no use to ask him to come to him.

At that time, he did not shed a single tear. No one knew how hard he was enduring it. He felt pain in all his organs, but he held it back, turned and left, and found a rag to wrap up the wound.

It was also from that time on that he never complained to his parents, because he knew that what he got after complaining was not comfort, but reprimand.

He gradually realized his parents' eccentricity, and he also thought about changing it, but later, he was sad again and again, and he understood that no matter how much he did for this family, no matter how good he performed, he would never get half of them. A word of praise.

Therefore, he slowly began to think about himself, and he would no longer rush ahead in everything, nor would he do his best in everything.

Lin Qingshan couldn't bear it anymore, dirty tears welled up in his eyes.

"Sometimes I also think, why don't they care about me? If I were a girl, I could comfort myself that they are patriarchal, but the fact is that they treat the eldest sister and the second sister better than me."

Jiang Jianshe smiled wryly, "So I began to wonder if I wasn't their son at all? This question has troubled me for many years, because many people in Jiangjiawan said that I don't look like them, and I don't even look like them. Brothers and sisters have no similarities in appearance, but every time someone in the village jokes like this, my mother will scold them, and my younger brother will defend me. of."

"It wasn't until later that I overheard the words that I was not their biological son. I didn't know that my mother scolded those who made jokes not for me, but for her son."

Lin Qingshan felt that he could hardly breathe, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

It seems that he can't say anything other than sorry, even if he is sorry, he can't make up for what he owes him.

Jiang Jianshe looked at him with red eyes, but with a smile on his face, "You didn't apologize to me."

Living in the age of war and chaos, survival is a luxury.

"I don't blame anyone, maybe this is fate," Jiang Jianshe smiled, "But I don't think my life is so hard, I have my own family, my family is very harmonious, I am very happy, so I don't care if I have parental love or not."

Lin Qingshan took a deep breath, trying not to let himself get too emotional.

"My father told me before he died that he knew all along that you were looking for your child in Yun County, and he even specifically asked where you lost your child." Jiang Jianshe looked into Lin Qingshan's eyes, "That's where they picked me up. "

Hearing this, Lin Qingshan immediately exploded.

"why?!"

Why didn't he return the child even though he knew it was his? !
Jiang Jianshe told him the reason.

Lin Qingshan's voice suddenly rose, "I'm going to be a fucking witch! What age is still superstitious, so just for his son's sake, do you want to occupy my son? This is breaking the law, you know?!"

Jiang Jianshe knew that he would be impulsive, "Can you stop getting excited?"

Lin Qingshan is not feeling bad now, his body is full of anger, full of anger, if Jiang Zhongguo is still alive, he must go to him for an explanation!
"You shouldn't have treated him, you should have let him die!"

Lin Qingshan was about to explode with anger, how could there be such a person, Lin Qingshan couldn't accept the thought of his wife who had been separated from his son for so many years because of their early death.

"No, I have to go to Jiangjiawan. Jiang Zhongguo is dead. What about those who know the situation? I have to give an explanation!"

(End of this chapter)