Gangnam hate

Chapter 31
I don't know if it's because the scorching sun is making me dizzy or because I'm impetuous, Magpie just feels that this summer is extremely difficult.I know that among the branches and leaves, it keeps chirping, which makes people have a splitting headache.

After the young lady came back from the hospital, she was reticent, except for the young master who could make her smile, the rest were calm and calm, even more indifferent than that day in Jiangnan Commander's Mansion.Like a millennium ancient well, even if the wind blows and the clouds move, the sun rises and the stars rise, flowers bloom and leaves fall, there will be no more waves.

Originally, after the death of the old warlord, the big and small affairs of the mansion, from the housekeeper Zheng to the various stewards, all came to ask for instructions one by one, and the young lady also decided according to the situation.Now even if everyone asks for instructions again, she can only say lightly: "Follow the rules!"

The weight of this sentence is not light or heavy, but to the ears of the magpie, it is extremely frightening.You must know that when parents educate their children, they often love deeply and take responsibility.The more you care in your heart, the more concerned you will be, no matter how you cover it up.In the past, she did it herself, just for the love in her heart.Today, I deal with it indifferently, but it is because I don't want to pay more or don't want to pay at all... Even if Magpie doesn't understand it, she knows that Miss's behavior is definitely not a good thing for the eldest and young lady.

Mrs. Jiang was so indifferent in the commander's mansion back then, and finally ended in dismay.Magpie's mother is also Mrs. Jiang's maid. Although she didn't grow up with her, she has a deep love between master and servant.So Magpie naturally knew about Mrs. Jiang, and she was as beautiful and refined as a young lady, elegant and amiable.

But such a beautiful person, the ending is not happy.The young lady is very similar to the lady in terms of temperament and appearance.The magpie couldn't help being frightened when he thought about it.No matter how persistent a person is, he will not be able to withstand the blows accumulated over time, let alone the young man who is already the king of the Northland?Where has he been treated like this.At that time, Commander Jiang's power was not as powerful as that of the eldest son, because he had a lot of aunts and a lot of sons and daughters.Even if the young lady gave birth to the young master, she can only keep it for a while, how can she keep it for a lifetime?Over the past two months, the number of visits by the young master has become less and less, and sometimes he directly ordered the nanny to carry the young master to the living building where the young master lives now.

Magpie gently pushed open the bedroom door, only to see that the room was silent, and the lace curtains on the bed were still hanging down.Originally there were girls and women standing outside the door, because Zhang Li ordered someone to carry the young master over, so a large group of girls and women followed, and the rest stood with their hands down at a distance.

The magpie retreated and asked softly, "Young Madam, have you woken up yet?" The girls all shook their heads.If he really slept so deeply, it might not be a bad thing.But the magpie also knows well that the young lady is getting thinner day by day, and she doesn't seem to be able to sleep peacefully.The whole person does not have the slightest plump appearance, and does not look like a confinement mother at all.

Helian Jingfeng just hugged him and refused to let go. As a father for the first time, the joy was endless like a mountain spring.That little person seems to be so light that it has no weight at all. It is really afraid of falling when holding it, and afraid of being squeezed when holding it.

Seeing his happy face, Zhang Li and the others also came to join in the fun, and said with a straight smile, "It's as if the young master was printed out of the same mold. The chin, nose, and eyes are all exactly the same." He only felt that it was helpful, Smiling, eyes full of doting.The child seemed to think it was fun, kept moving his little hands, and laughed non-stop.Amongst the miscellaneous voices, I only heard a soft sentence from someone: "The forehead is very similar to the Young Madam's..."

But he couldn't move his eyes away, he just felt that the soft arc, the curved curve, seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, life after life... Zhang Li stared at the blundering and abrupt ghost, hurriedly Changing the subject, he just smiled and said, "Eldest Young Master, Young Master has been here for a long time, and it should be time for breastfeeding."

Helian Jingfeng was still hugging him, as if he didn't hear what he said, his posture remained motionless.Zhang Li called out again: "Master!"

Only then did Helian Jingfeng come back to his senses as if he had woken up, lightly patted the child in his arms a few times, and handed it to the nurse next to him.He walked slowly to the desk, waved to Zhang Li and the others, and signaled them to go out.

There is a map on the wall behind the desk, which shows the power balance between North and South in two colors.The north is like an eagle spreading its wings, locking the south tightly.If it wasn't for Duan Xude from the south who asked foreign forces to come forward, the whole country would have been under his control.He smiled softly, but he couldn't hide his helplessness and loneliness. At this time, even though there are thousands of miles of beautiful mountains and rivers, thousands of years of wealth and glory, they still can't resist her softly calling out the word "Jingfeng".

In the past few days, except for not kneeling down to beg her, no one in the whole mansion knows what he has done, and who would not know.However, all she got in return was a few plain words: "Magpie, he is no longer with me. I just hope that he will give me a clean place for the sake of the child. Let me watch the child grow up quietly. "

That day, when I heard her words through the door, I really wished I could shake her awake, shake her loose, so that I could relieve my hatred.But the only thing he did right now was turn around and walk away, just pretending that he didn't hear her words.In the past few days, I just suppressed myself and didn't want to see her.He just regarded it as a dream, and never believed that she would say such a thing.

But he clearly remembered her tone and tone when she said these few words, there was no resentment or anger, just calm, nothing but calm.These days, when he dreamed back at midnight, he would wake up several times, dripping with cold sweat.It turned out that he and her had nowhere to go.He didn't even have the courage to go to see her, and he didn't dare to face her, because he was afraid that she would tell him in person.As long as she doesn't tell it personally, he just pretends not to know.

Jingwei was just dozing off, the room was quiet without any sound.She naturally knew that he ordered someone to carry the child over.When Rui'er was away, he felt that there was no life in the room.Thinking of her lovely son, she didn't know whether to be happy or worried.To be born in such a wealthy family and grow up in such a powerful family, others can only say that he is lucky and happy.But the taste of it can only be experienced by those who were born in it.Others only said that she herself was a lucky person, she was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, and when she got married, she entered the door of power and wealth.Beautiful son-in-law, hasn't she achieved all the things that others can't even dream of?But who can know...

The furnishings in the room are still the same as those days when he was in love with her, dressing in the mirror, admiring the scenery in front of the window... I also fantasized about having a child, and wanting to have a baby... Even to the point... His aura is getting weaker and weaker day by day , the military uniform that was always worn in the past is long gone.Usually she didn't feel it, but now, every time she raised her head, she could really feel it... She knew that she pushed him away with her own hands... Tears fell down again unconsciously... Her heart was sour Yes, it's numb, it's bitter, it's painful!She has reached the limit, she can no longer bear any betrayal from him.

Magpie has become more and more sensible, and these days he always relieves her.Hope she reconciles with him as before.How could she not understand her mind?She just didn't have the courage anymore, and she didn't have the strength anymore.It didn't matter whether she forgave him or not.So what if I forgive you?Although he had difficulties, in the end he betrayed her trust in him.What she wanted, he didn't give her.What else is she going to do with what he can give?She has no strength at all, and she has no ability to recover again...

(End of this chapter)