Gangnam hate

Chapter 34
I watched my mother wash her face with tears since I was a child, and when I became sensible, I secretly told myself that I must never follow my mother's path again.It is common for men to have three wives and four concubines, but it is a torment for women, especially for proud mothers.

Abandoning the rich and noble family for his father back then, following his father's expedition to the west, he finally made it through and settled down, but he could no longer return to the happiness and acquaintance of a poor and humble couple.I watched helplessly as my father married concubine after concubine for various reasons.But my mother did not leave my father, maybe it was because of her who was still young at that time, maybe it was... just getting more and more haggard...

She didn't know whether her mother had quarreled with her father, maybe there was or maybe not, but her mother never took the initiative to find her father again, and never let her father approach the small courtyard where they lived...

But I didn't expect that I would still go down this road.She also understood after reaching Ji that it is very common for a man to have three wives and four concubines.So she never had any hope for her future husband, she just thought about living a normal life.All the pledges made by each other are all false.She already understood it, but she had never encountered everything he did to her, that kind of gentle care, that kind of tenderness. go in.Trapped so deep, she once thought that he was her heaven and earth.

Her father's suicide was indeed a basin of icy water enough to freeze any flame, and it woke her up from head to toe.Only then did he realize that he might love her, but not as deeply as her, so he planned to destroy Jiangnan from the very beginning.Don't people say that there is a saying "love the house and the bird"?If he really loved her, how could the world between him and her have undergone such a drastic change in just a few days when they were so happy with each other?

If it was before the heart-to-heart exchange, she wouldn't feel so cheated, right?But it was in that situation, when happiness was so close.It's like a person being lifted up high and then being thrown down, it's really indescribable, not to mention that it was he who threw her down with his own hands!
When Peng Dingli learned about Miss Hua from Jian Zheng, he only sighed secretly.He also didn't know much about what happened in the army that morning, and he thought that the young master and his wife finally got back together, but he didn't know that he saw the young master rushing out of the room angrily early in the morning.He has been with the young master for more than ten years, and he has never seen him lose such a big temper.From then on, she seemed to be a different person. Yihong embraced green, which was even more absurd than when she was not married, and she never went to the small western-style building where the young lady lived.

A few days ago, he and Kong Jiazhong saw that the young master was in a good mood and were very happy, so they crossed the line and said: "Commander, I heard from the attendant at the small western building that the young master has a cough, why don't you go and see?"

Helian Jingfeng didn't talk to them either, he just looked up at them, and his expression was not displeased.They got bolder and said: "Madam heard that she was not in good health a while ago." If it was before, the young and the young must be in a hurry, eager to rush over.

Now, I can't see any reaction at all. I just pondered for a long while before saying: "When Rui'er's cough stops, bring him in again. He is almost two years old, so he should be ready to ask Mr. Private School to teach him first. Enlightenment It’s good for a while. Ask the people below to vacate two rooms from my place, and let him live in after a while.”

The two were shocked when they heard this, and they never thought that they would be self-defeating, so they hurriedly persuaded: "Commander, the young master is still young, so there is no need to hire a private school teacher so early. And... and Madam..."

Helian Jingfeng snorted coldly and said: "Madam, what's wrong with Madam... She is just relying on my love for her in the past! I just want her to know that if I didn't love and spoil her in the past, Her life in the Governor's Mansion will be so easy!"

After a while Fang said: "I just don't spoil her or love her now, what's the matter? When did she care about her..." Seeing this, the two couldn't persuade them anymore, so they had to back out.

Since the death of the old warlord, the whole family seldom had dinner together.Because now the entire Helian family has only one son, Helianrui, so everyone in the mansion is holding it like a treasure.On the second birthday, everyone even invited a troupe to sing in a grand and grand manner.The fourth aunt and the sixth aunt went to Guanghua Temple outside the city to ask for a safe talisman.In the morning, the family members of the army and the family members of the attendants also sent gifts one after another. Helian Jingfeng was in a good mood, so he ordered Steward Zheng to set up a western-style buffet and invited the band from the Sheraton Hotel.

Jing Wei never thought that he would hold such a grand event this year, and she had always planned to invite the concubine, Jing Qi and others from the house to gather in the small foreign building.It wasn't until Jing Qi came over in the afternoon that she found out that Butler Zheng also sent someone to invite her a little later.After all, he never divorced her, and she was still the wife of the commander-in-chief of the Northland.This kind of situation cannot be avoided.

Jing Qi didn't know what was wrong, her expression was quite serious, almost like a forced smile.Asked a few times, just shook his head.He also said with a smile: "Today, my sister-in-law must dress up well, she must be the most beautiful when she dresses up."

Jing Wei smiled and ignored her.Jing Qi didn't let her go, she just dragged her into the room to pick out clothes.She hasn't bought clothes properly in the past two years, nor is she in that mood. The last time, when the mansion's customary tailors came to make clothes for the female relatives every season, Jing Qi forced her to do it, and said it was so popular. style.After it was delivered, it has been kept like this, and has never been worn.

Jing Qi was also abnormal, and she was determined to put on that bright red cheongsam.She really didn't like such a jumping color, so Jing Qi agreed to her wearing another sky blue short-sleeved cheongsam.

Jing Qi looked at it for a long time, and only agreed when she saw that she looked very charming after wearing it, and was busy picking out jewelry for her.The ones that Helian Jingfeng gave her at that time were indeed unique, but she put them all in the jewelry box upstairs.Her jewelry was just brought from Jiangnan during the dowry that day, and the color and workmanship were really ordinary.After choosing for a long time, Jingqi couldn't pick any one she was satisfied with.Jingwei never cared about these details. She always liked pearls, so she chose a string of pearls to wear.

Jing Qi disagreed, and only asked: "What about other jewelry?" Jing Wei smiled and said: "You, you are a big kid. Today's protagonist is not you and me, but your precious nephew." Jing Qi said helplessly He smiled and said no more.

It wasn't until she stepped into the hall that Jingwei understood what Jingqi's sister meant.It turned out that it wasn't just Rui'er's birthday, it was also the day that Helian Jingfeng attended with his girlfriend.

The old and new lovers are all in battle, no wonder Jing Qi cares so much about her attire.It's a pity that I wasted all her thoughts in vain.Looking at her from such a distance, Helian Jingfeng's female companion is already so outstanding, she is dressed in a fiery red western-style dress, delicate and charming, like a red rose in full bloom, graceful and graceful, it is also amazing to look at.

Not to mention the diamond jewelry on her neck, ears and hands that are brighter than the stars in the sky.Just looking at it casually, it is quite majestic, not to mention that she is holding the Commander-in-Chief Helian of the Northland, who is really a handsome man and a beautiful woman, a beautiful couple, extremely pleasing to the eye.

The hall was originally very lively, with cups and cups interlacing.As soon as she and Jing Qi came in, everyone's eyes turned. There might be sympathy, some watching, and some gloating...

She couldn't tell the difference.The smooth and elegant granite, in her eyes, is like the thin ice in the pond in the southern winter when she was a child, and she can only reach it safely by stepping over it step by step carefully and holding her breath.If you take a wrong step, you will fall into the cold abyss.

Rui'er was held in the nurse's hand, waving her little hand towards her from a distance.She approached step by step, with a happy smile.The people in the hall seemed to have quieted down, and they seemed to be talking non-stop. She only felt buzzing in her head, and heard someone greeting her respectfully from time to time: "Hi Ma'am." She just smiled He said, with a faint smile, just walking step by step, there is always an end, everything can end.

Jing Qi really doesn't understand elder brother, why elder sister-in-law is so nice, but elder brother deliberately embarrasses her?Today is Rui'er's birthday, and it was also the day when sister-in-law was suffering two years ago. Eldest brother always loves sister-in-law very much, why is he in such a state now?The elder sister-in-law was wearing a blue cheongsam, she was slender and graceful, revealing a pair of slender and well-proportioned lotus arms.

Helian Jingfeng naturally saw her coming in, he just glanced at her indifferently, then lowered his head and talked softly with Hua Yundie.From the eyes of others, it is only gentle and affectionate, infinitely loving.Everyone only knew that Miss Hua was the commander's new favorite. During this period of time, some military family members from the Northland had begun to visit from time to time.Today, even on the second birthday of the commander's eldest son, the commander brought him out in a grand manner, and made an appearance in public, no less than telling everyone: This is the second aunt, and even if it is not, it is not far away.Last year's mistress of the army, the commander was also very spoiled at the time, but he never took her to such an occasion.In this case, it is easiest to follow the red top and white.

Jing Wei only smiled slightly, and walked slowly towards Rui'er.This is also good, I don't have to struggle in my heart, and the pain will be less.He treated her tenderly, and she also suffered, struggling between her father and him.No matter how indifferent she is with her father, it is still the father who gave birth to her and raised her.

No matter how good he treats her, he will never get rid of the crime of killing her father in his life.If she pretends that nothing has happened, and loves him like a friend, she can't do it right now.What will happen in the future, she doesn't know.Life is so long, no matter how painful the wound is, it will heal.

Rui'er was very attached to her mother, and had been carried around in the crowd for quite a while, but she couldn't see her mother, she was so wronged that her lips were puckered, and she almost burst into tears.Seeing Jingwei from a distance, she kept shouting, "Mom, mom, hug..." all along.Jingwei felt sore, seeing Rui'er rushing towards her, for a moment, she had the illusion that she couldn't control her tears.But she still had to smile calmly, stand gracefully, and sit noble and elegant...

Eighth Aunt and the others have also come over, seeing Helian Jingfeng and Miss Na Hua, they naturally know it well.The eighth aunt also has a deep friendship with Jingwei, and can understand her situation. She walked in quietly and said in a low voice: "Young madam, you have to hold on. Just get through it. You are not for yourself, but for your little one." Think about it, young master."

She has no memory of what happened next, only that the band started to play music...he started dancing with Miss Hua.Jingqi didn't know what to say in her ear... Some female relatives also came... She just felt a little dazed, a little dazed, a little hazy, but after all, the night passed.She just thought it was a dream.

The days are still so peaceful, as long as you don't think about what happened that day.Rui'er's trivial matters are enough to keep her busy every day. Although there are two wet nurses in the house and enough girls and women, she likes to do it herself. It also feels like a kind of happiness.He originally meant to have the child stay with the nanny, saying it was the rule, but she just refused, and he didn't mention it later.

The days are long in summer, Ruier is full of energy, and always refuses to take a lunch break.She often had to coax him for a long time before she could coax him to sleep.It was only today that the little guy was coaxed to sleep, and the magpie came in lightly, leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Miss, Guard Peng is here." She thought it was Helian Jingfeng Asking him to take the child away, he asked the magpie to go back to him: "Rui'er just fell asleep, come and pick him up later." Unexpectedly, the magpie came back and said that there was something to do.

Peng Dingli stood far away at the door, and when he saw her coming, he greeted her from afar.After she sat down and took a peek at Jing Wei, Fang said: "Ma'am, the commander sent me... to let you know, starting tomorrow, the young master is going to be placed in the commander's living building, saying... He said he wanted to ask Mr. Private School to start teaching slowly." After he started his head, he didn't dare to look at Jing Wei's face again, so he only dared to finish speaking in one breath.

After waiting for a long time, there was no reply from Jing Wei.I had no choice but to raise my head slowly, only to see that she seemed a little dizzy, her face was paler than paper, her eyes were only closed, and her eyelashes were trembling restlessly.

She didn't come back to her senses for quite a while, but Peng Dingli panicked a bit, raised her voice and said, "Ma'am, Ma'am." Only then did Jing Wei come back to her senses, and her body trembled slightly.Peng Dingli felt a little unbearable, and said in a low voice: "Madam, why bother!" Jing Wei only looked at the square and long blanket, without making a sound.

Back in the room, I saw the magpie fanning Rui'er.Seeing her coming back, he didn't look back, and asked: "Miss, what's the matter?"Surprised, she hurriedly said: "Miss, what's the matter?" Jing Wei kept shaking her head: "He wants to take Rui'er away..."

I waited until very late, almost thinking that he would not come back tonight.Fang wanted to get up and go back to Xiaoyanglou, only to hear the sound of a car coming from the garden.

He also knew that she had been waiting for him all night, but she was just procrastinating and refusing to come back.

Jing Wei heard the sound of his boots step by step, and heard him push the door open with a bang... She just didn't expect such an embarrassing scene, he came in with Miss Hua in his arms... His face seemed to be In the dream, it was blurry, but I saw Miss Hua slightly twitching the corners of her mouth at her: "Madam Commander, you are really a rare visitor." She was stunned, and then she realized that she was only hastily preparing to rush out the door.

After running a few steps, I felt a huge pain in my wrist, it turned out that he had already caught him.He only heard him sneering and said: "It is indeed a rare visitor!" She just said in a low voice: "You let go."

(End of this chapter)