Gangnam hate

Chapter 38
It was only a few short steps from the door through the small hall to his hospital bed. To her, it seemed like a whole life was separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

He was leaning sideways with his back to her, playing with Xuan'er—their daughter.Xuan'er has always been eccentric, if she likes it, she will pester others, if she doesn't like it, she will cry when hugged.Seeing her rolling around on the ground holding apples, loquats and other fruits, she looks like a kitten wrapped in wool, so cute that you want to pinch it.Occasionally raising his head and giggling at him, he knew that his daughter liked him.Perhaps this is because blood is thicker than water, no matter how far apart or how long it has passed, the feeling of being connected by blood will always be connected.

When he heard footsteps, he thought it was Kong Jiazhong, turned his head and said, "Did you find the little girl..." The word "family" was stuck.For an instant, the world seemed to stop between him and her.

He just felt his heart beating thumping, getting faster and faster, as if it was going to burst out of his chest in the next second.The blood kept flowing around, and finally concentrated in the brain.She just stood at the door, as if in a dream, unbelievable.He only clenched his fists tightly and kept beating his head, not even daring to blink his eyes.I'm afraid that in the blink of an eye, she will just disappear without a trace, just like in countless dreams.It wasn't until there was pain in the hand and pain in the forehead that he laughed and called out in a trembling voice: "Jingwei..."

In the past few years, she never thought that she would meet him again, let alone under such circumstances.He has always been high-spirited and arrogant.Now it has been tempered by time.It seems that the past few years have been unhappy, and there is no such thing as the wildness of the first meeting.His complexion was extremely gloomy due to the injury.The whole person was emaciated, his abdomen was wrapped in thick gauze, and blood could still be seen vaguely.

So many years ago, with a big belly, she rushed all the way to Pingchuan just to see him.Suddenly, so many things, so many people, and so many years have passed in the middle.Over the past few years, her heart has become as calm as water.But after seeing him like this, the sadness in my heart still couldn't be stopped, and the tears just flowed down like this.

He struggled to get out of the bed, raised his hand to wipe away her tears one by one, and said with a thousand treasures, "You are finally back! Don't be angry with me again, okay? You have punished me enough in the past few years. No matter how you punish me, it’s fine, why don’t you even want Rui’er anymore. I was wrong back then, I shouldn’t have suspected you. It’s just that I was drunk that day, I don’t know...Jing Wei, please look at me For the sake of the child, don't leave me again." Her tears became more and more violent, falling in strings.

Regardless of the severe pain in his abdomen, he hugged her tightly into his arms.I just feel that life after life is just a moment.Locking her in his arms like this is so real and beautiful.Finally, he could smell the faint scent of flowers on her body, like musk deer but not musk deer. He always felt inexplicably at ease and relaxed when he smelled it.For so many years, it turned out that these were the only things that haunted my soul and dreams, and it turned out to be these...

She didn't know why, she just wept.Hating him, annoying him, and being angry with him all turned into tears.Let him hug and hold, my heart is sore and astringent, and I turn a thousand times.If he really loved her and believed in her back then, he would never have said those stupid things.

After a long, long time, as if it had been a long time, she gently pushed him away and said in a low voice, "You should have a good rest."

But there are some things that cannot be forgotten in a lifetime, such as the death of his father, his unfeeling, it would be great if people can lose their memory.But she didn't, so he and her had nowhere to go.Slowly picked up the daughter who didn't know anything, turned around slowly, and said in a low voice: "A lot of things happen as they happen, not just forgetting."

He was ecstatic, but at this moment he fell into the bottom of the valley.She doesn't want him, she doesn't want him after all.The despair in his heart, layer by layer, if the waves in the tsunami, would swallow him alive.

He numbly watched her leave his arms, numbly watched her leave step by step, and leave his life again step by step.He knew that if he let go this time, she would disappear from his life forever.If he doesn't let go, he will lose her too.He could lock her by his side, but so what?Those days of falling in love, getting to know each other, staying together, and embracing each other will no longer belong to him after all...

Maybe you can't take a wrong step in life. If you make a mistake, you will be wrong every step of the way.If she is not by his side, what is the meaning of this life?Thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, thousands of miles of prosperity, they are nothing to him!I wish I hadn't figured it out sooner!
He was behind her, calling her name in a low voice: "Jingwei, what do you want me to do? What can I do to make you forget?"

She stood without looking back.From his gaze, he could clearly see her shaking her head gently: "Forget it, Jingfeng, let me live, and let yourself live too."

His body was stiff, but he was still weak due to excessive bleeding, he stretched out his hand, supported the back of the sofa, panted and said, "What if I don't let go?"

Jing Wei said lightly: "Why bother? Even if you take me back to the mansion, you can lock me up for a while, but you can't lock me up forever." He was silent.She was right.Her heart refused to come back, even if he closed it, he couldn't close it.It would only make her hate and annoy him more.

The sun receded gradually, and the afterglow of the setting sun was slowly falling in through the glass, refracted on the silver knife on the fruit plate, emitting a bleak light... He picked up the knife: "Jingwei, give me another chance ? Let me love you or let you avenge your father."

She had already opened the door, and vaguely heard a faint voice from behind her. She couldn't tell whether it was reluctance or confusion, and she turned around slowly, only to see him staring at her motionlessly, with calm, calm and mixed eyes. In frantic pain, he was slowly sliding the sharp point of the knife into his waist, while red blood slowly flowed out of the knife.

That's where he hurt!There was a bang in her head, endless fear poured into her dilated eyes, she only covered Xuan'er's eyes, and shook her head desperately: "No! Don't! Jingfeng... come here! Come here!"

She put down her daughter and ran over, desperately trying to pull out his knife.He had already fallen down, but he still firmly grasped the handle of the knife, and refused to let go. He just looked at her quietly, with a kind of pitiful begging in his tone: "Promise me, you will forgive me..."

She burst into tears: "I promise you, I promise you... I promise you everything... I forgive you! Let go! Let go..."

There was a wide-eyed smile in his eyes, but his tone became weaker and weaker, and his voice gradually lowered: "I didn't intend to... kill... your father, I... ordered... Zhao Bingqian to... ...to treat your family...your family...you believe me!"

Her eyes were clouded with tears, she couldn't see anything in front of her eyes, she just nodded desperately: "I know... I know... I believe in you! Let go... let go..." The blood had already stained her hands red...but it was still flowing out...she couldn't hold it, couldn't stop it...it just kept flowing out...

She panicked to the extreme!As long as he lives, as long as he lives!Anything can be done!Anything can be done!

Commander's Mansion in Anyang a few years later
The flower garden in front of the small western building is full of colorful flowers and reds.Because it has just rained, there are still raindrops, making it look more beautiful and beautiful.Butterfly flew out from where it hid, flying around the flowers non-stop.Occasionally, when girls, servants, and attendants pass by, the birds hiding in the flower garden will startle and fly into the bushes.

As soon as Helian Jingfeng entered the door, he saw her leaning on the couch, the wind came in from the window, slightly blowing the delicate lace curtain.The jet-black black silk was draped softly around the snow-white jade-like neck, making her hair even more charming.

His heart moved, and his mouth became dry.Walking slowly, he held her in his arms, and kissed her softly. Seeing that she was still in a dream, she didn't realize it, so she just pushed him casually, and said in a daze, "Xuan'er, be good. Don't Quarrel!"

His breathing became cloudy, but he didn't let go, and hugged her tighter, holding her earlobe in his mouth, gently and slowly twisting.Was she awakened by him? She trembled slightly, her eyes were blurred and charming, and she said lazily: "Jingfeng... don't..."

How can he care about it, his hand has slipped into the soft ground, and he just feels fascinated.She struggled slightly: "Children..." He murmured in a low voice, but with an indescribable urgency: "Leave them alone..." She frowned and gasped for breath, as if powerless, and then Like pleasure.Or let him get his wish...

Because there was a banquet in the evening, He Lianrui brought He Lianxuan to get dressed early.After waiting for a long time, my parents did not come down.Then he went under the window with his head probed.The sun shines obliquely on the carpet through the flower-stained glass, which cannot be seen clearly because of the depth of the house.I could vaguely hear my mother's voice: "What time is it? There's a banquet tonight, don't be late!" The father seemed to hum, and said dotingly: "It's too late, let them all wait!"

When he turned his head, he saw his younger sister opened her mouth to call out, so he quickly covered her mouth and coaxed, "Brother will take you to eat cake. Then we will go to see little brother!" He Lianxuan heard the cake, Yuanyuan His eyes lit up slightly, and he had already forgotten that he was going to call his mother just now. He took his brother's hand and walked away in a bouncing manner.The afterglow of the setting sun stretched the silhouettes of the brothers and sisters longer and longer until they disappeared...

(End of this chapter)