Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 113#凯我#〖So what if you are older than me (10)〗

#You are bigger than me so what (10)#
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After coming back from Chongqing for more than a month, I was very busy.

The school club needed to recruit new students, organize activities, and play games. The discussion was later than the last time. The last time, I returned to the dormitory at 03:30 in the middle of the night. When I tiptoed into the dormitory, I had the illusion that I was a thief.The student union also has frequent meetings. The department said that there will be a singles party on Double Eleven. Everyone has to take responsibility for big things.Running back and forth, I suddenly felt an illusory feeling of "life is very unreal". I was busy and tired, but not fulfilling. From time to time, I would be attacked by sudden uneasiness. As for why, I didn't know.

The big brother is very quiet. After the concert, I guess he will go back to school honestly.When I browsed Weibo in my busy schedule, I couldn’t see any new actions. At most, I saw photos where I was eating and being met by fans. Chores.

When I was eating hot pot in Chongqing last time, I thought about taking my eldest brother to Disneyland, and now there is no follow-up on this matter.Disney hasn’t even come out with the prototype of a castle yet, so I can’t take my elder brother to the construction site to experience how to build Snow White’s home... Hey, that’s all, who hasn’t made something unreliable in life Promise_(:з)∠)_Student Wang Junkai probably won't remember this.

While I was folding the paper to comfort myself, my roommate passed by and poured water, patted me on the shoulder and said, "What's the matter, Monk Tang? Is there a curse on this paper? You keep repeating it for a long time."

"Go away, Bajie. Master, I'm not in the mood to talk nonsense with you."

Not being able to go home on Saturday and Sunday made me very upset, and I was left to do some inexplicable handicrafts, which was an insult to the handicapped.During the meeting, the minister slapped his head and said: "Let's make origami roses! It's beautiful and budget-friendly!", and then we, the "migrant workers" of the student union, especially me who have never been related to handicrafts for eight lifetimes.

At this moment, facing the eighth broken paper rose, I deeply felt the malice from it.How should I put it, other people's roses are one by one, my roses... are lumps... plus the outline of the black marker pen, it looks like a lump of something with eyes, nose and mouth. Laugh at me... mmp doesn't care, first send a circle of friends to verify it, after all, it has been discounted all afternoon.

[Miss Sister Handmade Rose o(*≧▽≦)ツ Do you want it?want it?want it? 】

Less than 5 minutes after posting.

My mom: what did you fold? ? ?I have not inherited one iota of my ingenuity.

My dad: what did you fold? ? ?I have not inherited any of your mother's ingenuity.

My sister: Is there anything you can't think about... you want to torment yourself like this?

Friend 1: No.don't want.don't want.ugly refusal.

Friend 2: It seems like a pile of poop.....
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Forget it, I won't compete with myself.Decadently throwing away the roses that had been folded on the table all afternoon, a sense of powerlessness suddenly surged up.This summer is coming to an end, but the sweltering heat and humidity have not yet passed. The cicadas outside the window kept chirping.

People will be irritable because of many things, such as the crowded subway on the way home, the dust that cannot be wiped off the screen door, and the earphone cable that can never be untied. They are like fuses hidden in the ground quietly. One day was detonated with a "bang".And I, because of the eight nondescript roses on the table, sat dejectedly at the table, doubting life.

【Duang~】

As soon as the special beep sounded, I knew who had left me a message.

【How ugly, Auntie】

Before I put it, I might go back, but today I am really not in the mood at all.

【Oh. 】

One word back.People dare to do anything when they are courageous, such as using [cold face] on idols. Although I know that tomorrow I will definitely regret the behavior of dragging [-] million today, but at this moment, let my courage fly in the sky Bar…….
[Auntie, what's wrong with you? 】

【It's alright. 】

[Cut, not honest at all.You agreed to send me special products when you go back to Shanghai? ? ?What about specialty products? ? ?He also said that he was a diehard fan, and he forgot everything he promised me! 】

Usually I like to listen to my elder brother's thoughts, but at this moment, it is strange that my anger can't be suppressed suddenly, so I choke back aggressively.

[I also have my own things to do well?You have so many fans sending you things, one less of me is not too much, right? 】

retarded.What am I talking about?The moment I sent it out, I regretted it, but I held my breath and refused to withdraw it like a duck mouth, as if I would be weak if I retracted it.There was no voice on the other side, and there was no reply for a long time.I close the dialog box and throw the phone on the table.

My mind was too messed up and my body and mind were exhausted, so I decided to take a nap first. I climbed into bed, buried my head in the quilt, and fell asleep soundly.

I was woken up by my roommate who said that my cell phone had been vibrating for a long time with calls coming in.Pick it up and look, eighteen missed calls, all from one person.

"Fuck!"

After seeing who the missed call was from, I quickly jumped out of bed, and my mind suddenly changed from a sleepy state to a waking state.I hurriedly called back, but what I heard was a female voice prompting "The phone you dialed has been turned off".Opened WeChat and wanted to send a message to my elder brother, and saw the message sent before going to bed at a glance.

"Damn... what did I do..." Looking at my gunpowder-scented words, I really couldn't help but want to slap myself twice.

【Big Brother...】

[You and the other party are not friends yet, whether to initiate friend verification]
"What???!!!"

This line of prompts was like a thunderbolt, completely smashing me sitting on the bed.

My brother blocked me... After clarifying this fact, I was even more depressed... My roommate looked at me with resentment on his face, and didn't dare to approach me. When he got up to fetch water, he silently walked around me and stood with a glass of water They watched me downstairs for a long time.
"What’s wrong with you?"

"Someone blocked me..."

"An important person?"

"Um……."

"Is there a misunderstanding?"

"It counts... um..... it doesn't count..."

I rubbed my hair like a bird's nest, I don't know how to explain this matter, after all, I haven't calmed down yet.

"Do you have a number?"

"Have."

"Then send a text message to explain clearly."

The roommate took a sip of water easily and looked at me.

Yes!I slapped my head and picked up my phone to edit the text message.What are you going to send?What to explain?It is true that I got angry for no reason, choking on my idol and still not answering the phone, explaining everything now seems very pale.What's even more pale is that I don't know what I'm annoyed at all. I think that even if Wang Junkai hadn't come to look for me just now, I would have gotten angry, but my brother was unlucky and hit my gun.

【Brother, I'm sorry QAQ, I didn't mean to choke you...】

【Brother, I may have entered menopause early...】

【Brother, I was wrong...】

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After sending many text messages in a row, Wang Junkai ignored me, and I gave up and threw the phone aside.

Lying on the bed and slowly calming down, what am I upset about?I just have a sense of confusion, which is reflected in every time I do some work that I don't like, such as origami roses; it is reflected in every time I reply to the meeting notice; it is reflected in the hours spent discussing department elements Where does Tuo go to play; it is even more reflected in seeing roommates holding ACCA accounting books and studying hard in the library.Each of these little things nailed a stake in my heart. After a long time, I found that my heart was full of stakes, and there was no place for me to rest safely, so I jumped between each stake. When I went, I felt like I was a clown, and I became angry from embarrassment.Unfortunately, it just happened to vent on my idol Wang Junkai.

I lay on the bed, slowly sorting out my thoughts, and felt my mood calm down a little bit.

【Duang~】

【=-=】

A message from Wang Junkai.I quickly sat up.

[Where is my steamed bun? 】

Seeing the news of my eldest brother, I was so moved that I almost cried.

[Big brother QAQ, TAT]

[Cry fart, it's the first time I've seen a fan of idols. 】

To be honest, it was the first time I saw it too.

【Brother, I'm sorry...】

[Forget it, I have a lot of big brothers, so I don't care about you. 】

[Thank you, brother! ORZ]

【Brother, what did you ask me for before? 】

【My birthday is coming soon...】

[Yes, big brother!There are still 18 days!The little one is counting down for you! 】

【so…..?】

[? ? ?so? ? ? 】

[Are you a fake fan? 】

【what? ? ? ……Oh! ! !Brother! ! !birthday meeting]

[Don't forget my gift. 】

[Little one obeys!Never forget! 】

After chatting with my elder brother on text messages, I shamelessly initiated a friend application on WeChat, and of course it was approved.At this moment, I am very glad that I have a super generous idol.I put the phone aside and began to fold the quilt, and after a while, I heard [Duang] again.

[When I feel bored or under a lot of pressure, I will watch One Piece, play the guitar, and stand on the balcony to watch the stars. You can try it. 】

I was suddenly overwhelmed with emotion, Wang Junkai should have endured much more pressure than me, but he chose a gentle way to continuously tolerate these sandstones in life.I think he is like a shell, all the sand and stones are turned into radiant pearls by him, but only he himself knows what it feels like.

【Brother QAQ thank you】

[Auntie, you are still young, don't change it earlier]

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Orz, my elder brother is really understanding....QAQ
However, Wang Junkai's words began to make me examine myself.I decided to give myself some time to think about how I should go in the future after I have been busy for a while.Now that I am a sophomore, I don’t want to let this kind of powerlessness and idleness accompany me for the entire four years of college. If my idol is such an excellent and purposeful person, I should also work hard to get closer to him.

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[No.19 issue, to be continued]

【Author: Tao Tao Tao Tao squatting】

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