Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 21#凯我#〖No Return (9)〗

#No Return(9)#
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After my birthday, I bought a high-speed rail ticket back to Beijing. I sat on a soft seat with my bag in my arms, turned on my phone and turned it over twice, but turned it off because I really didn’t know what I could do. Lose.

It turns out that how I came here alone is how I went back alone.

When I left, my mother was still very relaxed.He also said relaxedly: "Okay, you are leaving at last, you don't need to waste my rice. You must obey Xiaokai obediently at home, and you must not play petty temper. Xiaokai is very busy in the first place. You should be more sensible and help him more, so that your aunt will be happy."

She stopped suddenly, swallowed her throat, as if she had realized something: "Mom knows that Xiaokai has not admitted that you married him so far, but mother knows that it is because Xiaokai likes you very much and doesn't want you to be a fan." Scolding, being wronged, I didn't announce that you are married."

I nodded, not knowing what to say.Because I know, I can't say anything at all.I can't tell her calmly, we are going to divorce soon, right?This would probably only add to the sadness.

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It is raining lightly in Beijing today, and the smog has invaded the whole city again.I stood at the exit of the high-speed rail station dragging a not-so-big suitcase, watching the crowds passing by, my mind went blank for a moment.

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and there was rain and fog blowing on my face with a slight wind, which was icy cold and piercing.The taxis came one after another, and from time to time the faces of the people sitting in the windows could be seen.Their expressions were either joyful, or the joy of getting a taxi and the expectation to go home.In what mood am I standing here?

I shook my head, thinking that I couldn't go on like this anymore, so I dragged my suitcase and resolutely walked out of the high-speed rail station and rushed into the rain.

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very cold.When the raindrops dripped on my shoulders, a chill ran down my body, and I suddenly had the idea of ​​retreating.The raindrops hit my uncovered hands, and I was about to lose consciousness from the cold.

"Idiot." The voice filled with complaints and helplessness faintly rang in the ear, and the ear felt the warm breath, and it became soft, and the warm feeling came back to the side.

The turbid sky above my head was blocked by black, and my hand was held by a hand with sharp joints, which kept leading me forward.

I lowered my head into my collar, moved my mouth slightly and made an indistinct sound: "Why are you here?"

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He led me to a black car, opened the door and stuffed me in, then quickly got in by himself, and closed the door, all in one go.

I only raised my eyes slightly at this time, Wang Junkai's slightly wet hair and black shirt were wet and showed muscle lines, which reminded people of a word: active erotic palace.

"I'm not coming, are you planning to spend the whole afternoon here alone in the rain?" He raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at me without squinting.

I was still too cowardly, and I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, but I didn't admit defeat at all: "Anyway... I'm going to get divorced anyway, so you don't need to care about it."

"Chen Xijun," his eyes suddenly became serious, and he looked at me seriously. "Marriage, I will never divorce. Divorce, don't even think about it."

"Why don't you leave if you don't leave? Anyway, you have a new love, and I'm tired. Before it's made public, let's leave quickly."

"If I say never leave, I will never leave. Don't even think about it." He turned his head away, his voice full of fatigue, "Uncle Liu, drive."

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I also turned my head away from him, and wanted to open the car door and go out. I opened it twice, but found that the door was locked tightly.

Wang Junkai looked back at my depressed expression with a funny face: "What? Want to run?" His slightly raised eyebrows and playful tone made me so angry that I couldn't speak, so I simply pressed my head against the car window and didn't turn away. To see him.

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The winter rain in Beijing is always like this, it won’t fall too much, but it will stick to you like a needle with snow in it.But the rain is hiding in the mist, you can't see clearly, but it's densely packed on you, and you can't hide.

I hate this rainy day very much, because my life seems to have a grudge against the rain, and all the worst and worst things are connected with the rain and become inseparable.

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I was born on a rainy day, the worst illness I ever had was on a rainy day, the worst time I was wronged was on a rainy day, my dad had an accident on a rainy day, my suicide attempt was also on a rainy day, I knew Sun Shiqing , also on rainy days.

Probably Sun Shiqing was the biggest nightmare in the rainy day.I have thought about it more than once, why should I blame Sun Shiqing on Yu Tian's head, but I still can't get the answer, I can't measure the position of Sun Shiqing in my heart at all.

But I know the status of the person who protects her in my heart.

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Through the glass, I can clearly see Wang Junkai's facial features reflected on the car window.Although the window film was pitch black, I could still see his sleeping face clearly.I want to reach out and caress his eyebrows, just like we have always been.

In the end I was defeated, and I could still put my hand on the foggy glass window, and trace his outline over and over again following the shadow on the glass.

Another heavy rain.

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[The sixth issue, to be continued]

【Author: Tian Yuan Lao Qi】

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