Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 23#凯我#〖No Return (11)〗

#No Return (11)#
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Sun Shiqing wanted to explain something in a panic, but she kept her mouth open for a long time without saying anything.I silently watched her beautiful mouth open and close without making any move.

Probably her more and more flustered breathing woke up the dazed Wang Junkai.

Wang Junkai suddenly strode forward to block in front of Sun Shiqing, without looking at me, he said in a low voice, "What are you doing?"

Looking at his calm look, I suddenly laughed a little. I wanted to laugh out loud, but my mouth was hoarse: "I haven't asked what you are doing yet."

He finally turned his head around and looked at me. Those eyes that were once full of stars were now filled with boundless ice, which made people shudder. "What do I have to do with what you do."

"Oh, yes, it doesn't matter." I bent the corner of my stiff mouth into a mocking arc, steadied my mind, and restrained my trembling and choking: "Wang Junkai, you are really promising, I will prepare the meals and buy the cakes and wait for you at home Didn't I just want to stay with you for a long time? I came out in the rain to pick you up and waited for you to go home. Didn't I just want to stay with you for a while? Now you come out to accompany other women to enjoy yourself. Can you fucking think about how I feel." After speaking the last few words, I could hear my own choked up voice, my eyes were blurred by tears, and the tears slid down my face, the warm temperature deeply hurt me .

Fortunately, the rain was heavy enough, and I couldn't tell where I was crying when my face was covered with water.

He was silent for a long time, and slowly opened his mouth, but it was also unreasonable, distant and indifferent: "I asked you to do this? Pretending to be sentimental."

"Bah." I chuckled, and all the past in my mind became self-indulgent. The more I thought about it, the more funny I felt, and an uncontrollable smile burst out, "Puff, puff hahaha, hahahahahahahahahahaha " I just stood there, looking at the two of them, I was out of breath from laughing, tears came out from laughing, and I squatted on the ground laughing.

I squatted on the ground, tired from laughing, and didn't make any more noise.I understand better than anyone how painful it is for me to suppress the sound of crying.I buried my face between my legs and wiped away the rain and tears from my face. Then I stood up and smiled at them: "I'm sorry. I'm too self-indulgent, I won't do it in the future."

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I gave Sun Shiqing the umbrella. Her eyes were red, the water stains on her face were still warm, and her whole body was shaking.I don't understand, is she scared or sad?What are you afraid of, and what are you sad about?I walked out along the road while thinking.

There are more and more people in the bar street, and I often bump into a few big men and crying wives. I always keep a stiff smile on my face.Until you walk out of the bar street.

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I went to Hongya Cave, which is the most beautiful place in Chongqing at night.The water of the Jialing River was rendered pitch black by the night, looking hopeless and icy cold.I bought wine at a canteen, and sat by the river under the Qiansimen Bridge to drink.

I don't know how many times I've been here, but I can never get tired of seeing the beautiful scenery.The lights of the bridge are reflected on the surface of the Jialing River, and the bridge shrouded in mist is like a fairyland in a painting, which is too beautiful to cover up.

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Drunkenness welled up in my heart, and I yelled at the riverside: "Wang Junkai, you bastard." Occasionally, one or two passers-by looked at me with crazy eyes, but I didn't care.I don't know how long it took before an old man came over and patted me on the shoulder: "Sister, are you broken in love?"

I nodded and shook my head.Maybe Wang Junkai is too good. I always thought how could an ignorant woman like myself be worthy of him, and he was a man among flowers, so how could he not mess with flowers.Maybe I've just been deceiving myself.

The old man shook his head, and said earnestly: "Who hasn't loved a few scumbags when they were young, why should they torture themselves like this."

But I was not happy to hear this, and immediately retorted: "No, he is not a scum."

The old man took a deep look at me, sat next to me, and lit a cigarette: "Silly girl, you are too partial to him, that's why you ended up like this. It's not that you don't love enough to impress him, You are too full of love and humble, let him look down on you." He glanced at me, then turned his eyes to the lights on the other side, "Looking at you like this, you didn't shed a single tear, you are too strong and self-reliant, you won't Girls who show weakness have a hard life."

"Before loving others, you have to love yourself first, otherwise you can't even love yourself well. How can you love others, and how can you let others love you?"

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All my stubbornness, reservedness and stubbornness disappeared at this moment.Tears fell down in big drops and fell to the ground.At this point, I was crying like a child, louder than ever.

I really, really love you very much.

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[The sixth issue, to be continued]

【Author: Tian Yuan Lao Qi】

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　Say love Wang Junkai loudly!

　　
　
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