Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 282 [Kai Wo] Blushing Puberty (38)

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Wang Junkai wanted to convince himself, maybe he was wrong.

But he knew very well in his heart that the scene just now was not a plot that could be conjured up out of nothing in his poorly imaginative mind.

but……

how can that be possible.

Yes, Wang Junkai's mind was a mess, echoing these words non-stop.

how is this possible……

How can it be?

how is this possible.

These words kept crashing into his nerves as if they were magnified maliciously, making Wang Junkai's movements stiff, and when he fell back on the tatami and lay down, he looked at the ceiling, his eyes were empty, and he felt like a hysterical patient, and his whole body fell into panic.

Cui Ping...do you like Zhang Wu?

If not, you are a good old man, why would you secretly kiss your buddy while he is asleep?
But Wang Junkai never even imagined that Cui Ping likes boys.

Regarding "homosexuality", Wang Junkai has never had a specific imagination. It is a concept that is very far away from him. Although he does not have a discriminatory attitude towards this group, boys of this age will inevitably feel gay, sissy, and weird. Strange, all in all, it's best not to be the people around him, he doesn't care about other people, as long as the people around him are not.

But Cui Ping really doesn't look like the homosexual in his cognition, besides, didn't he have a girlfriend when he was in junior high school?

However, after Wang Junkai's initial astonishment, he couldn't help feeling another strange feeling in his heart:
Whether Cui Ping is the same, he doesn't know... But Zhang Wu is definitely not.

That guy couldn't be straighter, and he really likes Baixi. Although he looks silly and looks like a joke, he knows very well that Wang Junkai also believes that Cui Ping knows that Zhang Wu really likes it. I like Baixi very much.

Ever since that guy met Bai Xi in the dance training room, he has kept him in his heart. Others may think that he just likes Bai Xi's good looks, but close friends know that Zhang Wu's love for Bai Xi is not limited to outwardly.

Wang Junkai broke a secret accidentally, and his heart was extremely chaotic.

He thought of countless pictures of the three of them together. He never paid attention to those inadvertent details at the time, but now that this incident happened, Wang Junkai suddenly understood why Cui Ping never liked Baixi, why every time Zhang Wu mentioned Baixi and Cui Ping were not very happy at all. Cui Ping only gave Zhang Wu those eyes that were very different from others, and he would only give Zhang Wu special treatment. Zhang Wu agreed to the things he didn't want to do with a few words , said a thousand words of Zhang Wu Er forced, but looked at the other party's eyes are shining.

Wang Junkai suddenly felt an indescribable soreness welling up in his throat, because he knew that Cui Ping himself knew that all this was impossible.

Don't say that Zhang Wuxi doesn't like Baixi, that kid even said it in front of them a few times, he thinks...

Gay is disgusting.

That's why Cui Ping hid it so well. If Wang Junkai hadn't happened to bump into him, Wang Junkai would never have thought that such a thing would actually happen after he was beaten to death.

He turned his back, and in the room that was gradually shrouded in night, he felt a sense of oppressive distress at the silence in the room before him.

It's really no big deal.

Wang Junkai said to himself.

If he pretends not to see it, nothing will change in their lives.

Zhang Wu still likes Baixi, and Cui Ping may continue to like Zhang Wu silently. Maybe his feelings for Zhang Wu are not strong, and it fades after a while. Anyway, Cui Ping also talked about girlfriends before, maybe it was just for a while. "Ghost obsession", after a month or two, when all the "abnormalities" are over, no one will have any grudges in their hearts.

Wang Junkai's eyes blinked in the half-dark night.

For the first time, he felt that life was such a fucking thing.
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In the blink of an eye, he had been in Songyu for almost a week.

In the past few days, their daily routine has been to play on the beach, and occasionally help the watermelon homestay to attract guests. One day, on a whim, Wang Junkai was coaxed by them to serve a certain lunch. After that meal, everyone knew about it. Lieutenant Colonel Overlord Junkai's status as a small Chinese leader, Bai Xi and Cui Li also teased that Lu Sikai would have a good fortune in marrying Wang Junkai in the future, and envied them both. Of course, Lu Sikai waved his hands pretending to be shy, and at the same time was overjoyed.

In addition to helping the homestay with their business, they also learned various degenerate skills to pass the time, such as playing poker, mahjong, foosball... and so on.

Cui Xiong picked up a bunch of musical instruments from nowhere, including guitars, drums, and bass. According to his self-report, when he was young, he followed the trend and played in rock bands. Now the drummers and bass players in those days have become big beer bellies running around to support their families. A middle-aged man, so those musical instruments have not been played for a long time.

It just so happens that Wang Junkai and the others can play a little bit, and Cui Xiong just formed a rock band, so sometimes the four of them will come to the next section when they are in a good mood. Not to mention, Cui Xiong has a rough voice, and The popular male folk singer who smokes, drinks, loses his job and is abandoned by women is somewhat similar.

This stalk came from a few of them sitting together and chatting. Zhang Wu usually thinks that those singing are all jb stuff, clichés, and repeating those things over and over again, as if everyone who pursues ideals will fall into a dog and eat shit, and everyone falls in love. Will be abandoned by women, everyone's parents don't understand themselves, and if they have no money, it's just a trick of God's unfair fate.

They are still a group of stupid young people who don't know the heights of the sky and the earth. They will laugh heartily when they talk about their ideals. When they think of the future, although they are confused, they imply expectations. There are people they like, and they never think about what they like about each other. They only worry about it every day. Does the other party like me more than the day before, but there is nothing wrong with it. Ignorance is such a joy to have what kind of thoughts at any age.

This night, the style was cool and cool, the sky outside the B&B was blue, and the concert of Watermelon B&B started casually in a field of colorful light bulbs.

Before the concert, the girls hand-painted a few concert leaflets and handed them out to tourists on the beach, inviting them to come to the Watermelon B&B to listen to music at night. Many tourists who originally planned to stay in Songyu for a day specially stayed here. Other B&Bs The guests also heard the news, and for a while, the lobby of the Watermelon B&B was full of people, and all the prepared chairs were filled. Tuan, his face was full of curiosity and anticipation.

So, on the temporarily built stage, the first drumbeat played by Zhang Wu set off the first round of cheers tonight.

There are several songs in a row, all of which are classic rock songs. Cui Xiong is barely considered a handsome uncle, and he has a charming smoky voice. He also knows how to interact with the audience in the interlude. Get up", as if the rock and roll dream from back then is reappearing today, the whole person is so excited, even the eyes of his wife below the stage can't make him calm down.

Cui Li whispered in Lu Sikai's ear, "My uncle is miserable tonight, he will be beaten up by my aunt when he goes back."

Lu Sikai laughed happily, because the way she looked at Aunt Cui Li could eat people.

Then, with an adoring smile on her face, she stared at the young man next to Cui Xiong who was concentrating on playing the guitar.

Wang Junkai playing guitar.

It was the first time she saw him so charming.

The usual Wang Junkai is also charming, he is good-looking, flirtatious, and cool, but Lu Sikai knows that this man is extremely gentle, he is her unparalleled treasure, one look makes her heart beat.

But those detailed, lovely and vivid Wang Junkai are not as captivating as Wang Junkai on the stage.

His eyes, his slightly swaying body, the corners of his lips slightly pursed, he nodded his head to the beat of the drum, occasionally raised a smile, and glanced at Lu Sikai, such eyes were not the same as usual, Lu Sikai didn't know Why, in front of Wang Junkai like this, he suddenly fell into an extreme emotion.

I like it so much, I really like Wang Junkai so much.

She likes it so much that she is afraid, why he can always break through her imagination, making her cry and laugh for him without reason.

After singing a few songs, the rock musicians who got together temporarily on the stage and had a break-in period of less than a week even came down to take a break.

Wang Junkai walked to Lu Sikai, took the water prepared by the girl, smiled, "I didn't sing, why give me water?"

"Playing the guitar is also very tiring," Lu Sikai said with a serious expression, "Besides, you're already sweating, your body needs to be hydrated!"

Wang Junkai: "..."

Anyway, what you say makes sense.

His guitar was still hanging around his neck, Lu Sikai had sharp eyes, and in the dim light of the hall, he found that there seemed to be a few English letters engraved on the head of the guitar,... "Karry"?
Isn't that Wang Junkai's English name?

Lu Sikai asked suspiciously: "Huh? This guitar wasn't used by Uncle Cui Xiong before. His English name and—"

Wang Junkai interrupted, "Want to hear me sing?"

...same as yours.

She silently completed the question in her heart, and when she regained consciousness, Wang Junkai looked at her and asked with a smile on her face.

Do you want to hear me sing?

His expression was very determined, neither conceited nor conceited, nor did he have any restraint that did not match his age. He just carried the unique spirit of a young man, with the corners of his mouth curled up and a smile in his eyes, and he asked Lu Sikai if he wanted to hear me sing.

Lu Sikai's heart suddenly jumped wildly.

She took a breath, and then heard her voice trembling, "...Think."

He paused, and then slowly increased the volume. It fell into Wang Junkai's ears with a unique texture. His eyes were bent into crescents, and there were looming cat patterns under the lying silkworms, which made him look a little childish when he smiled. And his last The girl I like is staring at her two already big eyes, looking at her longingly and dependently, almost shouting:
"miss you!"

Wang Junkai felt that he seemed to understand something, but he didn't understand it.

He could only think slowly, it turned out that Lu Sikai liked listening to his singing so much.

He used to play guitar and play music without any purpose. He just liked it and learned a little bit if he was interested. But at this moment, for some reason, he suddenly felt that the meaning of this matter to him was by no means just a simple "interest". , let alone for the sake of picking up girls—although singing and confessing in public is indeed the most important item in the "relationship upgrade plan" that he, Cui Ping, and Zhang Wu came up with, he felt that the blood flowing in his body was slowly boiling Woke up, but my heart was very calm.

Excited because he has been preparing for so long, and finally this moment has arrived.

The reason for being calm is that he knows that he can do well, there is no particular reason, he just can do well.

He touched Lu Sikai's head, and with a smug and seductive smile on his lips, he turned around and returned to the stage.

It must have been discussed in advance, Lu Sikai excitedly found that Cui Xiong, who had been the lead singer before, walked to the position where Wang Junkai was standing just now, and Wang Junkai stood in the center of the stage, and the light quietly shone on his face, like a An unreal dream.

Gradually, whispering voices came from the hall:

"Huh? Changed the song?"

"Why... the boss sang very well just now, the voice is very vicissitudes and very flavorful."

"Such a young child, singing has no emotion, right?"

"Hey, but this little brother is pretty good-looking. He looks good even if he doesn't listen to music haha..."

Lu Sikai frowned, she couldn't hear others say bad things about Wang Junkai, she thought in her heart, wait, I will slap you in the face later, and then thought from the bottom of her heart, Ah Jun is so calm, although he is only singing in the hotel, it is considered After all, this place is so full, there must be 200 people, singing in front of so many people, and everyone is staring at you, doubting you, looking forward to you...Lu Sikai must not be able to do it by himself.

In fact, she was very nervous when she came to the stage to share her learning experience or host, but because she memorized the manuscript in advance, and her personality, she can memorize it fluently. Everyone treats them like diced carrots, and just memorize the manuscript with their eyes open.

But singing is not such a simple matter. It is an art, and hard work is of no use here. This is a cruel stage where talent is king.

But no matter what Lu Sikai was thinking wildly in his mind, the boy on the stage couldn't accept it.

He has indeed changed a person. Originally, he didn't like to be high-profile and eye-catching, but when Wang Junkai stood up and stood under the light, he suddenly had the feeling of dominating everything. The people below are all here for me, and they are all waiting. listen to my voice.

Wang Junkai grabbed the microphone and coughed lightly.

There was a moment of silence in the lobby, and then Wang Junkai opened his eyes and said as if he was the only protagonist on the stage, "Hi everyone, I will sing for you next."

"The first song, "Can't Hear"."

Then, the exciting, exciting and rhythmic melody broke through the short silence above the hotel lobby.

With the dense sound of drums and the sound of plucking strings, everyone's eyes are fixed on the young man in the center of the stage. He has deep eyes and stubborn arms.

In the burning eyes, Wang Junkai slowly opened his mouth:

"In the lonely night of the night

get angry with yourself
Weak phone calling you again—”

Lu Sikai pursed his lips, and then realized that he had held his breath for too long, even a little out of breath.

In her impression, the only time Wang Junkai sang was in the back seat of a bicycle, humming "Simple Love" at will. The melody is simple, the lyrics are simple, and the singer is also very simple. Just because he simply wanted to sing, he just came up with a passage.

Performing on stage is different from humming casually like that...

So different.

Wang Junkai held the microphone, without much expression, but his eyes were very determined. He looked at the crowd of people below, his body was relaxed, but his voice and spirit were concentrated. The singing that flowed from his mouth was like summer rolling from his throat The ice cubes in the stomach make people escape from the irritability, stuffiness and self-abandonment, but quickly fall into another dream.

He went on singing:

"Can't hear can't hear my persistence
thump thump keep jumping

until one day you can understand

I can handle it
I can handle it--"

Wang Junkai just sang several songs like this, some of which Lu Sikai has heard, some of which have not, but after today, they will all be included in Lu Sikai's single cycle library.

The audience who were originally not optimistic about Wang Junkai were also persuaded by his singing, and gradually shook their heads in tune with the rhythm. Lu Sikai saw some young girls taking out their mobile phones to record small videos, although she knew it might be because of Ah Jun is good-looking, but she is terribly frightened, wishing that the whole world would know how good Jun is.

At the end of the few songs, Wang Junkai held the microphone again, exchanged glances with Cui Ping, Zhang Wu behind him, and Cui Xiong beside him, and with a very gentle smile on his face, he said, "The next song , to give to someone special."

"Wow~~~~"

Such words usually mean that there is gossip to read, and the listeners made booing sounds one after another, and began to look for the object of the "special person" in the crowd.

Lu Sikai blushed quietly amid such booing.

What the hell!

What is Jun going to do!
Although very happy, but also so embarrassing ah ah ah ah ah!
Wang Junkai's eyes lit up, and his voice was smiling, "She is someone I like very, very, very much, but because I did something wrong, she hasn't agreed to be with me yet," he paused, two canine teeth Stretching out from her lips, she said almost mischievously, "The song I'm going to sing to her next is the song I always wanted to sing to her when I first met her, but at that time I didn't know that I already liked her, So all the compliments in the song are true, only wishing to be friends with her is bullshit."

"This special person, I don't want to be just friends with you."

"The name of the song is, "She"."

Lu Sikai was really a crybaby, and now he couldn't help but get red eyes.

Bai Xi, who was sitting next to her, pushed her with his arms, "Come on, you, you are so happy that you can't find your way, right? Look at you, you are so worthless."

Hmph, you haven't fallen in love with Karry Wang, how do you know how I feel!

Lu Sikai was very wronged, but at the same time he was half-dead with happiness. He suspected that he was about to pass out. How much virtue did she accumulate in her previous life to be so lucky now!
Wang Junkai on the stage began to sing.

This is a song with a clear and melodious melody, not a rock song, so Cui Ping and the others didn't play any instruments at hand, and just nodded gently in harmony with the melody, with relaxed expressions on their faces. smile.

The few of them grew up together, the boys didn't know what to say, and would call each other stupid and mentally retarded every now and then, but at this moment, they were all inexplicably happy for each other's happiness.

Wang Junkai plucked the strings by himself, and the clear texture of the guitar flowed from his fingertips.

His eyes passed through the crowd and landed firmly on Lu Sikai's face:
"Her eyes shine like lamps
make me feel confused

she looked at me like she was saying something

has she noticed me
Looking up at the light blue color of the sky
as if her eyes were twinkling

She is sometimes lively and sometimes silent
I can't help but want to tell her..."

"Hey girl who are you and why are you here

i want to meet you
Hey baby don't be afraid we'll be friends

I want to protect you very much"

Lu Sikai really convinced herself, why did she cry at such a happy moment? !
But the tears just kept falling, she thought to herself, there must be no girl in the world who is as good as her, she cries endlessly every day, she is not cute at all, but how can such a self be liked by Wang Junkai Woolen cloth?
But, but, she will work hard, and she will respond to Wang Junkai with a lot of love. She is not afraid now, and is willing to find more ways for their future that may be very different. Those scruples think about it now It's ridiculous to think about it, so what's there to be afraid of?
Taking a step back, even if they will be separated in the future, what is there to be afraid of?
People can only live for nearly a hundred years at most, so every happy moment is so precious. She was lucky to meet Wang Junkai, and she was lucky to be loved by the person she likes. There are so many hidden dangers in the world, but she should not be for those who just The hidden dangers that may occur will betray your own heart.

Even Wang Junkai didn't know that she liked him so much.

The kind of liking that makes you laugh out loud when you think of this name.

Wang Junkai's singing echoed in the crowded lobby of the hotel. The voice was like a gust of breeze, carrying the warmth of youth, and accompanied by the faint sound of waves outside the window, it flew into Lu Sikai's ears.

Lu Sikai stared straight at the young man in the center of the stage, and he looked back at himself, with a helpless and gentle smile on his lips.

With tears in her eyes, she felt that Wang Junkai must think she was very stupid now.

Then what can be done, Lu Sikai also laughed along with him, tears slowly rolling down his cheeks, even if she was very stupid, Wang Junkai would not want to blame her in the future.

The summer night wind blows as usual.

Listen, the boy's voice sings in the wind:

I want to protect you so much.

[The third issue/Original work: Mr. Curly Hair/To be continued]
　Today topic:
　　#What I want to do most in the future#
　　Answer: emmmmm, actually, I thought about this a long time ago. I really liked the police before, and I feel very powerful, especially the special police.Then I wanted to be a professional writer, hahaha, I didn’t think about it when I was ridiculed, and then I became very interested in computers, and then I checked a lot of information during that time, and finally saw that girls who study computers tend to lose their hair. Then it was annihilated.Now, maybe I’m a little older, and the things I’ve come into contact with are different. Everyone in my family wants me to be a teacher, and I think it’s pretty good, so I’m moving forward.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)