Derailment era

Chapter 18 Ideological Struggle
During a summer vacation, Jin Ge has four main things to do. One is to find time to visit his parents; Due to objective reasons such as Qu Wenhong's work and children's studies, the completion was not very good. I stayed at my parents' house for three days, including coming and going. Fortunately, my parents are doing well and understand me. On August [-]th, I felt extremely guilty. In this mood he returned to the city.

But the contact with Xin Yi is different from the past, and it has returned to the way the two first interacted. In the few days after returning from Shanghai, there has been no information from Xin Yi, no phone calls, no text messages, no space, and no mailboxes. I know. Firstly, she was recuperating because of poor health, and secondly, because there were people around her who were inconvenient. Although she was always thinking about it, Jin Ge didn't want to cause her any trouble, so she was quiet in her heart, but after half a month like this, he became a little depressed. I can't hold my breath anymore, what happened to Xin Yi?Is your throat bad again?It shouldn't have been so long. Just when he was about to call to find out what happened, he received a letter from her in the mailbox. She said that her throat was fine and she would be able to go to work in ten and a half months. The manuscript of the novel was sent as an attachment.

Xin Yi's letter was very short, only a dozen or so words, but the attachment was very long. Looking at the paragraphs of red and pink edited text on it, and seeing the time when the letter was sent, Jin Ge was very moved. It turned out that Xin Yi had delayed The sick body is revising the manuscript for himself, and has not rested until twelve o'clock in the morning!While being moved, Jin Ge suddenly had an idea, an idea of ​​wanting to marry Xin Yi as his wife. Once this idea came into being, it became stronger and stronger, so strong that it needed to explode, he wanted to tell Xin Yi immediately.

He picked up his mobile phone and dialed Xin Yi's number as quickly as possible, but the message "Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off" appeared on the phone. What's the matter at such a critical time?With a sulky mouth, he threw the phone on the bed. If this idea cannot be fulfilled in time, he will definitely suffocate to death. What should I do?After thinking about it, he reluctantly grabbed the phone and dialed it again, but it still didn't work. He raised his head and exhaled, paused for a while, grabbed the mouse and quickly typed nine words on the keyboard——Girl: I want to marry you Be a wife!

Seeing the new reminder in the mail box, Jin Ge's heart felt a lot happier. He felt that he had done a big thing. He wondered what Xin Yi would think when he saw it, would he think he was joking?Will it scare her?What will be her reaction?When can she see it?Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow?You can think whatever you want, you can see it any day you can see it, everything is up to God, if necessary, he will tell her it is true, thinking of this, he stood up.

Pour a glass of water, sit on the sofa and turn on the TV... After watching for a while, what happened just now popped up in Jin Ge's mind, marrying Xin Yi as his wife?When will you marry?Are you serious?Then, divorce Qu Wenhong?Thinking of this makes my heart hurt, do I really want to leave?Divorce one woman for another?What about my daughter?Parents know what to do?Thinking of this, my heart felt like a needle prick, and my mind began to be a little dazed.

Divorce is not just a matter of talk, there are too many practical problems, Jin Gechang sighed, besides, it is not a man's behavior to divorce another woman for the sake of one woman, and he must not do it himself, which makes people laugh.Whether a man divorces or not depends on whether he and his current wife can live together. This is the key to the problem. If he feels unhappy or even painful, he should leave, and it is wrong to bring another woman with him. Divorce is also wrong. Well, it doesn't matter if you continue to live, the relationship between husband and wife should be the biggest basis. It is a matter between two people, not a entanglement between three people. A good man should act like this.

Then why did you come up with the idea of ​​divorce?Because of Xinyi?for a woman?Should I divorce Qu Wenhong?Would I have divorced Qu Wenhong if Xin Yi hadn't appeared?Leaving aside Xin Yi, could it be that the married life between himself and Qu Wenhong has really reached the point where they can no longer live and want to divorce?Jin Ge's head suddenly became dizzy... Even so, he knew one thing in his heart that he could not divorce Qu Wenhong, especially because of Xin Yi's existence, at least not now.

He knew that he had made a mistake. Although what he said to Xin Yi just now was sincere, it was unfair to Qu Wenhong and Xin Yi. It seems that sometimes people can't act emotionally, especially when dealing with men and women. Emotionally, sometimes two or even three parties are hurt.

He got up and quickly came to the computer desk, grabbed the mouse and refreshed the page. Fortunately, the email he wrote just now was not opened, and Jin Ge immediately deleted it, and made a second deletion of the sent email box. After doing these things, not only did he not feel at ease, but he felt an inexplicable irritability. He knew that although Xin Yi didn't see what he said just now, and nothing happened to her, he told himself that something had happened after all. , the state of mind can no longer return to the past.

What are you and Xin Yi now?Thinking of this in turn, his heart couldn't help but ache...

Jin Ge's mood didn't last long, and he had forgotten a lot when he woke up.Qu Wenhong left for work, so he took the food out of the pot and called Ning Ning to get up. The daughter was already awake but refused to get up. She coquettishly asked him to dress her. Looking at her lovely smiling face, Jin Ge Feel very warm and very happy.

After dinner, he sent Ning Ning to the dance training class... When he came to the fourth floor, his daughter waved to him and then ran into the classroom with a smile. Jin Ge turned around and stopped to look in the corridor for a while. It's been a long time since he saw Xin Yi's son come here to learn martial arts on the sixth floor, so why don't he?Because my mother was undergoing surgery, no one picked me up, or did I go to another place?With a little loss, he returned home.

The novel I wrote was almost finished, so I didn’t care too much, Jin Ge unplugged the phone line and the network cable, turned off the phone, and then sat at the computer desk and turned on the machine... Today’s thinking is surprisingly smooth, more than two Hours later, as the last character was knocked down, he took a long breath and leaned back.

Looking at the monitor full of words, he felt great satisfaction in his heart. In any case, the work of nearly 40 words, which lasted more than a year, was finally completed today. At the same time, he also felt a lot of emotion in his heart. , Gains and losses, sorrows and joys, only you know best.

The remaining thing is to find out the problem of the publishing house. As for whether it will succeed in the end, we can only let nature take its course.

Looking at the watch on the wall, he got up and took the phone. Jin Ge wanted to tell Xin Yi the news of the completion of the manuscript as soon as possible. He wanted to share the joy with her, but her phone was still turned off. What's wrong?Why has it been like this since the surgery?Apart from yesterday's text message, I haven't heard from her for so long after returning from Harbin. Isn't the postoperative situation very good?But yesterday she clearly said that she would be able to go to work in half a month. Is there any other reason besides this?Jin Ge's excitement cooled down, replaced by a bit of loss and frustration.

Mobile phone, mailbox, space, yes, he suddenly remembered that even though he knew that the probability of Xin Yi being there was not too high, he still opened SH Sunshine’s webpage as quickly as possible—as expected, the owner of the space really No, apart from the above three contact methods, there is no other. Jin Ge doesn't know the phone number of Xin Yi's home. Xin Yi never said that he never asked. In their consciousness, they didn't want to contact through it at all. other side.

Jin Ge had no choice but to log in to their shared mailbox. He told Xin Yi that the novel had been finished today, and invited her out for dinner. If her body allowed, he would give her a gift as a token of gratitude.

Seeing the new letter in the inbox, Jin Ge felt that he had accomplished a great event, and he turned off the computer with a long sigh of relief.In the afternoon, he sent the manuscript in his hand to a publishing house by express mail.

The next period of time was very leisurely, with nothing to do except sending his daughter to study every day, which made Jin Ge unable to adapt for a while. When writing novels, he always felt very tired and hard, and wanted to have a good rest, but once he really stopped But it felt a little uncomfortable, so she missed Xin Yi more and more in her heart.

Calling and surfing the Internet every day, but Xinyi turned off her phone like a stone sinking into the ocean. There was no new email in her mailbox, and she could not be seen in the space. Jin Ge didn't know what to do. After experiencing pain, irritability, etc. , He decided to write a letter to Xin Yi, and write down all the words he wanted to say to her in the form of a diary, one letter a day, I believe that sooner or later Xin Yi will read it.

On the afternoon of the 11th day after he went to work, that is, when he checked his mailbox according to the routine of reading three times a day, he saw that all the files in the inbox had been opened, and he saw that the draft box had changed to Hei has a (1) mark, he hurriedly opened it, Jin Ge hello, I didn’t expect you to write so many letters here, I’m very touched to tell you the truth, and I should thank you at the same time, the text in the draft box is only written to here.Jin Ge couldn't help being ecstatic. He knew that Xin Yi had logged into the public mailbox of the two of them in another place and was writing a letter to himself. Xin Yi, you are finally here!He has a sore nose, Xin Yi, I miss you!He couldn't help but be happy, quickly typed a line on the keyboard and sent it.

After the email was sent, I refreshed it twice, and soon saw a new email in the inbox. The strange thing is that Xin Yi didn't see her reply for a long time after opening the new email.Xin Yi, it's me, and now I'm also on the mailbox, opposite you, after thinking about it, Jin Ge hurriedly sent another letter.It's you, you scared me to death!Soon he received a reply from Xin Yi.

Xinyi, how are you doing now?Is your throat healed?are you at work?Why has there been no news for so long, what happened?There are too many questions to ask, Jin Ge's words are like a cannonball, and the keyboard is crackling.Hehe, I'm already at work, and the leader took good care of me and told me to only work for half a day. My throat is fine, and it's fine. Don't worry, by the way, you can send the final manuscript here, and I'll show you, Xin Yi wrote.

Is your throat really okay?Can you speak?Jin Ge still asked in his own way, he copied these two sentences dozens of times and sent them together.It's all right, yes, Xin Yi replied after reading the letter for a long time.So, can you turn on your phone and let me hear your voice?Jin Ge demanded.

cannot!Xin Yi flatly refused.Why?Jin Ge shouted, Xin Yi didn't speak for a long time, I just listen to one sentence, okay?Jin Ge begged again, and after a while Xin Yi hummed.OK, I'm going to fight now!Jin Ge was ecstatic, took the mobile phone and began to dial with some trembling. Sure enough, the phone on the other end was connected. Hey, Xin Yi, he listened in a low voice, hello, Xin Yi’s voice came from the other end. The original was a bit chunkier, but it was also crisp, familiar and intimate.Disappointed?My voice doesn't scare you, does it?Is it particularly ugly?Xin Yi said.No, no, your voice is not much different from the original one, it sounds nice, really, Jin Ge said hurriedly.Hey, will you still treat me like you used to?Xin Yi asked again.Jin Ge's blood rushed to his forehead, and he said loudly, girl, tell you, don't say that your voice is fine, it's just that you are really dumb and can't speak, I promise, forget it, don't say it, you should know me the meaning of.

have no idea!No, you say it!Xin Yi insisted.Xin Yi, don't mention this small change in your voice, that is, there is something, I guarantee that I will treat you at least as well as before, Jin Ge said quietly.Xin Yi was moved for a moment, rubbed her nose and coughed twice.

Xin Yi, by the way, does your throat hurt now?Is it okay to eat and drink?Although Xin Yi had informed him that his voice had recovered very well in the mailbox, Jin Ge still couldn't help but want to confirm it himself through Xin Yi's mouth.Well, well, except that the pronunciation is a bit different, there is no difference from before, really, Xin Yi said softly.Well, Mr. Xin, someday I will treat you to dinner, as a congratulations, can I save face?Jin Ge's tone changed.What kind of food should I eat? The doctor told me to take a three-month break. I can’t eat anything that’s spicy or cold like chili, scallion, garlic, or wine. Save it and treat me well when I can eat, Xin Yi said.That's it, Jin Ge is a little disappointed, hey, it's okay if you don't eat, you can watch it, after a while, shall we go to Yichun to see Wuhua Mountain on October [-]?He suddenly remembered again, you don’t know, Wuhua Mountain is very particular, if it’s too early, it’s not too late, it’s too early, it’s not good enough, it’s too late, it’s a failure, and it’s just right to go on October [-] or [-], he continued. .

There is still a month until October [-], why are you in a hurry?Xin Yi smiled.Girl, you don’t know this, don’t rush everything. I call it a reservation. I’m afraid you will have other things when you arrive late. People, you said, if only I knew you ten years ago, but it's not too late now, I can tell you that if you get married next time, you must marry me, you know?Jingo said.Xin Yi chuckled, look at you, you're talking nonsense again, aren't you?Jin Ge also laughed.

Hey, you said you wanted to give me a gift, what did you give me?Xin Yi stopped laughing.Oh, I almost forgot if you didn't ask, can you come out now?Jin Ge asked.No, Xin Yi said after thinking about it.Then I will give it to you next time we meet, Jin Ge said with some disappointment.Xin Yi hummed, hey, are you tired?I know that my voice just can't talk much, Jin Ge said, it's all right, Xin Yi smiled.

Well, rest, one day I will call your office, Jin Ge straightened up.Well, don't forget to send your last manuscripts to the mailbox, Xin Yi reminded again.After a while, when you recover, don't be busy, Jin Ge said.It's okay, or if I'm idle all day, I'll be idle all day long, and I'll definitely finish reading your novel, Xin Yi said.Jin Ge was a little moved, and couldn't bear to say no, hey, I can send it to you, but you must not revise it in the middle of the night. You just finished the operation and you don't get too tired, you know?If you promise, I will send it to you.Xin Yi laughed and said, it's all right, I feel light, don't worry, I know I can take care of myself.

Xin Yi, honestly, without your encouragement and support, maybe this book would not be finished. Thank you, Jin Ge said sincerely.I didn't do anything, Xin Yi said hurriedly.How about this, if it is really published, if it is not the author, then we will sign our names or write a thank you to a woman in the preface, how about it?Jingo said.Xin Yi laughed again: That's not necessary, if it's really published, don't forget what you promised me.

Flowers, plane tickets, Tibet, I can’t forget it, Jin Ge said loudly.Well, it's okay, I'll hang up, Xin Yi said with a smile, and soon there was a beeping sound on the phone.

(End of this chapter)