Derailment era

Chapter 26
When Jin Ge arrived, Xin Yi was already there. Four dishes and two open bottles of beer were placed on the table. Xin Yi pointed to the empty chair opposite for him to sit down.Jin Ge was a little puzzled, not knowing exactly when Xin Yi came here, it seemed that it had been a long time, and he even suspected that she was calling him here, it seemed that she had already planned for today's dinner.Come on, first to congratulate and second to thank, Xin Yi poured the wine and raised the glass.No, may I ask why you suddenly thought of inviting me to dinner?Jin Ge pressed her cup.Congratulations and thanks, Xin Yi withdrew her hand to avoid his gaze, besides, today is February [-]nd, did you forget?she said.February two?I really forgot, no wonder there was a plate of pig's head meat on the table, it turned out that the dragon raised its head today, and Jin Ge raised his glass.Is there any reason other than this?he asked a little nastily.Why do you have so many things?Xin Yi glared at him.

I mean, after dinner, if we have other things to do, I will drink less, and if there is nothing else, I will drink more, Jin Ge said with a smirk.fine!Leaving this aside, let me ask you, didn’t you agree to send flowers on February [-], why did it change to that day?Xin Yi said.That day was the first moment when I received the manuscript fee. Sending flowers to you has a special meaning. I think it is different from February [-]. I have the business card of the flower shop here. I asked them to send another one. Jin Ge reached for the bag.Xin Yi was very moved when she heard the explanation and reached out to stop him, silly, just kidding, don't give it away, the flowers in the house are still fragrant.

If you want, I will send you a basket of flowers a day when the payment for the manuscript comes, until I spend all the money, I forget it, it will last for nearly two months, Jin Ge said seriously, this is not just casual He did think so while joking.That way I won't be famous in my work unit, and the scene of receiving flowers appeared before my eyes again, Xin Yi smiled and waved her hands, forget it, you should keep the money and do something meaningful in the future.

It is meaningful to do anything for you, Jin Ge grasped Xin Yi's hand, Xin Yi looked down, and did not pull out his hand.Or, I'll give you the money, and you can take it and have a look at your throat. Jin Ge was a little worried and angry when he coughed when Xin Yi spoke recently.I have money, no need, Xin Yi smiled, don't worry about my health, I am a doctor, at worst it will turn into laryngeal cancer and I can't speak, but I can communicate with you with a pen, by the way, you will still ask for it at that time I do not?

Jin Ge's heart skipped a beat, and he heard the two words he was most unwilling to hear from Xin Yi's mouth. He didn't speak, but just stared at Xin Yi, his eyes turned red.Dont look at me!Xin Yi turned her head aside, what are you doing, I'm scaring you, she said in a low voice.Jin Ge grunted, and the other hand also stretched out to hold Xin Yi tightly. We both agreed before, give me your old age, you can't play tricks!Whoever speaks is not a word, it is - he has the urge to curse in a hurry, but he is reluctant to curse.

It's the turtle bastard!Xin Yi turned her head and said loudly.You said it yourself, Jin Ge blinked.Don't worry, I will live every day well and will not leave any regrets in my life, Xin Yi smiled at him.Jin Ge's tears flowed down involuntarily, the more he felt relieved, the more worried he became. The more he listened to Xin Yi's words, the more uncomfortable he felt, and the more he felt something was wrong, could something new be happening to her voice?How do you say it looks more and more like parting from life to death?

Let go, do you want to hold on forever?Xin Yi patted his hand, which was tightly holding her own. She didn't expect her few words of emotion to make Jin Ge look like this. Although Xin Yi didn't say anything, she was very warm in her heart.If it's possible, don't say it's okay for a lifetime or eight lifetimes. After she said it, Jin Ge felt that his behavior was a little funny, and he couldn't help loosening his hands but didn't take them back.When you say that others cheat, I think you are the biggest cheater in the world, Xin Yi smiled and pulled her hand out.

Let alone, the food is cold, come, drink, Xin Yi took a sip from the cup for the second time, and Jin Ge drank it in one gulp, Master Xin, what are you going to do after drinking?Xin Yi promised to obey her words and raised her head like a little snake. Thinking of the hot air filling her dantian, her eyes became ambiguous.Let's talk about the future when we arrive later. Xin Yi glanced at him and giggled, and filled his glass for him. Seeing Xin Yi's expression, it seems that there are still plans behind?Jin Ge felt ecstasy in his heart: Could it be that she is really going to obey him today?

When he was in a good mood, he drank the wine very happily. He didn’t feel anything. Jin Ge had already drank three bottles of beer. When he was about to open the fourth bottle, Xin Yi stopped him. Thinking about what might happen next, Jin Ge Just let it go-drinking too much wine, how to make good things come true?
What are you doing without drinking?he asked intentionally.Let's go out and get a room. At this time, Xin Yi's eyes are hot and a bit wandering.Jin Ge was stunned for a moment, looking forward to the fact that what he was looking forward to but waiting for would become a reality, but he couldn't believe it.I was joking, seeing that he didn't speak, Xin Yi, who lacked courage, smirked and leaned back.no!I heard what you said, I'm sorry, I was so happy that I couldn't find my way just now, let's go now!After reacting, Jin Ge stood up, and the waiter paid the bill!He turned his head and shouted out.Hey, what are you doing?Xin Yi patted him, the waiter came in and Jin Ge paid the bill first, let's go, he said anxiously to Xin Yi.Let's sit for a while, Xin Yi didn't move, she turned to the waiter and said.The waiter responded and withdrew wisely.Wouldn't it be regretting again?Jin Ge's heart suddenly turned cold.I always keep my word and never go back on what I promise, Xin Yi shook her head and said firmly.

Jin Ge's heart calmed down, so why didn't he leave?It's past two o'clock, a moment of spring night is worth a thousand gold, he urged after looking at his watch.Stupid, have you ever opened a room?We just go there?Xin Yi gave him a white look.That's what happened!Gu Gu was excited but didn't think too much about it. He only heard about opening a room in a hotel, but he didn't know how to open it until now, because he had never opened it before. When he looked up at Xin Yi, he found that she was also looking at it Come here, very uneasy and helpless.Don't worry, I'll take care of it!The man's strong sense of responsibility welled up in his heart, and Jin Ge said firmly, although he still didn't know how to start.Seeing what he said with such certainty, Xin Yi's heart immediately calmed down and she nodded trustingly.In order to reassure Xin Yi completely, let's go to Kyushu Hotel, Jin Ge said while thinking.why go there?Xin Yi was puzzled, Kyushu Hotel is the best hotel in the city, firstly, the environment is good, and secondly, it must be very safe, the more upscale the place, the less people check, Jin Ge said, Xin Yi nodded and thought it made sense.

My ID card happened to be in the bag, I will go there first, and you can go there after everything is done, Jin Ge said.Do you still use your ID card?Isn't there an hourly room? Let's open a room like that, Xin Yi said.No, Jin Ge shook his head. Now that his thoughts have gradually become clear, he will use his ID card to follow the normal procedures. I will say that friends from other places come, and I believe they will not ask. As for the hourly room, although it is relatively cheap Some, but opening such a room has undoubtedly explained the purpose of opening the room to people, and the safety factor is not fully guaranteed. I opened a three-person room, and no one will care after the formalities are completed. We go in one after another. Nothing happened, he said.

Seeing that he had arranged so carefully, Xin Yi smiled, hey, you are so experienced, do you always have rooms with other people?she laughed.Jin Gelian called him wronged, saying that today is definitely his first time.All right, you go there first, okay, just call me, Xin Yi stopped joking and helped him straighten his collar, Jin Ge nodded and walked out of Telford Building.

When I came to the Kyushu Hotel, the room check-in procedure was not as complicated as Jin Ge expected. The front desk clerk didn't say a word, and handed the room card to him after collecting the payment.After entering the room and looking around, Jin Ge took out his mobile phone and called Qu Wenhong, falsely claiming that he went to a county under the jurisdiction of the city to attend the funeral of his classmate’s father, saying that he would not be going home tonight, After finishing this matter, he called Xin Yi and told her that she could come over.

More than half an hour later, Xin Yi came in with a big bag of things, and as soon as she showed her head, Jin Ge hugged her. Without saying a word, her hot lips moved forward, and Xin Yi murmured in response. While kicking the door, kissing and biting... I don't know how long it has passed, Jin Ge felt that the more he kissed, the more hungry and thirsty he became, the more he kissed and expanded, the fire on his body was burning hotter and hotter, and his hands began to move away, and he started to move. Taking off Xin Yi's clothes, she hugged Xin Yi and walked towards the bed.

Although the feet of the two were like this, their mouths did not loosen... As they walked, they were disturbed by something, and they both fell on the bed in front of them. Jin Ge pressed on Xin Yi's body. Yi Yi's coat had been thrown aside, and Jin Ge's coat and trousers had been taken off, but Xin Yi's inner clothes were the kind with many buttons, and it took a long time for Jin Ge to untie them, so he was so anxious to get out. A head of sweat.I came by myself, Xin Yi gently pushed him away, and Jin Ge waited aside panting heavily.

You take a shower, Xin Yi didn't move the hand holding the collar, but glanced at the bathroom, knowing that she is a clean person who wipes the floor with a white towel every night, she is really in a hurry so what? Without thinking, Jin Ge stood up with some self-blame.Hey, do we really, really want this?Just two steps away, Xin Yi suddenly stopped him, and I, Jin Ge, also stopped, and said from the bottom of my heart, when I was making out with Xin Yi just now, he didn't think about anything, his whole body was hot, if it wasn't for the button that couldn't be undone in the middle The link, maybe it should have happened long ago, but after stopping halfway, an inexplicable emotion came to my heart. Seeing that Xin Yi had the same thoughts in his eyes, he turned back and sat on a chair. Shi Xinyi also sat up.I said mine?Jin Ge asked softly.Xin Yi nodded with a hum.I am very conflicted now. First, I am worried that you will say that I am not like a man when things happen. Second, I am worried that if it is true, won’t we end up the same as all the stories?In the end, I fell into the cliché, these are nothing, in fact, what worries me the most is that if we really do it today, I am worried that I will not be able to control myself in the future, and I will do something else because I miss you Come on, including divorce or something, I'm worried that I can't help it, Jin Ge said in a somewhat unscrupulous manner.Similarly, what you think is what I think, and what you are worried about is also what I am worried about, Xin Yi nodded vigorously.

The two who had regained their senses were very calm at this moment. In the final analysis, what they were worried about was not the skin-to-skin contact this time, but the future. It is a heavy practical problem to make a family and a child.If today really crossed the last bottom line, with their respective temperaments, what they are worried about now will definitely happen sooner or later.

Are we bored?Xin Yi smiled wryly at Jin Ge.No, no matter what other people do, we are like this!We are not others, are we?Jin Ge shook his head resolutely. Even so, he still sighed helplessly and painfully. If we write a novel about our affairs, perhaps no one would like to read it. They will think that we cannot afford to love, and it is meaningless. Xin Yi glanced at him faintly. Said.Yes, many people must not believe that we will be like this, and some people will think that we are hypocritical, and even say that I am impotent and not a man, but no matter what they say or think, Xin Yi, you will always have your own understanding and interpretation of love, Jin Go said.

Xin Yi nodded.If there is a chance in the future, I will not get out of bed with you for three months, really!After a while she said it as if she was apologetic and as if she promised.Let's go, Jin Ge said, looking around.Let's stay for a while, Xin Yi is a little bit reluctant.Let's go, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold myself back after a long time, Jin Ge smiled and stood up.What a mess!Xin Yi yelled.

The two were fully dressed. When they walked to the door, Xin Yi looked back and couldn't help but sigh with emotion. She didn't expect this to happen today.Well, we're not leaving?Jin Ge stopped.Forget it, Xin Yi sighed and dragged him out of the door.

Since the farewell to the hotel, Xin Yi and Jin Ge have not contacted each other for more than two months. Not only did they not have a phone call, but neither of them wrote a word in the mailbox.

It's time to say goodbye. Although it was painful, they were extremely clear-headed and calm. That night in the hotel became a watershed for the two of them. Things are going to go terribly good between them, but a timely and appropriate stop means that everything between them is completely over.Both of them knew very well in their hearts that they each had families, and they continued without knowing what was going on, what else was left besides breaking up?
The reason for this is actually another reason. Both of them are hiding, fearing that they love too deeply and lose themselves.Life is so interesting. I used to love to death, but I didn't expect it to be such an empty result in the end. Jin Ge felt a rare calmness in his heart.

(End of this chapter)