you are so nice lady

Chapter 1022 She Only Wants Huo Shishen
Ning Xiaoman trembled all over, and as his voice fell more and more violently, finally he couldn't listen anymore, and stopped him with a hint of crying, "Stop it, stop it!"

She grabbed her hair vigorously, just wanting to drive those words out of her mind, but as soon as she closed her eyes, all the words that Li Yanzhou said with those eyes were turning around in his mind, grasping them tightly. all her nerves.

She didn't want to agree with what he said, but what he said was too attractive.

How could she not want to be with Huo Shishen life after life?She just loves him, no matter what he becomes, no matter what she becomes, even if she will never speak and become a soulless Barbie doll, she always wants to be put in his pocket.

She thought that Huo Shishen was the same way.

Ning Xiaoman doesn't want him to leave her, as long as there is such a possibility, she can't bear it, if one day he will empathize with someone else or leave her, she would rather he become an object that can't speak, move, or walk. Always be by your side.

Just look at him, think of him, and know that he is still with me, that's enough.

This is her bottom line. Of course, she wants to have a living Huo Shishen to spend this life with him, and she will also hold his hand in the next life.

Apart from Huo Shishen, there is no one else, nothing else, all she wants is Huo Shishen, only Huo Shishen... Is she crazy?Is she crazy...

Li Yanzhou looked at her crazily repulsive appearance, and a cold smile curled up on the corner of his mouth, "Is it painful? It feels contradictory, like two selves fighting in the body, and one tells himself to be rational and let her go." Let's go, there's nothing to let go of, but the other one clamors that it's never possible to just let it go, it's never possible to make Huo Shishen his wish, why should the person I love the most be with other men? Why? Obviously I fell in love with you first, Xiaoman..."

"But you are much better than me, at least you are with the person you love, what about me? I haven't even really started with you..."

As he spoke, there was a hint of self-mockery on his face, "I've never truly felt your warmth, Ning Xiaoman, I've never even kissed you, never hugged you, let alone..."

He suddenly stopped talking, his eyes slowly lowered, and landed on Ning Xiaoman's stomach, his eyes became obscure and inexplicable.

Li Yanzhou murmured: "I didn't plant my smell in your body."

Why can't it be him?

He should be with her, the two of them should be a match made in heaven, why should he give it up to Huo Shishen?
Why can't it be Huo Shishen's?Why can't he snatch it?
Life is so short, who will remember those insults after a hundred years?

What are the tortures and insults that he has suffered, as long as he can get what he wants, so what if he will be infamous forever?
Does he care about that reputation?No, what he cares about is the woman in front of him, what he cares about is how to get her...

"Stop it, stop it, I beg you to stop it..." Ning Xiaoman was about to collapse, and the more he listened to him, the impulsive feeling became more and more difficult to hide.

She clearly wanted to find a way out, but she didn't expect that Li Yanzhou would make her feel more restless. What should I do?She didn't agree with what he said, she thought it was wrong...

People can't be so extreme. If you are always obsessed with an impossible wish, how can you continue to complete your life?

Hasn't she suffered from paranoia in her previous life?Just because she couldn't let go of her dignity and pride, and didn't dare to reach out to hug the man she loved the most, so she and Huo Shishen missed her whole life.

There is always a distance of life between her and Huo Shishen, no matter how close they are, they are always distant.

Ning Xiaoman used to be able to regulate herself, but now the two of them are about to have children. They are the closest people in the world, but she has such a big secret hidden in her heart. How can she be at ease by that man? Hug and kiss?
She was really scared and flustered.

As long as he thinks that Huo Shishen will look at her with that disappointed look, as long as he thinks that one day he will no longer have love for her, Ning Xiaoman will feel that his internal organs are stirring, and she almost twitches in pain.

what to do?what to do?Why did she think what Li Yanzhou said was right...

She was so paranoid that she only wanted Huo Shishen alone.

What's wrong with her?She loves him, doesn't she deserve him?

What's more, Huo Shishen also loves himself, so her paranoia is justified, isn't it?

Ning Xiaoman convinced himself like this, it doesn't matter, even if it shows a little bit of possessiveness, it's nothing, Huo Shishen said that he likes to see her jealous...

Ning Xiaoman clenched his fists, tried his best to suppress the hostility, and took a deep breath, "I'm different from you, Li Yanzhou, I'm different from you..."

She shook her head and muttered to herself, as if convincing herself, "He and I are in love from the beginning to the end, my paranoia is not for no reason, I am different from you, you will never get what you want, But what I wanted was in my hands from the very beginning..."

Li Yanzhou looked at her eyes that suddenly became clear, a little surprised, and his face sank at the same time, "What's the difference? You are just luckier than me, because he likes you too, so your crazy love seems like It's not that scary, but have you ever thought, if one day Huo Shishen doesn't like you anymore, will you become as crazy as me? "

After he finished speaking, he suddenly laughed again.

Thinking of that scene, I was still a little excited, the two lunatics... they were a perfect match after thinking about it.

At that time, Huo Shishen will not want her anymore, and she will find that the only person who truly loves her in this world is herself.

Not only do I love her cuteness and sweetness, but I also love the domineering and exclusive madness under her skin.

"Think about it, is it the same thing that he loves you and you love him? You have to love him, right? Apart from him, you will never have anyone else, even if he doesn't want you, Or you don’t want him anymore, but you will always keep him in your heart, and you only have a place for him! But what about his love for you? It’s a temporary love, a short-term love, he must be you now, he is a good man, I admit that he has a sense of responsibility, a sense of morality, he is capable, he is a business emperor, he is also a man with strong self-control, and even an impeccable husband..."

"But have you ever thought that one day his love for you will dissipate, he wants to separate from you, wants to divorce you..."

Seeing Ning Xiaoman's pale face, Li Yanzhou became more and more excited, "He loves you very much now, I can tell, Xiaoman, but what about ten years later? Twenty years later? His love is different from ours, Our love cannot be changed even if we die, but what about his..."

"His love is sensible, it's good, it's positive, it's positive."

"He's not crazy, he's not dark, he's not even extreme... When he loves you, he can love you alone, but if one day he can't love you, or he doesn't want to love, he will love someone else."

"What about you? Can you still love someone else? If there is no him, can you still love someone else?"

It's gone... It's gone... She doesn't want anyone else except Huo Shishen, she doesn't want anyone else, she only wants Huo Shishen, she only wants Huo Shishen...

Ning Xiaoman's face was frighteningly pale, he shook his head desperately, and muttered to himself: "No, he won't fall in love with others, he will only love me..."

He was obviously too scared, but he wanted to pretend to convince himself.

Li Yanzhou felt a little distressed seeing her like this, "Since I can't even convince myself, why should I believe these lies? He loves you now, but are you sure a man can never change his mind? Or Huo Shishen? man……"

He sneered, "Wake up, Xiao Man, he will become another Simmons one day."

No, no, Huo Shishen is not that kind of person, he won't do that, he only loves himself...

Ning Xiaoman kept telling himself that he was constantly brainwashing, and he didn't want to be influenced by him.

But the more determined she was, the scene she saw before she died in the cellar in her previous life appeared in her mind——

Some time after she disappeared, although Huo Shishen was looking for her, other women began to appear around him.

Sometimes it’s some female stars, sometimes it’s some rich ladies. Some of those people’s names are Ning Xiaoman, some have never heard of them, some are photographed far away from Huo Shishen, and some are very close ...

But the closest one was Tan Xinran, who almost stood in her place, by Huo Shishen's side.

In the previous life, although Huo Shishen never remarried before she died, the place beside him was never free, women who came and went... all kinds of women...

(End of this chapter)