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Chapter 1117 She Never Left
The movement on the sea level naturally disturbed Nan Ye and the others, and they also received the distress signal from Huo Shishen, and rushed here non-stop.

On a small boat, Pu Zifei stood behind Nanye, helped him watch the movement on the seashore, and couldn't help but said: "What if something happens? Xiaoman is still pregnant, it's all my fault, I shouldn't let She came."

She blamed herself a little, and watched the movement on the sea level anxiously, not wanting to miss any message.

Seeing her self-reproach, Nanye raised his hand and rubbed her head with a serious expression, "Don't be so anxious, Huo Shishen is not an ordinary person, he should take good care of Ning Xiaoman."

"But under the sea, if something unexpected happens, even Huo Shishen..." Pu Zifei couldn't continue, and couldn't help but choked up.

"If I had known this would happen earlier, I should have stopped Xiao Man from letting her come over. She shouldn't be soft-hearted no matter what she said."

The more she thought about it, the more she blamed herself, "If something really happened to the two of them, I will never forgive myself in my life."

Pu Zifei couldn't help squatting down, hugging her head, and fell into a feeling of self-blame.

Nanye put down the binoculars in his hand and looked at her, his voice suddenly became a little indifferent, "If you want to feel sorry for yourself, go back to the boat now, we are out to find them, there is no time for you to cry here .”

Although his words were harsh and uncomfortable to Pu Zifei's ears, they were true.

Pu Zifei took a deep breath and turned her head to one side, unwilling to listen to him.

After a while, she slowly got up and rubbed her eyes, "Okay, let's keep looking."

Seeing her appearance, Nanye sighed, but he did not soften his heart.

He knew that what Pu Zifei needed most was encouragement, and once she followed her into that negative emotion, she would be even more unable to get out.

If the search and rescue work was delayed because of her own emotions, which led to a worse result, she would not forgive herself even more.

He didn't know why a scumbag like her father raised such a daughter with a high moral bottom line, and took all the responsibilities his father did on his shoulders, and repaid one thing at a time. She was powerless to resist her at that time It took so many years to bring him down, but he put himself in another cage.

She always doesn't live so recklessly and unrestrainedly, but she obviously yearns for that kind of life.

Looking at Pu Zifei like this, Nanye felt a little tired, and wanted to help her, but she resisted his approach, unwilling to let him do anything for her.

She always has boundaries for people, and she doesn't want people to walk into her safe distance, even if they were once the closest couple, they still say to her to abandon them now.

Thinking of this, he suddenly smiled wryly, if something really happened to Ning Xiaoman this time, the most sad person might be Pu Zifei.

She might blame herself to death.

He also didn't know where Ning Xiaoman got such a great charm that could make someone as indifferent as Pu Zifei fall in love with her, and it could even be said that he was deeply in love with her.

If he could find them this time, he would like to ask Ning Xiaoman, how did he do it?
Pu Zifei didn't notice what was going on in his heart, she was praying countless times in her heart that nothing would happen, Xiaoman must be all right, she had to wait for them to save her...

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Everything on the bottom of the sea has become extremely quiet, and the time around is slowly sinking, and no sound can be heard.

There is no light here, but there is still a ray of light in Huo Shishen's heart, as long as Ning Xiaoman can leave safely, it will be the best ending for him.

The feeling of lack of oxygen swept his whole body, the oxygen was squeezed out from the lungs bit by bit, hallucinations began to appear in front of his eyes, all the flashes in his mind were the past with Ning Xiaoman, and scenes flashed before his eyes——

In the end, what he was most reluctant to part with was everything he had experienced with her, and even a single episode could loop endlessly in his mind.

When his breathing gradually became heavy, many illusory scenes suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, some pictures he had never seen before.

In these pictures, he and Ning Xiaoman have been arguing with each other since the day they got married, completely copying their way of getting along before they got married.

Ning Xiaoman avoided him, he thought she hated him and didn't know how to get close to her, so he could only treat her with indifference.

The two of them went further and further apart. Under Tan Xinran's instigation, Ning Xiaoman thought she was not good enough for him, so she rejected him even more. A little pride.

So the distance between the two of them was getting farther and farther. I don't know when there was a bigger and bigger gap. By the time he wanted to make up for it, it was too late.

Ning Xiaoman suddenly disappeared.

He didn't know where she had gone, he searched for her desperately, frantically looking for her, they all said she left with someone else, he didn't believe it.

Even if Ning Xiaoman doesn't like him, doesn't love him, hates him or even hates him, she won't be the kind of person who leaves without saying hello.

But he couldn't find her anywhere.

I don't know how long it took before he finally calmed down. Others thought he had let go, but he didn't. He just seemed to be moving forward.

But he never gave up looking for her.

He started to attend the invitations of major TV stations, and changed his usual low-key style, so that Ning Xiaoman could see him all the time, but he couldn't find any trace of her.

In a flash, he seemed to have turned into Ning Xiaoman, seeing the dark cellar of his previous life.

She didn't know where this place was, but like a bystander, she watched the scene of Ning Xiaoman being trapped here for three years and then being tortured to death——

And the last picture she saw before she died was seeing him with another woman on a screen.

At this moment, Huo Shishen suddenly opened his eyes, and he was alone in the blue sea water. He didn't know if it was a dream or it happened for real.

There was no wave in the sea, and the light flickered on and off. After an unknown amount of time, when he was about to give up, rescuers finally arrived.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and turned around only to find that Ning Xiaoman, who should have left long ago, was standing behind him, looking at him motionlessly——

She never left.

At that moment, time seemed to be frozen, the two looked at each other across the deep blue water, neither of them spoke, they just looked at each other deeply, no amount of words or emotions could compare to a look in the eyes at this moment.

——she would never leave him and go first.

(End of this chapter)