you are so nice lady

Chapter 1119

Although Huo Shishen gave Ning Xiaoman most of the chances of surviving, and her time of hypoxia was shorter, but due to her physical condition, Ning Xiaoman suffered more serious injuries.

She lay there for a long time without waking up. She seemed to have a dream. The dream was full of grotesque worlds, and the surgical lights hanging above her head flickered. She was here and then there. , She couldn't tell whether she was in reality or in a dream, she just kept walking forward, but there was nothing in front of her.

After her rebirth, she seldom has such a confused moment, she can't see the road ahead, she only knows to keep moving forward, not daring to stop, but she doesn't know why she is so afraid, as if there is some beast behind her Running after her.

But when she looked back, there was nothing in the back, and the front was also pitch black. Black and white changed before her eyes. It suddenly became like this, and suddenly changed into that. She was a little at a loss, and forgot about Huo Shi Deep, also forgot his own child, even forgot who he was, just looked left and right in this world in a dazed circle.

Suddenly a glimmer of light appeared in front of her, as if a hole had been torn open in this chaotic place, she walked slowly towards that light, the more she walked there, the clearer her consciousness became, like a memory from the past Little by little it came back to her mind.

She first saw herself hiding next to the trash can in the orphanage, shivering in the heavy snow, then saw Huo Shishen walking in front of her in a black windbreaker, and saw the umbrella he was holding above her. overhead, and then the snow stopped—

She spent the happiest time in her life, with her grandfather, Huo Shishen, and other friends. At that time, friends were still friends, not demons, and Huo Shishen was still the closest person to her. She trusted him and relied on him. He, grandpa still likes her.

Then slowly everything changed.

She first discovered her feelings for Huo Shishen and her girlish thoughts. After knowing that she liked him, she was helpless and didn't know what to do. She could only ask Tan Xinran for help, but Tan Xinran told her, She can't show her liking for Huo Shishen, because their status is too different, and she is still a child adopted by Huo's family. If she shows her liking for Huo Shishen, Huo Shishen will It will cause trouble, and their status is so unequal, her rash expression of her heart will only make everyone hate her and alienate her.

At that time, Ning Xiaoman was still very young. After hearing Tan Xinran's words, she only felt scared. In order to hide her liking, she took a lot of effort. She even acted a little hated Huo Shishen, which made everyone Everyone believed in her feelings.

Slowly, even Huo Shishen thought that she hated him and rejected him, but she liked him in her heart.

Under such tugging, her personality became more and more depressed, and she no longer had the sunny and lively appearance before, nor did she have a gentle and sweet side. She slowly erected the thorns all over her body, showing only the most real place to herself , She doesn't even know that she has a gentle side, she only knows how to defend her little territory, and it's also to defend Huo Shishen, to defend the last piece of clean soil in her heart.

She has experienced too much, and she has seen too much ugliness in human nature at a young age. She is such a person who longs for warmth, but she has been kept in darkness for a long time. She has been pulled out of an extreme personality, and Another normal person pulled her to prevent her from becoming the kind of person she hated the most, but then she still failed.

She died in a dark place, no one remembered her, no one knew her, she thought that life would be over like this, and the painful things would be forgotten, and there would be no more icy snowflakes splashing on her body, God gave her a chance to do it all over again——

As soon as she opened her eyes, she returned to the side of the person she coveted most in the past. How could she not seize this opportunity?
Ning Xiaoman closed his eyes, his head was clearly in chaos, but he sorted out his feelings and emotions since his rebirth soberly.

Did she regard Huo Shishen as a lifeline?Of course yes, isn't her affection for him pure?Maybe not pure, but does she love him?She was sure she loved him.

She is even willing not to have the chance to come back this time. If she can't have him, she will come back this time to make up for the regrets of her previous life. The regrets seem to be made up, but they were interrupted halfway. She doesn't know where There is a reason, it seems that no matter how she changes, she is inseparable from the fate of death.

why?She couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't figure it out, she was struggling in her sleep, it shouldn't be like this, she had to wake up, she wanted to walk down with Huo Shishen, but her hands and feet couldn't control her, and she couldn't wake up no matter what Come.

She opened her eyes, and there was darkness and confusion in front of her, as if something heavy was pressing on her body, leaving her with no space to breathe.

"Huo Shishen... Huo Shishen..."

She called his name and called him vigorously. She suddenly felt something flowing out of her body and was slowly draining away. She didn't know what it was, and then she suddenly reacted and her eyes widened in horror.

But in her sleep, she was still powerless, it was another life that was stripped from her body alive, she didn't want to, she subconsciously wanted to protect them, she didn't want them to leave her, but it was useless at all.

She felt a strong external force forcefully peel off a piece of her body, and the flesh and bones replaced the blood, dripping with blood.

She helplessly called Huo Shishen's name, "Huo Shishen... Huo Shishen..."

But to no avail.

After all the pain finally calmed down, her world collapsed from the broken gap just now into an endless abyss and darkness.

There is nothing, not even pain, only numbness, only boundless blackness.

Ning Xiaoman fell into a deep sleep and seemed to have no tendency to wake up.

Pu Zifei at the side was full of confusion and distress, "When will she wake up?"

The doctor observed for a while and said: "Maybe you will wake up in the next second, or you may have to wait for a long time, but you can rest assured that you can basically wake up in this situation. If there are any sequelae, you need to wait until later." Observe carefully."

Pu Zifei couldn't understand what he said, so she just asked him, "Is that good or bad?"

The doctor shook his head, but didn't say anything dead.

She was a little impatient, "The child is gone, there must be no accident..."

(End of this chapter)