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Chapter 1122 Xiaoman, what's wrong with you

Ning Xiaoman's eyes trembled, he couldn't say a word, he looked at the man in front of him in astonishment, how did you know?
How could he know what happened in his previous life, how could he know that she was reborn?
Huo Shishen looked at her, with emotions she couldn't understand flickering in his dark ink eyes, he just looked at the woman in front of him like this, and finally said nothing, he just hugged her and lifted her off the window sill, Then he was placed on the bed next to him.

He sat beside her, helped her cover the quilt, and then looked at her without saying a word. After a long time, he said two words lightly, "Go to sleep."

After he got up and was about to leave, Ning Xiaoman quickly grabbed his wrist and refused to let him go. How could she let him go at this time, "Ah Shen..."

Ning Xiaoman hadn't recovered from the blow just now, and was shocked by the news again. He didn't know what to say for a while, but looked at him with red eyes, tightly clutching the hem of his clothes to prevent him from leaving , "Ah Shen..."

She suddenly choked up a sob, let go of his hand, and cried silently holding her face.

Huo Shi looked down at her deeply, she didn't cry out, but her shoulders trembled violently, but not crying like this was more distressing than crying out.

He put his hand on her shoulder, sat on the edge of the bed and pulled her into his arms, holding her tighter, "Why didn't you tell me?"

He finally spoke, his voice hoarse and piercing.

Ning Xiaoman shook his head and said to him: "It's not that I didn't tell you, I always wanted to tell you, but I don't know how to say it, if I did, would you think I'm crazy?"

She lowered her head, her voice muffled.

Huo Shishen's fingers behind her back slowly closed, grabbed her hair and lifted her head up, letting her look into his eyes, "Do you think I won't believe you?"

"I don't even believe in myself..." Ning Xiaoman suddenly gave a wry smile, looking at him with red eyes, "How many people in this world would believe in such a thing as rebirth? If I told you then, would you be sure?" Will you look at me like a madman?"

"I will never look at you with that look." Huo Shishen interrupted her suddenly, pinching her chin and looking straight into her eyes, "Do you want to know how I know? During that time, I had a dream, a very long dream, although it was a dream, but it was very real, do you know what I saw in the dream?"

Ning Xiaoman looked at him straight, and didn't know what to do for a while, her hands were trembling, she grabbed the hem of his clothes, her fingertips turned white.

"What?" She asked after a while, two words, each word was trembling.

Huo Shishen looked at her, groped her chin with his fingertips, and said softly, "I saw a place."

"Where?"

"A cellar."

Ning Xiaoman stopped talking for a while, her breathing was a little frozen, she stared blankly at the man in front of her, her heart ached a bit.

Huo Shishen continued, "A dark cellar with nothing in it, only one person..."

"Don't say it...don't say it! Don't say it!" Ning Xiaoman shook his head while trying to stop him from continuing, "I beg you not to say it!"

Knowing that she remembered that bad memory, Huo Shishen's eyes flashed with distress, and he didn't continue.

Ning Xiaoman was trembling all over, sitting in his arms, one blow after another made her a little unbearable.

She grabbed the hem of his clothes vigorously, wiped all the tears on his clothes, cried until her shoulders trembled violently, and her voice was out of tune, "I really didn't mean to hide it from you, I really, really I didn't want to hide it from you, I don't know...I'm sorry..."

She kept saying apologetic words, but this kind of sadness hadn't dissipated, and the pain of losing her child welled up from her heart again, and the order of her words was a bit reversed, "It's all me...it's all my fault, if it wasn't for me, baby Nothing will happen, I'm sorry, I'm a selfish person, I thought that as long as I have a child, I can change the fate of my previous life..."

As Ning Xiaoman was talking, his mind suddenly became clear.

She still remembered that she had analyzed the events after her rebirth before. If she wanted to avoid the tragedy of her previous life, she could only break this balance with uncertain factors that had never appeared before in this life, and there would be a different ending.

What she thought at the time was that as long as she gave birth to this child, characters that did not exist in the previous life would appear in this life, and the direction of the whole story would change, and she might not necessarily have a tragic ending, but she didn't expect that The most important thing is that such an accident will occur when the baby is about to meet.

Ning Xiaoman was crying so hard that if fate was only to deprive her of her child in order to let her go to the end of death, she would rather die herself.

How could she be so selfish, how could she have these messy and strange thoughts, what happened to her?Is she crazy?She's not a lunatic, is she a lunatic?

Ning Xiaoman suddenly walked into a dead end, she looked at the man in front of her, suddenly let go of him and took a few steps back, "I'm a lunatic, I will hurt you, stay away from me."

She covered her face, crying and shaking her head, "I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt you, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

"It's all my fault, it's my fault, I shouldn't listen to others, I shouldn't be so stupid, I shouldn't be so stupid."

She muttered to herself, as if she was insane, the man's eyes suddenly darkened, he leaned over her shoulders and looked down at her, "Xiao Man, what's wrong with you?"

He lowered his voice to wake her up, but Ning Xiaoman was caught in his own emotions, as if spinning back and forth in a black vortex, and couldn't hear what Huo Shishen was saying at all.

She covered her ears, not wanting to hear or look, and kept repeating the same word.

Seeing her like this, Huo Shishen's face immediately turned cold, and he rang the bell vigorously, "Doctor, doctor!"

……

Ning Xiaoman forcibly injected a sedative before falling asleep.

Pu Zifei at the side still couldn't believe what the doctor said, "How could it be postpartum depression?"

Although she was surprised, she wasn't that shocked, because she had seen Ning Xiaoman's decadent appearance before, so when she knew that she had mental problems, she didn't have any doubts about what the doctor said.

"Her depression should have lasted for a long time, but she has been holding back and not showing it in the early stage, so it is difficult for others to notice, even she herself did not notice it. She should have started to be depressed during the childbirth period. , or earlier, it was just because the induced labor brought her a huge psychological trauma, so all the previous emotions broke out at once."

(End of this chapter)