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Chapter 1171 I miss her too

If they hadn't been separated, he wouldn't have known that there were so many memories between the two of them, but so few.

It was so much that he couldn't breathe, but it was so little that when he wanted to find the breath of her existence, he always felt that it was not enough.

Although the memories are deeply engraved in every part of his heart, they will never jump as vividly as she is right in front of his eyes. There is always a layer of memories and loss, which sometimes makes Huo Shishen feel deeply. Afraid, will Ning Xiaoman never remember some things from the past?
Although this is what he wants, he wants her to let go of the past and start a good life again, even in a world without him, as long as she can live well, what does it matter?
But when he really thought of such a situation, his heart ached and he couldn't breathe. As long as he thought about it every time, his whole body seemed to be immersed in pain, and he couldn't escape.

If his Xiaoman really forgot completely and completely, and there is no possibility of ever remembering him again, if he was buried in a tomb in her heart and there was no possibility of seeing him again, he lived without light and what is the relationship?
Without her, he would rather live in memory.

……

The days are so unhurried, and because Xiaohai was taken back home, he can spend a little longer with his family, so his personality is not as introverted as before.

During the day, Mr. Huo stayed with him at home, and ignored all other things, and only devoted all his energy to his two little great-grandchildren.

My sister has not yet woken up, and can only rely on modern science and technology to maintain her life. It is still unknown whether she can survive completely, but now he does not expect so much, as long as he can live, it is already a great gift.

But he is also greedy, he wants both children to be well, and he pampers and pampers Xiao Cai even more.

How strict he was with Huo Shishen before, how indulgent he was with Xiao Hai, even to the point of doting, pouring all his love on him, together with his longing for Ning Xiaoman.

During the day, Mr. Huo stayed with Xiaohai in the old house, and when Huo Shishen came back at night, he would always teach Xiaohai some things that Mr. Huo was not able to be ruthless to teach, but Huo Shishen was able to be ruthless. Come.

After he came home from work, he would hardly bring his work back, and would spare time for him and Xiaohai.

As a father, he did the best he could, and Mr. Huo could feel his efforts.

It's just that no matter how well he does, there is no way to make up for the lack of a mother.

Mr. Huo could also see that Huo Shishen wanted to try his best to make up for the love that should belong to Ning Xiaoman, so as not to let Xiaohai feel resentful when he grew up, but the more he was like this, the more sad he felt, the more I feel sorry for Huo Shishen.

He was missing Ning Xiaoman and feeling sorry for Ning Xiaoman, but he realized that his grandson was actually in unspeakable pain, struggling in the pain of losing his lover.

He didn't feel any better than anyone else, but he couldn't show it, to make it all work.

He couldn't show his emotions, he couldn't say he was uncomfortable, and he couldn't show any vulnerability in front of everyone.

Because he wants to support a family, he wants to protect him and Ning Xiaoman's child, and even more so, guard her behind Ning Xiaoman's unawareness, even if she has forgotten him now.

……

Spring is coming and autumn is coming, it's already deep winter, Xiao Hai can clearly understand the simple conversations of adults, and can make correct responses, but she just refuses to speak or call out.

When Huo Shishen came home these few days, he casually put his suit jacket on the sofa beside him. He came back earlier today. Mr. Huo didn't know he was back, so he sat on the sofa in the living room and drank the tea the butler poured for him. Suddenly feel a little sad.

"I heard that Xiaoman is going to be engaged to that young master of the Qin family..."

His tone was a little melancholy. It turned out that the news came that the two of them were planning to marry, and the parents of both sides just met. He didn't expect that after such a short period of time, it had already been confirmed, and it was rumored that they were going to marry each other. Formal engagement.

The news that can be spread internally has basically been finalized, and there will be no other changes.

Although I knew this day would come eventually, I still felt a little sad in my heart.

Obviously she is the granddaughter-in-law of their family, but now she has become someone else's family for no reason, so she naturally feels a little uncomfortable.

Mr. Huo took Ning Xiaoman's photo and looked at it again and again. It was the wedding photo taken when she and Huo Shishen got married. After getting married, I don't know how to change a person.

Mr. Huo's eyes became redder the more he looked at him, he sighed, and then looked at Xiao Hai, who was playing with building blocks without any distraction, with tears streaming down his face.

Huo Shishen pretended not to see his distress, and just walked in silently. The housekeeper quickly stood up, "Boss Huo is back."

Hearing this, Old Master Huo quickly put the photo upside down on the table to prevent Huo Shishen from seeing his sadness.

He was nothing, Huo Shishen should be the saddest.

Mr. Huo took a deep breath, and said to Huo Shishen, "You're back?"

Huo Shishen nodded, and did not pierce Mr. Huo's clumsy disguise, but walked behind Xiaohai, watched him concentrate on playing with the toy in his hand, softened his brows and eyes, and rubbed his head lightly, "This place is misspelled, it shouldn't be spelled that way."

When Xiaohai heard his words, he raised his head and looked at him. He seemed a little introverted, and he was also very indifferent to the servants at home. He usually didn't respond to Mr. Huo, but was just immersed in his own world.

For a while, Mr. Huo was afraid that he might have autism, but after the doctor's examination, he found that everything was normal, but his personality was like this.

He would only occasionally respond to Huo Shishen's questions, and sometimes even Huo Shishen would not respond, but today his reaction was very positive. He not only glanced at Huo Shishen, but also moved the corners of his mouth, and suddenly shouted He said, "Ah..."

The sound he made was very vague, and Huo Shishen couldn't hear it clearly at first, so he squatted down in front of him and looked into his eyes, "Dad didn't hear what you said just now, can you say it again?"

Xiaohai looked at him, her small body was still childish, as if she didn't understand anything, her long eyelashes were drooping, and suddenly she called out two words in a childish voice, "Mom."

Huo Shishen's expression froze on his face in an instant, and a trace of deep emotion flashed across at that moment, which he hid well.

But he still couldn't help but gently hugged Xiaozai into his arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "I miss her very much, too."

(End of this chapter)