you are so nice lady

Chapter 1201 That's My Child
Her words struck Huo Shishen's ear like a bell, making his expression freeze in solemnity, "You mustn't say such things."

He held Ning Xiaoman's face and let her look into his eyes, "You've had a good year, and you've done a good job. You have a brand new life. You've forgotten everything in the past. You've had a very good time." Well, why do you have to think about it?"

He wiped away Ning Xiaoman's tears bit by bit, even his own eyes were already scarlet, but he didn't realize it at all, he just focused on looking at the eyes of the woman in front of him, as if he would not be able to see it in the next second, " I know it will be hard for you to remember now, but when you wake up after falling asleep, everything will be different, and you will be much more comfortable later, trust me, okay? I won’t make you sad again. "

Ning Xiaoman held her face and kept crying. She had nothing to refute Huo Shishen. All this was already an unbearable pain, but if she forgot it, she couldn't bear to forget it.

"How could you do this to me? Why did you do this to me? Why did you do this to me?"

Huo Shishen was silenced by her, his throat was tight, and he pressed Ning Xiaoman's shoulder harder, "Give me a while, I only want you to live well, as long as you can live in a place where I can see Very good, don't worry about anything else, leave everything to me, okay?"

At least on the day of her 23rd birthday, let him think about the future after he has settled everything.

He didn't want Ning Xiaoman to be involved in the conspiracy of his previous life. He thought that everything was over after Simmons' death, but it wasn't. The memories of his previous life flooded into Huo Shishen's mind, and he remembered everything , I also remember that the driving force behind the things he investigated because of Ning Xiaoman's death in his previous life was definitely not only Simmons, but also someone he hadn't found out.

Before he finds that person, he can't put Ning Xiaoman in danger, he can only let go...

Ning Xiaoman took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and suddenly raised his head to look at him, "The little boy I saw at the airport that day, what's his name?"

Huo Shi's Adam's apple rolled up and down, but he didn't answer her.

Ning Xiaoman looked at him intently, not wanting to miss the expression on his face at all, but seeing that he didn't move at all, his heart was already cold, "Is that our child?"

Huo Shishen's eyes became deeper and deeper, he only raised his hand to pin her somewhat messy hair behind her ears, "No."

His voice was hoarse, "Xiao Man, don't be immersed in your own fantasies, and don't face reality, our children have already..."

Ning Xiaoman looked at him coldly, "He is my child, you are lying to me!"

Huo Shishen didn't speak, the corners of his mouth were drawn into a straight line, and he just looked at her silently.

Ning Xiaoman became more and more angry, stepped forward, grabbed his collar and made him look down into his eyes, "Tell me, is that our child?"

Huo Shishen had already told her the answer, so he stopped talking.

Ning Xiaoman became more and more emotional, pulling his tie and pushing him against the wall behind him, his whole body was extremely aggressive, "Tell me, is that our child? Tell me! Tell me!"

Her hands kept scratching and biting his chest, her eyes were already bloodshot, the nurse at the side was a little scared, and subconsciously wanted to call the doctor over.

Huo Shishen could only hold Ning Xiaoman's waist with one hand, hug her in his arms, accept all her attacks, turn around and look at the nurse coldly, "Don't scare him."

The nurse nodded quickly, and trembled a little when she saw Ning Xiaoman's appearance. She had never seen such a crazy patient before, so she hurried out to call the doctor over.

Seeing her leave, Ning Xiaoman couldn't control himself even more, "You're like this again! You want to leave me alone again!"

Huo Shishen felt a little bitter when he heard her words, he pressed the back of her head and firmly placed her in his arms, not allowing him to move.

He couldn't say anything, he didn't have anything to refute, so what right did he have to explain to her?From Ning Xiaoman's point of view, it seems that he gave up on her, but every time Ning Xiaoman forgets him, he feels that he is the one who was left behind. She is moving towards her new life, and he is alone in the memories of the past, never to be able to escape.

What she faces is always sunshine, he puts a brand new world in front of her, and he himself stands behind the shadows, as long as her illness is not so serious, as long as she can have a little will to live when she is with him , as long as she can show a happy smile again by his side, he will not push her out with his own hands.

As long as there is such a possibility, he will not let go.

Huo Shishen hugged her hard, as if he wanted to integrate her into his flesh and blood, because he knew that after this hypnosis, he really wanted to say goodbye to her, forever.

But he couldn't bear it, really couldn't bear it.

"Huo Shishen..." Ning Xiaoman also sensed the softening of his attitude, and suddenly hugged his waist to calm down, looked at him with tears in his eyes, and begged in a nasal voice: "That's my child, right? Let me do it again Would you like to go and see him? What's his name?"

Huo Shishen didn't answer her words, but raised his hand to cover her eyes, he could feel her eyelashes trembling slightly in his hand, and said nothing.

He didn't dare to look into Ning Xiaoman's eyes, he was afraid that if he looked at him again, his heart would really soften.

They were not only waiting for the doctor, but also Li Yuan. Li Yuan hurried into the ward, seeing the scene in front of him, his pupils tightened suddenly, but now was not the time to sigh.

He walked forward slowly, saw Ning Xiaoman's eyes fell on him, clenched his fists, forced himself not to look at her, and said in Huo Shishen's ear: "The young master is sick and has a fever. In the hospital..."

Huo Shishen froze, looking at the woman in his arms.

He couldn't bear it, so he closed his eyes and gently pushed Ning Xiaoman out, "Be good, I won't make you sad again."

Ning Xiaoman held his face and kept crying, "You're going to see him, right? You're going to see our child."

Huo Shishen felt unspeakably uncomfortable, as if a sponge was blocked in his throat, he pressed her shoulders to make her back up, "That's not our child."

He didn't want to give her hope. Compared with the dead past, the present with a glimmer of hope is the most tormenting.

And the psychiatrist also told him that if Ning Xiaoman knew that their child was still alive, he would only refuse to receive treatment, would be more immersed in the shadow of the past, would never be able to get out, and would even be aggressive towards Xiaohai. Her illness will never get better.

(End of this chapter)