you are so nice lady

Chapter 1238 Do You Want Me Again?

"Xiaohai..." She murmured the name repeatedly, with a bitter smile on her lips, since she had already decided to leave and cut it off so thoroughly, why did she still call it this name?

How could she not remember that when she joked with Huo Shishen before, she told him that if she gave birth to a boy, she would call her Huo Nai, and if she gave birth to a girl, she would call her Huo Shui.

It was just a joke, but I didn't expect it to come true.

Now that they have already decided to separate, why do they take her previous jokes seriously?This will only make her more unable to let him go, and...

Ning Xiaoman suddenly looked at the man in front of him coldly, "Didn't you say that Xiaohai is not my child, so why did you use the name I gave him?"

"It just happened to occur to me." Huo Shishen knew why she came here, and she hasn't changed her rhetoric since the beginning.

Ning Xiaoman knew that he couldn't get the information he wanted at all, so he closed his eyes, and the corners of his eyes suddenly turned a little red, "Can I see him again?"

She loosened her clenched fists slowly, instead of the tense atmosphere when she first looked at Huo Shishen, she spoke in a hoarse voice, even with a hint of pleading, "Is it okay?"

Huo Shishen didn't expect her move. He thought that she would continue to stand in a stalemate with him, but he didn't expect that she would suddenly show weakness.

His showing weakness to her has always been irresistible. We used to be like this. As long as she begged him in his ear with a crying sound, he would usually do what she wanted, and Cong would never force her to do anything.

It's just now... He rubbed the center of his brows, as if he had a headache, "He's already fallen asleep."

Ning Xiaoman sniffed, "It doesn't matter if you fall asleep, just let me take another look at him? I promise not to wake him up, just take a look from a distance, please..."

Huo Shishen didn't speak, and it took a long time before he raised his head to look at her, "No more useless insistence, it's good for you and me...it's better for Xiao Hai, too."

The pause in the middle of him broke Ning Xiaoman's heart, "He is my son!"

She clenched her fist and insisted: "No matter what you say, he is my child, don't try to deny it!"

Huo Shishen's eyes were on and off, and there was an obscurity and light in it that she couldn't understand. Before he could speak, Ning Xiaoman suddenly stood up and walked in front of him, squatting down——

She put her hands on his knees and looked up at him, "Tell me, where is Xiao Shui?"

If Xiaohai is still there, what about Xiaoshui?

Huo Shi's deep Adam's apple rolled up and down suddenly, and the sudden trembling eyes made Ning Xiaoman feel a chill in his heart, and the expression on her face slowly calmed down. Instead of the begging and grievance just now, it became a calm and slow expression. Looking at him, he asked word by word, "Where's Xiao Shui?"

It was just three words, just a too simple question, but Huo Shishen seemed unable to answer her, as if someone had grabbed his throat and couldn't utter a single word.

Ning Xiaoman looked at him, what else did he not understand?She covered her face, not knowing what to do for a while.

"How can you be like this... If Xiaohai is still here, how can Xiaoshui not be here... How can she not be here?"

Huo Shishen couldn't answer her. Now Xiaoshui was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed tightly. No matter how many times he visited him, he was still in this state. It was very difficult to wake up from a vegetative state, but it was not without miracles.

How many times can miracles happen in this life?All the miracles he encountered were applied to Ning Xiaoman, her rebirth, and all the things he remembered about his previous life. He didn't know if there was any chance of it happening to Xiaoshui, and how could he use such a slim chance? To bet on a healthy Ning Xiaoman?
He raised his hand many times, and then slowly lowered it, wanting to put it on Ning Xiaoman's head to gently rub her hair countless times, or to pull her up and pinch her chin so that she can look at him kiss her eyes, kiss her mouth, kiss her tears, kiss her all the places that make him feel distressed and reluctant, until she is so comfortable in his arms that she trembles, and finally blooms slowly, and there will never be any other hurts. pain.

But he couldn't give her that.

He never thought that his previous doting on her would turn into the current gut-piercing poison.

Even though Ning Xiaoman looks very normal now, he still can't forget how crazy she was when she was swayed by those emotions. It wasn't Ning Xiaoman at all, and she didn't want to be like that.

Huo Shishen closed his eyes and pulled her up from the ground, pressed her wrist to make her look directly into his eyes, "Don't cry, go back."

Ning Xiaoman's eyelashes were full of tears, and he looked at him dimly, "You don't want me again, do you? You want to leave me alone again, and this time you have to take Xiaohai with you. That's us My child, how could you do this?"

"No..." Huo Shishen's throat suddenly felt a little rough. He really couldn't deal with such a fragile Ning Xiaoman. He could only put one hand on her face, but didn't touch it, and carefully brushed her broken hair. Pinned behind her ear, it didn't touch her skin at all.

The fingertips just slightly touched the delicate fluff on it, and they were immediately retracted like an electric shock.

He was afraid that he would be reluctant and linger.

Huo Shishen's voice was low and hoarse, he let go of his hand, leaned back slightly, and returned to his usual calm and indifferent appearance, "Let's go, before Grandpa is not so uncomfortable."

Ning Xiaoman saw that he was indifferent to him and even invulnerable, took a step back, and looked down at him, "Even if I tell you, I would rather be with you than die or stay in a dark hell forever. , you want to drive me away too?"

Huo Shishen didn't answer her question, his gaze suddenly became deep and rigid, watching a certain point gradually darken, it took a long time before he said lightly, "I won't let you live in the dim hell forever, You'll walk in the sun."

Ning Xiaoman took a deep breath, and his trembling body suddenly calmed down, "I understand."

She suddenly opened her eyes again, a trace of scarlet flashed inside, and she smiled coldly, "I see..."

She suddenly realized something. Ever since she was reborn, she was too eager to live. She wanted to be with Huo Shishen, thinking that as long as she relied on him, the two of them would go to the end of their lives.

So as long as Huo Shishen leaves her, she feels as if she is going to die. She is a dodder flower that clings to him, absorbs his nutrients, and relies on him. As long as she leaves him, she will wither like a flower. Like withered grass, she will never be able to live on her own. She is not so strong, nor is she so resilient.

She was originally a dilapidated soul that had withered long ago. It was he who put her together over and over again and gave her hope to start again, and now he wanted to push her away again.

Didn't he only want her to live?
Then she will live well.

(End of this chapter)