you are so nice lady

Chapter 1241 It's Okay, Dad Is Here

She could obviously give them a warm and sweet family, but because of her illness, she put so much pressure and burden on Huo Shishen, and made Xiaohai live in the shadow of not having a mother since she was a child.

Maybe when she can't control her emotions, she will hurt them...

She wishful thinking that it doesn't matter if the four of them live in hell, but she never thought that maybe Xiaohai...or Xiaoshui too, never wished to have such a crazy mother, such a mother who couldn't control herself , They just want to grow up healthy and happy like ordinary children, why should they have such a mother who can explode at any time by their side?
Ning Xiaoman suddenly understood something, and looked at the man in front of her with red eyes, her eyes were full of complicated emotions, all kinds of expressions were intertwined, making her face look a little distorted.

She held her face in her hands, her mind was filled with Xiaohai's voice, as if she was accusing her, or accusing her, she couldn't help but knelt down on one knee, "I'm so bad..."

However, Huo Shishen's expression changed, he strode up to her, subconsciously grabbed her shoulder, and made her look up at him, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Ning Xiaoman shook his head, sniffed, looked at the man in front of him, covered his face and squatted down again, "Leave me alone, go and see Xiaohai..."

She couldn't help sobbing, and her shoulders were shaking.

Huo Shishen's eyes darkened, and he knew that she couldn't help but get sick.

He raised his hand and thought about rubbing her head, but just as he stretched out his hand in the air, he heard the woman in front of him suddenly increase her voice, and said to him indifferently: "I said, go and see how Xiao Hai is doing, leave me alone!"

Her voice buzzed from the palm of her hand, and she covered her face to prevent him from seeing her expression.

But Ning Xiaoman himself can imagine how ugly she is now, thinking in his heart not to let him see this, don't...

She took a deep breath and said to him as calmly as possible: "Don't let Xiaohai come over, don't let him see me like this."

She didn't want to be seen by him, and she didn't want to scare him.

Huo Shishen didn't speak, and stood up with the corners of his mouth pursed. No one could see that his hands hanging by his sides were clenched into fists, and his fingertips were so white that they were almost transparent. He hugged her right here, but turned around step by step out of her sight.

When he closed the door, a monosyllable came out of his throat, "Okay."

He can't stay by her side forever, he has to let her survive alone, if he keeps standing by her side and accompanying her, Ning Xiaoman will have no way to release his dependence on him.

He still remembers what the psychiatrist said to him. They said that Ning Xiaoman's biggest obstacle now is that he is too dependent on him. Even after losing his memory, he subconsciously preserved those instincts. It should be a good thing for one person to rely on another. , represents trust, liking, and love, but if you rely too much, when you lose yourself, you are already on a dangerous cliff, and you may fall down at any time.

Although she gave herself wholeheartedly, she couldn't lose herself, and Ning Xiaoman had been wandering in the abyss of losing herself for a long time, and it took so long for her to show his insecurity, which means that she had disguised herself deeply enough before. , from her previous life to this life, her uneasiness has been deeply buried in her bones, and there is no way to eradicate it.

Huo Shi took a deep breath, closed his red eyes in the dark, then regained his composure, and strode towards Xiaoshui's room.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Xiaozai standing beside Xiaoshui's bed, crying so hard, he stopped crying when he saw him come in, and looked at Huo Shishen, "Dad!"

He called out to him, but Huo Shishen didn't make a sound, and slowly closed the door, before turning around, a small shadow in front of him rushed towards him, hugged his waist, and pushed his small head towards him. His arms arched.

Huo Shi breathed a sigh of relief, rubbing his big palm on the back of his head, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, and gave Xiao Hai a sense of security in this room, "It's okay, Dad is here."

Xiaohai whimpered a few times in his arms, hugged his waist and rubbed against his arms again.

Huo Shishen's eyes gradually softened, and he squatted down in front of him, "What's wrong?"

He knew that Xiaohai should still be crying now. Although this child is only one year old, he can even walk wobbly, but he has an inexplicable stubbornness, and he doesn't want to cry in front of others, even if it is more painful in front of him. Be brave, as if seeing him cry is something embarrassing.

He sometimes felt that Xiaohai was a little too precocious, but he could only think that it was his own illusion for a one-year-old child. He rubbed his head, and Xiaohai gradually calmed down after a while, Huo Shi Shen patiently gave him time to calm down.

When Xiaozai finally raised his head and sniffed in front of him, his eyes were red, his heart trembled suddenly.

Although I was a little anxious when I heard him crying outside just now, but now seeing his appearance and his eyes that are almost exactly the same as Ning Xiaoman, Ning Xiaoman also likes to use this method when he is wronged and sad. Looking at him with eyes, his mood was suddenly in a trance, he couldn't recover, and his heartache was a little uncontrollable.

He clenched his fists tightly and used extremely strong self-control to keep himself from losing his composure in front of Xiaohai. After a while, he came to his senses and asked him, "What's the matter? Did you have a nightmare? How did you come to Xiaoshui?" room?"

Xiaohai shook his head, then suddenly took Huo Shishen's palm, shook it slightly, pointed at Xiaoshui's bed, and a gleam of light flashed in his eyes.

Huo Shishen didn't understand what he meant at first, but when he was leading him towards Xiaoshui's bed the next second, he suddenly had a guess, and subconsciously quickened his steps, "Xiaohai."

He called his name, and suddenly unbuttoned his shirt a little anxiously. I don't know if it was what he thought. The two stood still next to Xiaoshui's hospital bed. He poked lightly on his face, then turned his head and looked at Huo Shishen with a look of expectation, a gleam of light flashed in his eyes——

Huo Shishen frowned, and suddenly raised his hand, rubbing the center of his brows, "You have to tell me what you mean."

He squatted down, took Xiaohai's two little hands and rubbed them in his palms, "What happened to Xiaoshui? You have to tell me."

Xiao Zai pursed her lips, unwilling to speak, and just looked down at her toes.

Although he was only over one year old, Huo Shishen knew that he was actually very smart. Mr. Huo also said that he would understand a lot of words, but he pretended not to know and didn't give them any response.

(End of this chapter)