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Chapter 1249 Please don't abandon me
A familiar voice rang above his head, Ning Xiaoman slipped into the man's arms without hesitation, hugged him subconsciously, buried his face in his arms, whimpered a few times, "Ah Shen...Ah Shen..."

She just murmured his name like this, as if all her sense of security came from this man, and only by holding him could she feel any sense of security.

"I'm here." Seeing her undisguised dependence, Huo Shishen's eyes became darker, and he sighed inaudibly. He just kissed her hair lightly, and he could feel the tenderness in his arms. The man trembled again, and then he clenched the corner of his clothes, "Ah Shen..."

The voice full of attachment made everyone's faces a little dignified.

They have worked hard at the very beginning, wanting to let Ning Xiaoman find herself and her independent personality, but somehow they formed an indestructible camp with the fear and fear in her heart, and they couldn't break it. It can only be concealed as much as possible.

The way to cover up is to make her forget everything in the past. As the memory is erased, those emotions that are solid with the past will also fade away. If there is no way to deal with emotions, you can only find a breakthrough from the memory .

Because Ning Xiaoman is emotionally unable to break through at all, her psychological defense is too strong, and she is already deep in the vortex, gray feelings will pull her back, and there is no way to use those intervention methods to make her suffer. She returned to her normal state of mind.

They thought that after successfully clearing Ning Xiaoman's memory, they would not be so easy to relapse, but they didn't expect to receive more violent feedback, and even more uncontrollable aggressiveness than before.

"Huo Shishen, be prepared." Si Wen looked at Ning Xiaoman who was huddled in the man's arms, saw her shivering, and suddenly said in a hoarse voice, rarely calling him by his full name directly, "Maybe you need Take coercive measures again, and if left unchecked, she may collapse like she did a year ago."

His words woke up everyone present, and their expressions suddenly became serious, looking at the petite and fragile woman.

Ning Xiaoman listened to the voices of the people next to his ears, he clearly heard them all, but as if he didn't understand, he hugged Huo Shishen's waist even harder, and buried his face deeply, "Ah Shen..."

She could only murmur his name and seemed to have calmed down, but Huo Shishen could tell that it was just a sign of a storm.

A year ago, when she was bewitched by Li Yanzhou, she was the same as she is now. At first, she was very quiet and obedient, only clinging to him and pestering him. He only thought that she was insecure, so she relied on him more. .

But she didn't expect that it was the last step of her emotional breakdown, and it was also the darkest period before dawn.

It was because he didn't notice, and thought she was gradually getting better. He didn't realize that the death in the previous life and the loss of the two children would completely destroy her, and he also wanted to divorce her for some reason at that time...

What is the divorce for?In order for her to truly break away from her pathological dependence on him, and for her to live without worries.

Originally thought that after a year, Ning Xiaoman could start a new life, but he didn't expect that all the obstacles would come back again, sweeping the life between them, even Xiaohai and Xiaoshui were involved.

According to Ning Xiaoman's current state, if anything happens to Xiaoshui, she will not get well.

But Xiao Shui's physical condition doesn't have much hope of getting better...

What about Ning Xiaoman?Want to be like this forever?
Huo Shishen looked at the woman in his arms, her back was so delicate that it was trembling slightly like a flapping butterfly's wings.

All her reliance was on him, how could he be willing to pull her back to reality?

"...Do you have to use that method?" He said suddenly, looking at Si Wen in front of him with deep eyes, with a hint of compromise in his tone, "If I try to make her rely on her for the rest of her life, those emotions don't need to be restrained anymore, she won't Whether it's independent or not being myself, I won't leave her alone again, can I keep her?"

His voice was slow, and he didn't seem to be able to hear any extra emotions, but Si Wen still saw his emotions leaking from his trembling throat.

He knew that Huo Shishen would hesitate.

Just like a year ago, even though his hands were trembling, he still signed the letter to make Ning Xiaoman forget everything and start over.

No matter how much he struggled and how reluctant he was, he still chose to let go when he saw Ning Xiaoman's state at that time. Compared with his own emotions, what he cared most about was whether Ning Xiaoman could live a better life .

He just wanted Ning Xiaoman to live a better life.

He just wanted to see her laughing without scruples like before, or relying on him without any grievances. In short, it wasn't like now, entangled in pain and unable to make ends meet.

Si Wen let out a heavy breath, rubbed the space between his brows, "Actually, you already know the answer, don't you?"

Huo Shishen didn't speak, his brows and eyes became more serious in an instant, he slowly closed his eyes, and hugged Ning Xiaoman even tighter.

He gently pressed against her neck, absorbing her breath, there is no eternal smell on her body, sometimes it is sweet, sometimes it is fragrant, sometimes it is complex and changeable, never fixed when.

But no matter what the taste is, he is always happy.

Huo Shi deeply kissed Ning Xiaoman's ear, "Okay, how old are you and still acting like a baby, huh?"

They are all mothers, why are they still so childish.

But he didn't say these words, he just let her lie in his arms indulgently, maybe after tonight there will be no more chances.

He treasured every moment with her.

Si Wen was right, he already had the answer in his heart, but he would never let Ning Xiaoman leave him, and he would never let her forget everything before.

In addition to the pain, it is also all the precious memories between them.

The man's voice was still deep and pleasant, with a hint of hoarseness, but it made the woman in his arms tremble slightly.

Ning Xiaoman seemed to realize something, shook his head, and hugged the man's waist even more fearfully, "Don't... don't leave me..."

"Don't leave the little water behind either... Please..."

Her voice was choked up, obviously trembling and crying, and Huo Shishen's heart was broken when she heard it.

But he has nothing to do.

He could only seize the last moment and hug her tighter, tighter.

It wasn't until the little man in his arms began to wriggle uncomfortably to break free from him, became emotionally unstable again, and even started to scratch his shirt vigorously and let out a threatening growl, did he use a little bit of strength, the shackles Hold her, "...I will not abandon you."

Huo Shishen leaned his head and kissed her hair, slowly closed his eyes, and finally could only calm down, and said to Si Wen, "Let's get started."

(End of this chapter)