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Chapter 1283 Stressful Pregnancy

At this time, Lin Huanxi was far below the standards of a mother, but she still gave birth to her baby, because she was so reluctant to part with it, and the decision to give birth to a child was more important than the decision to abort the child. Disaster.

In fact, Lin Huanxi knew very quickly what she would choose, but it was not that simple to really want to have a child. From the change in the doctor's attitude towards her, it can be seen that it is not easy to feed a new life.

She herself is immature. When faced with those big and small inspections and precautions in life, she also thought about why she had to suffer this kind of crime, just to bring another new life, and that new life Apart from coming out of its mother body, the only connection with her is blood, but it is another existence independent of her.

Why did she put all her energy and effort into her?
At that time, why didn't she love herself well, but insisted on working hard for another life?
She had such thoughts before, and she didn't know what was wrong with such thoughts, but when she felt that there was a child of her and Si Wen in her stomach, all those thoughts would disappear.

Sometimes people are so amazing, they will go back and forth between two different thoughts, but in the end, this little life overcame all her doubts.

She began to learn to live independently. She used to be able to live well by scribbling alone. Now she is studying in Copenhagen, majoring in fashion design. She only needs to open up a workshop in her small room every day, write draw.

People in the family know that she is doing well outside, and they also know that she has the means to make a living. Lin Huanxi is now an original cartoonist, and she publishes some cute short comics on the Internet. The essence is to be able to support yourself, life does not need too much abundance, as long as you can live on.

What's more, she is still in the learning stage, so her material requirements are not too high. Even though her family is not as beautiful as before, it is still no problem to afford her living expenses.

But even so, she doesn't want to bother her family very much. Since she has become independent, she should simply make the economy independent. She didn't dare to tell her family about this. She was alone in a foreign country looking forward to this little life. 's arrival

Lin Huanxi knew that this decision was very immature and childish. If she was a few years older, seeing her decision at this time would definitely scold her bloody, but as long as she thought about the child in her belly, It seemed that all fears would disappear, even if it was only a temporary comfort, it was enough to support her to finish the rest of the way.

Lin Huanxi never thought that one day she would start to take care of others. She has always been the one taken care of by others since she was a child. The child is also the child in Si Wen's eyes. After that night, she wants to prove to them that she has grown up, and she is no longer the fragile person they used to be, no matter what they say.

She wanted to walk side by side with them, instead of letting Si Wen keep everything from him, such as the matter of Yuan Yalan. From the beginning, he was afraid that Lin Huanxi would think too much, and that she would think wildly and be unhappy, so he kept it from her. Instead, it made her even more sad.

Although the family members know that she is obedient and sensible, they don't think she has the ability to bear setbacks, so they don't tell her many things.

For example, how Si Wen helped their family get out of adversity. They didn't tell her that they were afraid that she would be under pressure and feel unequal in getting along with Si Wen.

And although her father no longer prevents her from falling in love with anyone, she seems to have understood his father's good intentions at that time.

He said that she and Si Wen were incompatible, as if they were really inappropriate. There were many things that he couldn't understand when he was young, let alone the good intentions of his parents. It seems that at a certain moment, all of the sayings and principles can be accepted.

For example, now that Lin Huanxi is pregnant with a child, she couldn't understand the way her parents cared before, but now she can understand it.

Pregnancy in October is a long time for her. During this time, she has grown into a little warrior that she can hardly imagine. She seems to be much stronger than she imagined, and also stronger than everyone imagined. Be stronger.

But even so, those ten months were not easy for her to spend, and it was even a bit tormenting.

It's just that she is willing to endure this suffering and has the courage to bear it, but it doesn't mean that that time is easy and happy.

Lin Huanxi was so tortured by the morning sickness reaction that she couldn't eat anymore. She lost weight for a while, which was a terrible thing for the child. She went to the hospital almost every day, and for a while she simply lost weight. Living there, maybe because I am a mother for the first time, I am not sensitive enough to react to many things, or I overreact, even if the doctor told her that it is okay to do so, or to make her feel at ease, she is I can't feel at ease, for fear that her negligence will affect the baby's development.

After more than a month, she suddenly remembered something, and rushed to the hospital to ask the doctor.

Lin Huanxi remembered that she and Si Wen actually took measures that night, but the memory of that night was too chaotic and fuzzy, and she didn't know how many times it happened later.

In the end, her own consciousness was a little fuzzy, and she didn't know if his measures had been taken... In the end, she vaguely remembered that she had seen a point of view before, and it seemed that if the measures were taken, the baby to be born would be affected. Thinking of this She immediately went to the hospital to ask the doctor.

The terrified look gave the doctor a headache, and told her not to be so nervous.

This foreign doctor is gentle and has his own temper at the beginning, but he is very friendly to people. He just gets impatient occasionally, but most of the time he is very reliable and seems to like children very much, which makes Lin Huanxi feel very safe.

It's just that no matter how much she builds herself psychologically, she is afraid that any accident will make the baby in her stomach bear the consequences of her negligence.

This is her child, her and Si Wen's child...

But most of all, it's her baby.

Lin Huanxi suddenly felt that if she really grew up overnight, then this child must be her teacher.

(End of this chapter)