you are so nice lady

Chapter 909
The screen flashed, and Qin Qingqing appeared in front of him at some point.

She smiled sweetly, holding Huo Shishen's arm tenderly, and the two of them leaned together, looking very close.

As if they couldn't see themselves, the two of them were intimate at the door of the ward like no one else.

Ning Xiaoman told them to get out while crying, and threw the things around them hard on them, trying to make them get out, but the things thrown directly passed through their bodies without causing any harm to them. They all fell against the wall, and finally fell without leaving a trace.

Those two people didn't seem to feel Ning Xiaoman's anger at all, they only had each other in their eyes, their foreheads were pressed against their noses, and they were about to kiss...

【what! 】

Ning Xiaoman covered his head and screamed.

A pile of old events emerged in her mind, tormenting her nerves. It was like she was playing a movie in her head. All of a sudden, she and Huo Shishen were together, they had a cold war, they separated, they lived together, they fell in love... …

But these good memories didn't last long, they were all shattered suddenly, Qin Qingqing appeared, she took her place, walked into Huo Shishen's heart, Huo Shishen's love for Ning Xiaoman was all transferred to Qin Qingqing.

He fell in love with someone else, and left all his indifference and cruelty to her, without even the slightest sign, he just abandoned her so abruptly...

Ning Xiaoman's face was full of tears, and he wondered if he was in a dream?
She stared blankly at the man and woman embracing warmly at the door, and at the child who had turned into a bloodied child before she was born, her tears burning hot...

This must be a nightmare, this must be a dream!
Ning Xiaoman simply closed his eyes, suddenly lifted the quilt and ran to the window, wanting to jump directly, as long as he jumped, this nightmare would wake up, and these hurtful scenes would never appear again.

She stood on the window, looked down at the high ground, and tried to jump out, but because of the instinctive fear, she retreated several times...

Ning Xiaoman hated herself so much!Never have I hated this moment so much!

Even though they have already lived such a miserable life, why are they still reluctant to die?Why still refuse to die?
It is obvious that there is no dignity anymore, as long as you jump down, you can be free, but why are you still greedy for life?
Could it be that just because he died once in the previous life, is he so greedy for life and afraid of death in this life?
Even if life is more tormented than in hell, do you still want to live desperately and unscrupulously?
Ning Xiaoman couldn't understand himself, couldn't understand himself, and couldn't control himself.

She could only fall to the ground in despair, crying loudly...

In her previous life, she had tremblingly suppressed herself. Although happiness was within easy reach, she insisted on living such a humble and depressed life.

In this life, she finally obtained happiness, tasted what is sweet and what is warmth, but when she was about to get everything she wanted, Qin Qingqing appeared...

Everything that Ning Xiaoman desperately tried to protect was easily snatched away by her.

Her life, her love, her Ah Shen, her children...

And her life.

She is so useless!But if she just died like this, she would not have the guts or reconciliation. In her previous life, she had never obtained anything, and it would not be scary to die. But this time, she obviously had everything, but she still wanted to lose it. It was more cruel and painful than in her previous life. .

Ning Xiaoman's tears were all dried up. She sat on the window sill, looking down at the abyss, but when she looked up, it was the faces of Huo Shishen and Qin Qingqing.

The two of them didn't hug anymore, but looked at her coldly, one eye was indifferent, without any emotion, and the other eye was only provocative and ironic.

Her heart suddenly quieted down, and the noise in her ears was completely silenced.

Just jump down like this, at least it won't be as painful as it is now.

Ning Xiaoman closed his eyes, leaned back, and fell lightly.

A second before she closed her eyes, she seemed to see all the expressions of the man who had been looking at her coldly shattered in an instant, with heartache and regret appearing.

The previous cruelty was just a mask he put on, and it all collapsed the moment he saw her really jumping off, only anxiety and heartache, as well as deep love.

Huo Shishen rushed towards the window quickly, wanting to stretch out his hand to hold her, the expression on his face was very painful, Ning Xiaoman had never seen him in such pain, that kind of remorse was so vivid, Ning Xiaoman felt in his heart Very refreshing.

Regret it, regret it forever!
She smiled deeply at Huo Shi, if she doesn't love her, then hate her, as long as he can remember her.

After falling endlessly, Ning Xiaoman thought that his final destination would be hell, but when he fell into the dirt, there was no pain as imagined, but a sense of stability that the dust had settled.

She lay motionless, did not feel the flow of blood, and even felt that she had fallen to the ground lightly.

There was a smell of blood coming from around her, but it wasn't hers. Ning Xiaoman turned his head and saw the formed child and the blood on her body, and stood up expressionlessly.

She herself had fallen from a height and was smashed to pieces, but she still dragged her broken body, buried the child in the soil, and took one last look with nostalgia.

She hoped that in the next life, she would have the fate to be the mother of the child again, but she also hoped that the child would never meet her again...

"Baby, when you reincarnate, you must remember to be as far away from your mother as possible..." She murmured with a smile, but tears fell more and more, "Because my mother is not worthy of love and being loved..."

Ning Xiaoman's hands were covered with blood and mud, he stood up unsteadily and looked into the distance, his eyes were empty, and finally fell down, cutting off all ties with this world...

……

"Xiao Man! Wake up!" An anxious and deep voice rang in his ears, with a scorching breath spraying behind his ears.

Ning Xiaoman snorted in a crying voice, felt that his hand was being tightly grasped, felt a burst of pain, and slowly opened his eyes, "...Ah Shen?"

She saw the man in front of her frowning tightly, his eyes locked deeply on her face, as if she was going to be sucked in just by looking at it, her face was full of worry.

Seeing her wake up, Huo Shishen finally breathed a sigh of relief, without saying anything, he pressed the back of her head and pressed her into his arms, holding her tightly, "I'm..."

He kissed her hair sideways, from behind her ear to her chin, as if he was kissing his own unique treasure.

Ning Xiaoman had just woken up from a nightmare, still a little bit unable to recover, just feeling the temperature in the man's embrace in a daze.

Her forehead was covered with cold sweat, and there were still wet tears on her face, and she kept panting heavily, "I... what happened to me just now?"

Huo Shishen kissed the corner of her mouth, hugged her into his arms again, and patted her on the back hoarsely, but his eyes were deep, "Hey, it's just a nightmare, don't be afraid..."

(End of this chapter)