you are so nice lady

Chapter 981 Full, Don't Cry

"Didn't you say it yourself? If I ask you, I will get the answer you want me to know. Who knows if it is the truth?"

Ning Xiaoman still refused to look at the man in front of him and turned his head even harder.

Huo Shishen was afraid that she would break his neck when he saw it, so he pinched the back of her neck helplessly, turned her head around and let her look into his eyes, "It's not what you think, I'll investigate her It has its own reasons, but it's not about being interested in her."

Ning Xiaoman laughed out loud, "What is the reason for that? When you investigate a person's family background, it can't be because you are not interested in her, right? And she is still an orphan like me. My biological parents are not interested, but they care so much about her family, why don't you let me think about it?"

The most important point is because she remembered that the biggest barrier between herself and Huo Shishen in her previous life was that he would not let her find her biological parents. In this life, she tried her best to avoid this, but she never thought that a similar situation would appear on Qin Qingqing again. screen.

And this kind of cognition made her feel extremely flustered. Why did she still feel uneasy even though she was sure that the fate of her previous life would not affect the direction of this life?
Huo Shishen's expression also became serious, he pinched her chin and forced her to look at him, "You also want to find your family?"

Although his tone was calm, Ning Xiaoman could tell from his eyes that he was a little unhappy.

Ning Xiaoman was also puzzled, why was he so repulsive about finding his family?

In the previous life, the reason why she was so estranged from Huo Shishen, apart from her ridiculously humble self-esteem, was actually due to this reason.

She is an orphan. From this point of view, she feels that she is inferior. How can a child who is not even wanted by her parents deserve the love of such an excellent man?
So she really wanted to find her biological parents, which was about to become an obsession of hers, but in Huo Shishen's eyes, this behavior seemed to be a manifestation of her unwillingness to stay in the Huo family.

If it was Huo Shishen's rejection of her looking for her biological parents in her previous life, she would still understand, because her behavior was really not obedient and obedient, and she even quarreled with him about this matter, making the entire Huo family restless .

But she has been pregnant with his child in this life, even if she finds her biological parents, it will not have much impact on their life, no matter what she will not leave him, why he still has not changed this attitude?

This made Ning Xiaoman feel unbelievable, but at the same time he was a little curious, "Do you repel me to find my biological parents?"

I don't know which words in her words made Huo Shishen a little annoyed, he let out a breath suddenly, unbuttoned his collar with his fingers, casually tore off the tie and threw it on the table, "You have me, you have me Grandpa, we still have our children now, isn't that enough?"

"How can this be the same?" Ning Xiaoman's eyes widened, "You are the most important to me, but this is the result of my choice, but my parents are people who are related to me by blood. It’s a constant connection, even if I don’t recognize them, I still want to know who they are, isn’t that hard to understand?”

Just like Simmons and Huo Shuyi, they didn't know who Huo Shishen's biological father was before, but Ning Xiaoman quickly accepted this fact.

Even before Simmons appeared, if Huo Shishen was curious about who his father was and wanted to find that person, Ning Xiaoman would definitely understand him and support him.

But why are things completely different when you come to her?

"Since they abandoned you, there's no need to let them know your existence, and there's no need to know who they are..." The man paused, and slowly tightened his arms holding Ning Xiaoman, as if he was afraid that she would leave Same, "full, you have me, isn't that enough?"

Ning Xiaoman looked down at him and didn't speak.

She could feel Huo Shishen's uneasiness, but she didn't know where it came from.

She even had an absurd thought, "Why do you say I don't need to let them know my existence...you know who they are?"

Originally wanted to see a flaw from the man's expression, but Huo Shishen just curled up the corners of his mouth coldly, and laughed mockingly, "I don't know who they belong to, and there's no need to know, those who hurt you, I I don't want to waste any time and energy on them."

"But..." Ning Xiaoman always felt that something was wrong, and subconsciously grasped the corner of the man's clothes, "What if they didn't give up on me on purpose? I suspect they have reasons...or maybe they are also looking for And me?"

She intermittently expressed her conjectures. In fact, she had been harboring fantasies over the years, but because of the unhappiness in her previous life, she never dared to express these thoughts to Huo Shishen.

Now that it's all said and done, she has no other worries, "If they really didn't intend to abandon me, or if they were forced to accidentally lose me...then they are actually victims or, isn't it?"

Huo Shishen seemed very unwilling for her to bring up this topic with him, rubbed the center of his brows with his hands, and said in a rather impatient tone, "Pu Zimo recorded in the file that you were thrown in the winter dump, and I found you There was already a layer of snowflakes on your clothes, and there were no traces of coercion on your body, which means that you were not abducted but abandoned..."

Having said that, he paused.

Seeing Ning Xiaoman's pale face suddenly, Huo Shishen knew that it reminded her of bad memories, he reached out and hugged her in his arms, and said softly, "You saw it too, when you were thrown in that kind of place , if you didn’t find it in time, you would probably freeze to death there. The clothes you were wearing were not bad at the time, and they were also very tidy. You could even tell that your living standard was good, so it wasn’t because of economic reasons that you were forced to abandon you. , it could only be because..."

"It can only be because they don't want me anymore." Ning Xiaoman suddenly interrupted him, and said in a hoarse voice: "I know... I knew these things a long time ago..."

Her tone was a little choked up.

She didn't even have any memory of what had happened so long ago. She thought she wouldn't care about it, but the trembling in her eyes still betrayed her true mood.

A teardrop fell from the corner of Ning Xiaoman's eyes unexpectedly, she hurriedly raised the back of her hand to wipe it off, the tip of her nose was flushed, and Huo Shishen's heart ached when she tried to pretend to be calm.

"Manman..." He sighed lowly, rubbing his thin lips against the end of her eyes, his voice was low and distressed, "Don't cry..."

(End of this chapter)