Dust sleeps in light years

Chapter 11

[Four]
In the city, which has always been dry and hot, it rained heavily for two consecutive days, and the gloomy sky made the boundary between day and night less obvious.This weather is exactly in line with Guo Shujie's state of mind.She doesn't have a lot of social life, and the news always lags behind. The rumors I have heard so far are still that Chen Yan is inciting the juniors to put pressure on the head of the department to change people.Before that, she had pinned her hopes on Qiu He, but Qiu He hadn't been seen for several days in a row, and she didn't go back to the dormitory to sleep at night. She asked Xue Tao, but she didn't know about it.

On the sixth day after Qiu He disappeared, Guo Shujie had given up her last hope of going abroad for exchanges.Leaning on the iron frame of the upper and lower bunks she shared with Qiu He, she chatted with Xue Tao about trivial matters, and suddenly saw the rattan flower basket hanging on the side of Qiu He's bookshelf: "Tell me, why doesn't this camellia wither?"

"What camellia?" Xue Tao turned around.Guo Shujie pointed to the flower basket: "I thought the reason why the flowers didn't fade was because Qiu He kept changing them, but she has been missing for several days, and the flowers are still as fresh as if they were picked just this morning." Flowers." Xue Tao didn't continue this topic, "If she doesn't come back, I'm thinking about calling the police." "No need to call the police, her friend came to help her get a change of clothes the day before yesterday." Wu Mi said quietly in the curtain.

Guo Shujie's eyes lit up, and she immediately squatted down beside her bed: "Where did she go? When will she be back?"

"Her friend didn't say anything." Wu Mi's answer made Guo Shujie feel depressed again. "Taotao, is Qiuqiu's disappearance something wrong with your magazine?" Wu Mi rarely took the initiative to talk to Xue Tao. "I don't know. Anyway, I don't have any problems with writing. If I want to publish it, it may only be a problem with the artist... Oh... You said that, but I remembered. I saw her chatting on QQ a few days ago, and I heard that the script author of the serialized comics I have been delaying the draft, maybe it has something to do with that.”

It has been more than half a semester in the same dormitory, and Guo Shujie found out that Xue Tao and Qiu He were working together outside the school. She was shocked: "I thought you two had a bad relationship." In retrospect, before Qiu He moved in, Xue Tao also said that Qiu He "" Not easy to deal with."

A mocking expression appeared on Xue Tao's face: "Qiu and Qiuhe, who would dare to disagree with her?"

To be precise, Qiuhe was not considered missing. She was in a different class from her roommates, and the time of her professional courses was not the same, nor did she have common elective courses. As long as she didn't go back to the dormitory to sleep, she would cut off contact with them.

In physical education class on Thursday, Wang Yiming suffered a slight injury playing football. He went to the "Xiaoxitian" school hospital to get medicine. He saw a tall figure in the waiting area outside the internal medicine department. Under the bird-pattern newsboy hat, he sat with his hands crossed on his chest in the sunlight that cut into the room obliquely, and beside him was a small bag with a silver chain in a black and red gradient color.Taking a closer look, it really was Qiu He.

"Ill?" "Going to work at the ICBC outside the southwest gate, I suddenly felt dizzy halfway. I'm taking my temperature." The girl crossed her arms.

Wang Yiming reached out to touch her forehead and asked, "Cold?"

"Well. Every year when the heating starts, I can't adapt to it. In addition to staying up late, my resistance has declined."

"I feel like I have a fever." Wang Yiming removed her small bag and sat down beside her, "Who made your nightlife so rich."

"What are you rich in? Editing!" "Then why don't you ask me to help? I was chased by a crazy girl recently and I have nowhere to hide. I am looking for an excellent place like the editing room." Although Wang Yiming is not a student of the art department, he has He likes to tinker with DV works. The reason why Qiuhe's editing level is higher than other students is because he worships Wang Yiming as his teacher and learns from him.

"Forget it, I know you are helping, but your Chen Yan still hates you to death. Why is Gu Chuchu blocking you? Didn't they break up a long time ago?"

"I dumped her the way you dumped me back then, and she went insane." It refers to disappearing suddenly without even saying the word "break up".

Qiu He had nothing to answer, took out the thermometer from his armpit, squinted his eyes and looked at it for a long time. "How many degrees?" The boy couldn't help asking.

"Ten...more than ten degrees." "Hey, give it to me, I can't even recognize the thermometer. Yo, this thermometer is really broken.

You wait here, I will change it for you. The boy came back quickly, brought her a new thermometer, and sat next to her again: "Have you finished editing the film?" "

"It's over." "You said you made Chen Yan angry like that, and you didn't please yourself, why bother! Actually, you don't need to be angry for Ye Xuan and Chen Yan, the relationship between Ye Xuan and Chen Yan is fundamental. It's not what you imagined..."

"I'm not angry," Qiu He interrupted him, "This has nothing to do with Ye Xuan. Chen Yan doesn't particularly need this opportunity to communicate. With her family's financial conditions, she can go abroad anytime she wants. She can't argue if she refuses." Whether it's grabbing or not, she can do whatever she wants, it's just a game for her to satisfy her own vanity. But do you know how much this opportunity is for an ordinary student from a poor family like Guo Shujie?"

When Qiuhe found that the other party was staring at her with ambiguous eyes, she stopped.Qiu He has no expression on his face, and his eyes are also without emotion. The lack of emotion and the interweaving of countless emotions sometimes seem equally empty, just as the city is extremely deep and unresponsive always looks the same.Wang Yiming put his hand on her neck and stroked her chin with his thumb. The short lace skirt she wore when they were dating and the two shapely long legs under the skirt appeared in his mind inappropriately.

"If I say I still love you, will you be with me again?" Qiu He responded with a gentle and tolerant smile to the desire emanating from his eyes, and asked back: "If I were with you again?" Together, will you love me more than yourself?" Wang Yiming put his hands down and laughed to hide his embarrassment.Qiu He didn't feel embarrassed at all, and was in a peaceful mood. Although he was still smiling, there was a slight disgust in his questioning eyes.She's not the pampered genteel who's used to this type of rejection.

The unfortunate afterimage suddenly dragged a long memory line in my heart.

[Fives]
In my memory, the sun is always bright and dazzling, leaving people with nowhere to hide. Even on the most humiliating and saddest days, the clear blue sky does not have a cloud.That was the carefree and fearless time of youth, but the trauma suffered in youth will not disappear invisible, they will eventually turn into dust and settle on the long road of a person's life.

Qiuhe will always remember that sunny afternoon that made people feel lost.The stone wall around me is covered with emerald green vines, dotted with stars and white flowers during the period, glancing at it from the corner of my eye, I always feel that the pure beauty is a bit empty and false.

Sweat sticks between the skin and clothing and cannot evaporate, and the brain is humming and humming under the scorching sun, but those perceptions remain vivid and true to this day.

The expression of the boy in front of him changed strangely, and she felt empty in her mind, and there was no standard for her to judge whether it was a wry smile or a sneer.

Wang Yiming opened and closed his lips and teeth, like a poisonous snake spit out a letter, but he pronounced the death sentence of a simple girl like all the sweet words in the past.

——How much money do you want, so as not to trouble her?
He didn't cry loudly, but his eyes were slightly red, and tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, which were immediately evaporated by the high temperature.

The first love affair took away your love, and the second love affair took away your dignity.Before, you thought you were an outstanding girl, but it was only then that you realized that it is impossible for people to abandon their family and origin and live alone in the world.You no longer naively believe that sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity.

With your calmly reddened eyes, you endured the humiliation, suddenly, as if your soul had come out of your body, all the emotions disappeared from your face, and you lifted up your frighteningly young and beautiful face, and smiled gently : "I want as much as she is worth in your heart."

From now on, you are Qiu He.

Qiu He reappeared in front of Wang Yiming with an attitude that was so self-confident that he couldn't be more confident, but he was no longer sincere, and broke up again in a vengeful way when he loved him the most, and retreated in due course.A tit for a tat, the two owe each other, but became ordinary friends.

In a war that was easily controlled with wisdom and indifference, Qiu He won his self-esteem and lost his innocence.

When everything is calm, the vast resentment is only solidified into a speck of dust, sleeping in someone's decayed heart.

(End of this chapter)