After wearing the book, she is handsome and sweet

Chapter 163 I Want to Die Immediately
"You followed me, went to the Italian collector's church, and then led me to Master Cui to get a fake bracelet. It's a pity that you accidentally dropped your badge that time, and I picked it up."

Shi Ran put the badge beside Shen Jiaping.

"It wasn't until Huo Shao showed me her mother Shen Jiayun's badge that I realized that you, Shen Jiayun, and Lin Yuwei are not only classmates but also best friends."

Shi Ran sighed.

"Ye Liqiu gave up her right to inherit the throne and eloped with my mother Lin Yuwei to the Middle East. They want to rediscover the romance of ancient Babylon."

"But someone made a report, which led to King Lanzhao imprisoning Ye Liqiu, forcing him to marry another woman, and sending my mother back to Bincheng. The informer is you, Shen Jiaping."

Aunt Ping covered her face with her hand, her shoulders trembled because she was sad, "Ran Ran, I'm sorry for your mother, it's all my fault for causing your mother to suffer so much."

The room fell into silence, only the sound of Shen Jiaping crying.

Standing there, Shi Ran seemed to have seen Shen Jiaping when she was young, and saw their love and hatred when they were young.

"Our three girlfriends, two of them are no longer alive, and I am the only one left to survive, life is worse than death, I have been living in curse and hatred for more than ten years."

Shen Jiaping kept crying, almost collapsed from crying, and collapsed in front of Shi Ran, "Ran Ran, do you know what it's like to live rather than die? The year your mother passed away, I also wanted to die with her."

Shen Jiaping leaned against the wall, her eyes were empty and lifeless,
"Because I was spurned by everyone in the Oil Painting School of Imperial University, I could never lift my head up, even Huo Qi's mother looked down on me, I would never dare to face your mother, and finally I gave up my favorite oil painting, living in pain every day , making atonement every day.”

Shen Jiaping put down her hands, her eyes were full of tears, now she looks like an elderly woman,

"But who knows, I also have difficulties, if not for the unfinished business, I would like to die immediately.

You don't know, none of you know the pain I endure..."

Shi Ran leaned over and lifted Shen Jiaping's shoulders, "What's your difficulty?"

"At that time, everyone knew that I liked Ye Liqiu, and Lin Yuwei really only told me about the elopement, but I wrote it down in my diary, which was stolen by someone. I really didn't mean to betray your mother , but indeed because of my mistake..."

Shen Jiaping cried bitterly on Shi Ran's shoulder, and brought up the unspeakable secret for so many years again.

It's like unraveling the scars that have been dusty for many years, and the feeling of being repeatedly sprinkled with salt.

Shen Jiaping's tears wet Shi Ran's shoulders a lot.

When Shi Ran saw the older man crying in his arms, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Shi Ran pursed his lips, tore off the corner of his training uniform, and handed it to Shen Jiaping, "Wipe your tears."

"Thank you." Aunt Ping took the cloth with her wrinkled hands and wiped away her tears.

"Aunt Ping, may I know why you took my bracelet?"

"Your father tried his best to protect your mother's life experience at that time, just to make you happy and prevent you from living in the grievances of the previous generation."

"However, he didn't know that after you moved to the slums, you would keep the bracelet your mother left you until you wore it on your wrist.

At the Grand Christian, there was a masked man trying to strangle you for seeing the bracelet, remember?
So, I took the bracelet away just to protect you. "

(End of this chapter)