One thought in love

Chapter 111 You are dead, you must let me live a good life 2
"Xiao Yunqing, you..." she said softly, terrified by Xiao Yunqing's appearance.

But immediately, she stopped talking because of his reaction.

Seeing her, Xiao Yunqing acted as if she hadn't seen her, and walked past her without looking sideways, walking towards the bedroom.

Her eyes followed him all the time, watching his heavy steps, like a walking dead.

Ning Wan bit her lip and followed him into the bedroom.

Xiao Yunqing fell headlong into the bed, lay on her back with her eyes closed, but her brows were tightly furrowed.

It was the first time she saw him so depressed, as if he was hit by something, he bent over.

Even when she provoked him with words, the sadness in his eyes only flashed, and then he was that strong and confident man again.

But the way he looks now, it seems like someone has removed an arm!
Ning Wan unconsciously walked lightly, walked to his side, and looked down at Xiao Yunqing.

"You...are still injured, don't run around like that." She said hesitantly, and even went to the hospital to bring him meals, as if she cared about him, it was not so difficult to say.

But Xiao Yunqing didn't move, as if he didn't hear her words.

"What's wrong with you?" Ning Wan was a little scared, "What happened?"

Seeing that he didn't answer, Ning Wan sighed: "I'll ask the people below to bring up some food, you must be hungry."

That man who looked so upright has since disappeared from the world and will never appear again?
She still remembered the way Yuan Ye stayed by her side because of Xiao Yunqing's order.

I remember Yuan Ye angrily complaining about Xiao Yunqing's injustice, and angrily reprimanding her.

But she never hated Yuan Ye, on the contrary, she liked this loyal man.

She knew that this man would never betray, even if Yuan Ye didn't like her that much, but as long as Xiao Yunqing ordered, Yuan Ye would definitely protect her to the death.

Yuan Ye angrily but helplessly told her not to treat Xiao Yunqing too badly, it was still vivid in his memory, as if it just happened yesterday.

But now, she was told that Yuan Ye was dead!
Ning Wan's eyes froze, she still couldn't accept the news.

"What... when..." Ning Wan asked with a sob.

"It's all because of me, it's all because of me! Yuan Ye died because of me blocking the gun! It's all because of me, if it wasn't for me, Yuan Ye wouldn't have died!" Xiao Yunqing tremblingly said.

The guilt in my heart could not be relieved, and the boredom accumulated in the past few days finally broke out.

Ning Wan finally understood why she couldn't see Yuan Ye in the hospital that day, why Luo Yi was always by Xiao Yunqing's side for several days in a row, because he was no longer there!

She finally understood why Xiao Yunqing had such a bitter expression when he said that Yuan Ye had gone to a certain place.

Yuan Ye has always regarded Xiao Yunqing as the goal of his struggle, and his relationship is closer than his own brother, so why not Xiao Yunqing?
With trembling hands, Ning Wan slowly lifted it from his shoulders, and finally landed on his back, hugging him back.

"Xiao Yunqing, why not... cry!" Ning Wan said softly.

Xiao Yunqing obviously froze, her body stiffened.

There was no trace of tears on her face, but her eyes were still red, telling her that she was not delusional just now, this man really cried.

Seeing him like this, Ning Wan's internal organs couldn't stop pumping violently.

Ever since he got hurt and insisted on calling her, she couldn't be cruel to this man.

Now, I saw his tears again.

This man never shows his emotions easily.

Doesn't it mean that a man will only show his vulnerability in front of the person he trusts the most?
Her heart is not made of iron, seeing Xiao Yunqing like this, her heart throbs with pain.

She didn't know how deep the relationship between Xiao Yunqing and Yuan Ye was, but she could see Xiao Yunqing's pain.

Ning Wan suddenly realized that this man also has weak moments, he is not strong and invincible.

In the past, she always felt that this man would never be knocked down. No matter what happened, he could always stand upright, standing on the ground and reaching the sky.

Perhaps, he had to be strong.

She also sat up slowly, looking down at the wedding ring on her ring finger.

She didn't understand why Xiao Yunqing would often press the ring on her finger, but thinking of that action, she couldn't help pressing her finger on the ring, and pressing on her own finger.

Looking at the ring, she knew that it was impossible for her to be with Ling Moyuan, it was impossible from the beginning.

For Ling Moyuan, she has always felt guilty. As for his request, as long as she can do it, she will try her best to meet it.

But she knew they couldn't go back.

Moreover, Ling Moyuan is living well now, he should have his own life.

With Xiao Yunqing's current situation, she should be on Xiao Yunqing's side!

The hand pressing the ring tightened, and his eyes slowly looked at Xiao Yunqing.

His eyes were lowered, and he was absent-minded and didn't know what he was thinking.

"Xiao Yunqing, why don't you let it all out, okay? Don't hold back anymore, and... come out quickly." Ning Wan said softly, she bit her lip, "I'm not used to you like this."

"Baby, do you know what you're talking about?" Xiao Yunqing's hoarse voice rang in his ears.

Xiao Yunqing was very sad at first, and thought that when he was hospitalized, Ning Wan would visit him every day in the hospital, running all the time for his meals.

Although she didn't talk much, she was moved by him to some extent and learned to accept him, so she insisted on running to the hospital.

That's why I tried to ask her today, but I didn't want to be rejected by her again.

I was laughing at myself for being sentimental in my heart, but I didn't expect to hear Ning Wan's explanation again.

His heart is like riding a roller coaster, going up and down up and down, it has never fluctuated so much before!
Xiao Yunqing couldn't hide the hope in his eyes: "Then what do you mean, it's all right after my injury is healed?"

Ning Wan's face turned red with a "boom", but she didn't say that!

Although I felt relieved towards him, I didn't say so soon!
But when she saw his brighter eyes, the hope in them was so bright that she couldn't bear to hurt her.

The little hand slowly moved away from his chest, imitating his movements, holding his face.

But her hands were too small to completely cover his face.

"Xiao Yunqing, I..." Ning Wan licked her lips, but stopped talking.

Seeing her like this, Xiao Yunqing's heart tightened, and she couldn't help holding her breath, a little afraid that she would say something that would disappoint him.

"It's impossible for me...to be with Ling Moyuan. I may not be able to fully accept you for a while now, but I will try and work hard." She said softly, "So you...don't do stupid things. "

"Oh!" She suddenly chuckled, "Actually, I have not known what I think all this time. I hate you for forcing me, and I hate you for plotting the path of life for me and not giving me the chance to choose myself. But I really... don't want anything to happen to you."

"I don't know how I feel about you..." She shook her head in a daze, "I can't tell."

"But when you were shot, I knew I was nervous about you. I was angry with you but I didn't want you to be in danger." She said slowly, "So Xiao Yunqing, in the future... don't get hurt again. In case... I mean in case, you really can’t hide, think about how to get saved, don’t just call me.”

"Don't do stupid things." Ning Wan said, "The phone is so far away, and I can't save you. If you feel safe listening to my voice, then you can record my voice, but don't... Body jokes."

She knows that when people are in the most dangerous, life-and-death moment, they always think of the people they care about the most.

She doesn't know if Ling Moyuan can do this, no matter what she thinks, it's just a hypothesis.

But Xiao Yunqing really did it!

She didn't show it all the time, but this incident really shocked her, making her unable to face him with her previous attitude.

Once the emotion in my heart spreads slowly, it cannot be stopped.

"Baby, you..." Xiao Yunqing couldn't stop being surprised.

If he had known that he almost died once, Ning Wan would have cared about him, and he would have done so long ago!

Ning Wan blushed, she didn't dare to look at him, thinking about how pitiful this man is, with injuries on his body, she couldn't say anything harsh.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Yunqing wrapped her arms around her, and suddenly hugged her tightly: "Then you owe me once, and when I recover from my injury, you have to pay it back!"

(End of this chapter)