One thought in love

Chapter 187 Waiting Quietly 2
"If it wasn't for Ning Wan, do you think I would have dinner with you at the same table? Jianing, don't push yourself too hard, don't let me down on you! Let the little tolerance I have for you because of Yuan Ye disappear!"

Xiao Yunqing narrowed her eyes, with anger settling in her eyes, she shot on Jianing's face without concealing it, scraping the flesh on her face.

"Don't make me think that there is something wrong with Yuan Ye's vision of women!" Xiao Yunqing said in a deep voice, mentioning Yuan Ye, her heart ached.

"Remember, even though Yuan Ye died, he didn't forget to entrust me to take care of you. That's why I tolerate you so much, otherwise, who do you think you are? What qualifications do you have to compare with Ning Wan?"

If Yuan Ye couldn't forget Jianing even if he died, why would he have to endure all this!
Every time, when he couldn't bear it anymore, he couldn't help but think of Yuan Ye.

Jianing is someone he misses even when he is dying, and he really doesn't want Yuan Ye to die in peace.

But now Carrian's performance is really insulting Yuan Ye!

"Why can't I compare! Xiao Yunqing, don't forget that I am alone now, because of whom? I can enjoy the care of my parents in Ning's house, but now? I am the only one in that apartment every day Staring with the babysitter!"

"You deprived me of the right to recognize my parents and have the right to be accompanied and loved by my biological parents, so what if you pay for it yourself?" Jianing said with wide eyes and a sharp voice.

"Why, Ning Wan has everything? While enjoying the love my parents gave her, she is also accompanied by a man? I don't think it's okay to have one thing? You killed Yuan Ye, so you are in my lonely What's wrong with being by my side when you're here?"

"This is what you should do! This is what you owe me! If Yuan Ye is not dead, do I need to pester you? Wouldn't it be better to have him with me?" Jianing looked at Xiao Yunqing and said viciously.

She knew that Xiao Yunqing could not let go of Yuan Ye's death, and she knew that he had always blamed himself.

That being the case, she grasped this point and made him uncomfortable!

For her, Yuan Ye is a sharp weapon to control Xiao Yunqing!
As long as she speaks out from Yuan Ye, she is not afraid that Xiao Yunqing will not compromise!
"You said that Yuan Ye has a problem with how he sees women? No! You are responsible for all this! He has no problem at all! Since you keep saying that you will help Yuan Ye take care of me, what are you doing now?"

"You don't care about my life! In order to accompany Ning Wan, you just watched me die! Is this how you repay him? Is this what you promised him? Are you not afraid that he will die in peace?"

In the end, Jianing yelled loudly, and the sound of "I will die with my eyes closed" was extraordinarily heavy and terribly shrill.

It seemed that Yuan Ye was staring angrily at Xiao Yunqing, accusing him of not taking good care of her!
"You owe Yuan Ye your life, and you owe me a family! You forgot what Yuan Ye asked you to do before he died? For Ning Wan, you sacrificed me? That's how you take good care of me? Are you not afraid that Yuan Ye will go to bed at night? Looking for you!"

Xiao Yunqing's gaze gradually became dull, as if she didn't see Jianing who was blushing and had a thick neck at all.

The fists hanging on the side of the legs were tightly clenched, and the knuckles made a rattling sound, but slowly, following Jianing's words, his fists gradually loosened.

Carrian lowered her eyes, lying on the bed at an angle where she could clearly see the movements of his hands.

When Xiao Yunqing loosened her fists, Jianing burst into tears.

"Wow..." and burst into tears.

She wailed loudly regardless of her image, grinning and showing two rows of teeth, and tears poured into her mouth.

"I'm sorry..." she whimpered, and suddenly murmured.

Xiao Yunqing watched quietly, but the next second, her expression changed because of her actions.

Regardless of the needles still stuck in the back of her hand, and she didn't know where the strength came from, she got up and rushed off the bed.

The excessive blood loss caused by the wrist cutting made her pale and thin. She trembled and had no strength. She almost fell to the ground when she got out of bed.

Because of her violent movements, the needle on the back of her hand was almost pulled out from the back of her hand, and the needle tip swayed slightly in the blood vessel.

Because of her unconscious force, the blood flowed back along the tube of the hanging bottle.

But Jianing didn't seem to notice it, ignoring the blood-filled tube and the swollen back of her hand, she grabbed Xiao Yunqing's trousers forcefully.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... ” knelt on the ground weakly , bury face in both palms.

"I don't know what's wrong with me... woo woo woo... I don't want to be so annoying, I don't want to make you hate..." Jianing cried in a low voice.

"I'm just...just being alone all the time...no one cares about me, I feel like I don't have anything!"

"I just want you to care more about me..." Jianing cried weakly, "I always thought that the mother who lived for 20 years was not my real mother, she just sacrificed me for her own daughter."

"My biological mother doesn't even know I exist... I don't know... I don't know who else in this world can care about me... Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

"The only man who cared about me...he died...he died...no one cares about me anymore...When I think about this, I feel bad...I feel bad..."

"I'm sorry... woo woo woo... I'm sorry... I made you difficult... I just... just want to find someone to accompany me, to accompany me more... so... I can feel my own existence!"

"This way I know that I'm not superfluous, and there are still people who care about me... woo woo woo... I'm sorry..." Jianing buried her face in her palms, shaking her head and crying.

"Do you know? Every time you receive a call from me, come in a hurry, and see the worried expression on your face, I feel so happy and warm in my heart!"

"You let me know that someone still cares about me! Even if I know that you are doing this for Yuan Ye, I will also think that even if Yuan Ye is dead, he will still silently watch and protect me by my side! "

"Woooooo...I just... just want a little attention! A little bit is enough..." Jianing couldn't stop crying, talking about the grievance in her heart while crying.

"I know that every time I ask you to stay for dinner, you are reluctant. You even hate me for threatening you. I feel pitiful myself. Only by threatening can I keep a little bit of your attention."

"I know what I do is disgusting... Even I hate me like this, but I... I can't help it... I don't know how to keep you, I can't think of anything else besides this... ..."

"I... woo woo... I just saw that you are so kind to Ning Wan... I am very envious... I am so envious... I hope Yuan Ye is still here, so...he will treat me very well, just As good as you are to Ning Wan..."

"I just... just want to experience this feeling too... Ever since Yuan Ye died... I can't feel it anymore... woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...sorry..."

"I don't want to..." Jianing shook her head and cried, "I also don't want to do such a disgusting thing, I'm sorry... I'm delusional... I'm bewildered..."

"I just don't want to be alone, I don't want to! I'm fed up... fed up... I have nothing... nothing... I just want a little care... even if it's threatened by me... ...I want too... woo woo woo woo..."

The hand where the needle was inserted was bleeding, and a large bruise was swollen near the needle hole, but she kept kneeling on the ground, crying full of grievances.

Xiao Yunqing pursed her lips tightly, staring at her rotten hands.

"You get up first." Xiao Yunqing said lightly, unable to hear the emotion in his words at all.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo" as if she didn't hear his words.

"Jia Ning! You should have a good rest now!" Xiao Yunqing said, her voice was still a bit cold.

"I'm sorry...I can't get up...I know you hate me now, it's just because of the baby in my belly, so you still tolerate me, I can't get up...I was wrong...I did wrong...I I can't get up..." Jianing shook her head and cried.

Xiao Yunqing pursed her lips impatiently, her jaw tensed, and watched Jianing cry for a while.

(End of this chapter)