One thought in love

Chapter 201 The Man in Black 1
It's sad because of the betrayal of the child's father, and she doesn't know if she can give the child complete love.

Looking at the clothes, her throat felt sore, and she slowly raised her palm, as if she wanted to touch the clothes, but she didn't expect that there was cold glass on it.

The coolness of the glass stimulated her palm, bringing her back to her senses.

Blinking, the other hand covered the lower abdomen.

"Baby, I don't know if you are a boy or a girl?" Ning Wan lowered her head, talking to her flat belly.

"If in the future...I mean, if you don't have a father, will you blame me?" Ning Wan said choked up with red eyes.

She couldn't imagine sharing Xiao Yunqing's life with other women in the future, even if Xiao Yunqing loved her, even if he had no feelings for Jianing, but in the end, Jianing had his child in her belly.

In the future, when Jianing's child is born, the child born to him by another woman will be called father along with her child.

She can't accept it, really can't accept it!

Her love is so selfish, her man will never share it with anyone!
And her children, don't share their father with other children!

She doesn't want her child, even the father's love can't be complete!

Even if she pretended not to know anything and continued to be with Xiao Yunqing, he would definitely allocate half of his time to Jianing's children in the future.

After all, that was his child too, wasn't it?

He would often visit Carrie and the child, and would often be alone with Carrie and the child.

In this way, what is the difference between her sharing a man with another woman?
She can't split her husband in half!

She couldn't imagine such a life, and now just thinking about that picture would make her terrified. If she really experienced it, she would collapse!
I am always worried that Jianing will snatch him away, worrying about what he did with Jianing, are the two entangled in bed again?
If you don't think about it like this all the time, you will drive yourself crazy!

She knew that she would act like a jealous woman, show a face that even she herself loathes, and quarrel with Xiao Yunqing endlessly.

At that time, Xiao Yunqing will also hate her!

No matter how good the memories are, they become the past, and the only thing left to him in the end is disgust, and then let him forget even the good things in the past, and all of them are replaced by disgust.

"I really don't know what to do..." she murmured to the window, as if the fake mannequins in children's clothes were her children.

"I can't bear to leave him, I can't bear to let you have no father, but I...I really can't bear it, I can't pretend that I don't know anything. Now that I know, I can't live with him like this. "

"I don't even have confidence anymore. Now when he is with me, will he think of Jianing and her children? I don't know what he is thinking. I don't know how to trust anymore. I I believed in him so much, but I didn't expect him to betray."

"Continuously doubt like this, keep doubting, I will go crazy..." Ning Wan choked up, "Baby, what do you think I should do? Can you... help mom?"

"Miss? What kind of clothes do you like? You can come into the store and try them on!" The clerk saw her standing in front of the window for a long time, so he couldn't help but come out and say.

But when she saw Ning Wan who raised her head and turned her gaze blankly, she was taken aback by her expression!
Unknowingly, she had already cried tears all over her face, and now her eyes were still filled with water, which kept slipping out, her face pale and frighteningly pale.

"Little... miss... are you okay?" the clerk asked stammeringly.

Ning Wan blinked, and when tears slipped into the corners of her mouth and her tongue tasted salty, she came back to her senses.

Lifting her fingers tremblingly, she gently slid across her cheeks, and her fingertips were covered with moisture.

Everywhere it went was wet.

Only then did she know that she didn't know when she was crying so hard again.

She wiped her face a few times indiscriminately with her hands: "I'm fine..."

"You..." The clerk looked embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

Ning Wan pointed to the children's clothes in the window: "I want this set of clothes, wrap them up for me!"

"Oh, good... good!" The clerk nodded with straight eyes, and quickly turned back to the shop as if his tongue was tied.

Ning Wan also followed into the store. This specialty store is very large and self-service.

From men's clothing, women's clothing to children's clothing, and even maternity clothing, basically everything you can think of is sold here.

The focus here is on par. Customers choose the style they like, choose their own size, and go to the dressing room to change clothes. There is almost no help from the shopping guide in the whole process, which gives customers more freedom.

But because the focus is on cheap prices, Ning Wan never came in.

After entering the store, she looked carefully and walked towards the maternity wear area.

Looking at the loose skirts, she couldn't help thinking about her appearance when she had a big belly, but in a blink of an eye, the image of Jianing snuggling in Xiao Yunqing's arms with her belly out popped out.

An idea suddenly popped into her mind. She wanted to see how she looked in maternity clothes, and also wanted to know what her big belly looked like, and whether she was also so bloated.

Her eyes were straight, and she looked as if she had been cursed. She picked up a maternity dress and walked to the fitting room.

Her stomach is still very flat now, and she hasn't decided whether to tell Xiao Yunqing the news of her pregnancy.

Originally, today, she did not hesitate to share this good news with Xiao Yunqing.

But after knowing the existence of Jianing and her child, she couldn't make up her mind.

So, she didn't want to buy this questionable dress back, she just wanted to try it on.

In the fitting area, there is only one table at the entrance, where the clerk arranges the clothes that the customers have tried.

"Excuse me... are you interviewing here?" Ning Wan asked uncertainly while holding the clothes.

The inside is empty, there are no people there, and occasionally there are a few customers in the store, and they all do it by themselves.

Since she came in, no shopping guide came up to serve her. In this store, she was a little unsure how to try clothes.

"Yes!" The clerk picked up a house number and handed it to her, "Just go in and try."

Ning Wan took the door plate handed over by the clerk and walked in. The fitting area was quite empty, and there were many rows of fitting rooms. The fitting rooms were all closed with curtains. The only difference was that some of the fitting rooms had signs outside. Some did not hang up.

She guessed that the one with the sign meant that there were people inside.

So she walked inside, deliberately choosing a place with few people, but she didn't want to. The scene she saw when she opened the curtain made her froze with fright.

Ning Wan froze and kept holding on to the door curtain, forgetting to move.

In the small fitting room was a man in black, huddled in a corner, sitting on the ground.

His back was leaning against the corner of the wall, his long legs curled up, and a suspiciously colored liquid oozed from his shoulders, dyeing the black clothes even deeper.

Contrary to the black clothes, his face was pale without any blood.

The man in front of her was already very white, and she thought Xiao Yunqing was fair enough, but she didn't expect this man to be on par with Xiao Yunqing.

Coupled with the loss of blood, his pale face was more like a legendary vampire.

Ning Wan stood at the door, and the pungent smell of blood rushed towards her.

Before she could react, she suddenly heard a "click", and then a slightly hot metal tube was pressed against her lower abdomen.

"Don't go, don't bark!" The man said weakly, but the gun barrel on her lower abdomen showed a real threat.

"You..." Ning Wan showed a sullen expression, there was a child inside the place the man pointed the gun at!

In other words, he actually pointed a gun at her child!

This feeling is very strange. Ever since she found out that she was pregnant, she has a sense of mission as a mother. As long as it is related to her child, she can go all out without fear!

Obviously, this little life is still invisible and intangible, but when the barrel of the gun was pointed at her lower abdomen, she gave birth to a courage and determination to protect her child without fear of death.

She is not a particularly daring person, and she is as afraid of death as others, but now she has no sense of fear, and she only thinks about protecting her own child.

If the barrel of the gun was pointing at her head now, she would be so frightened that she wouldn't even be able to think.

(End of this chapter)