One thought in love

Chapter 252 You Are My Brother 1
Even though she would miss her, she kept hearing everything about T City from Wei Ziqi, and she felt at ease knowing that they were doing well.

But she won't be like Xiao Yunqing, who bears the condemnation and guilt in her heart again and again, and is exhausted physically and mentally every day.

She could even imagine how sad and discouraged Xiao Yunqing would be when she received a message from her and went looking for her full of hope and disappointment, when she found that everything was empty.

I was tortured by hope and disappointment again and again in my heart, even though the appearance was intact, but under the skin, I was already tortured and riddled with holes.

Thinking of his haggardness, she still couldn't help feeling distressed.

She left in the first place, not because she hated him.

She doesn't hate him, on the contrary, she loves him very much!

So until now, she can't hate him.

As he said that, Ning Chengxu raised his eyes and glanced at Ning Wan, "Speaking of which, he should have arrived in City B today."

Hearing this, Ning Wan blinked and murmured involuntarily: "No wonder..."

"What?" Ning Chengxu asked strangely.

"I mean, no wonder Qi Shao suddenly dragged me to City T, and left in such a hurry. He knew that Yun Qing would go to City B to look for me, so he deliberately let him go in vain." Ning Wan said.

"That's right! If you want me, I will do the same!" Ning Chengxu snorted coldly.

Ning Wan looked at him in surprise, just now he said he was sorry for Xiao Yunqing!
This time, Xiao Yunqing will be disappointed again if he rushes to nothing again?

"Originally, I felt sorry for him, but he caused you to suffer so much. You almost died when you were pregnant, but you didn't even dare to go home. Let him suffer more! Compared to what you have suffered It's hard, it's nothing if he suffers a little bit of mental torture!"

Ning Chengxu snorted coldly: "Let him toss around in City B! I won't tell him you're back, I'll tell you, and you're not allowed to tell him, you can't be soft-hearted!"

"Got it!" Ning Wan shook her head, she didn't even think about how to meet Xiao Yunqing.

The next day, taking advantage of the time when the study room was converted into Xiaowa'er's bedroom, Ning Chengxu asked someone to watch, and brought Ning Wan and Xiaowa'er to find Xu You.

Xu You's attitude when he saw Ning Wan was much better than that of Ning Chengxu.

He didn't care if he was cheated by Ning Wan, as long as Ning Wan came back safely.

Xu You graduated and worked for a long time, but when he saw Ning Wan, he still couldn't help crying.

In Ning Wan's eyes, this younger brother is still a big boy, perhaps just like her image in Ning Chengxu's eyes.

Facing her, Xu You also cried like a child.

As a result, the little baby was still pitifully comforting Xu You, thinking resentfully while comforting, why did she end up with a crying uncle.

The little uncle loves to cry so much, will he have to let her protect him in the future?
"Sister Ning Wan..." Xu You wiped away tears, but his face was flushed.

It's really embarrassing for me to lose my composure like this.

Especially after meeting the little baby's sympathetic gaze, he couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground and sneak in.

Today's image can be completely ruined.

"Huh?" Ning Wan smiled tolerantly.

"Can you...can you go and see Mom? She...she is really in a bad condition now." Xu You said, "Sister Jianing has cut off contact with us since she returned to Ning's house."

"I also went to see her, and hoped that she would go to see my mother, because my mother was in a very bad condition at that time, with a mental breakdown and a physical breakdown. The doctor said that I should be mentally prepared."

"So I went to her with the idea of ​​letting her go to see my mother for the last time, but she absolutely said that our affairs have nothing to do with her in the future, and told me not to look for her again, and not to call her Sister, because it will remind her of the old days and make her feel very unbearable."

Xu You sneered self-deprecatingly: "We have been a family for so long, but in the end, it just made her feel unbearable. Therefore, I will not go to her anymore. Whether we mother and son are dead or alive, we don't care about her affairs." "

"But Sister Ning Wan, can you go and see your mother? I think if she knows you're fine and clears the knot in her heart, her body will gradually get better." Xu You looked at Ning Wan with some uncertainty, cautiously Pay attention to her reaction.

"I know that what she did was wrong, but she is really pitiful in her current state. Every time I visit her, she lies on the hospital bed and tells me that this is God's retribution for her."

"I watched her body getting thinner and thinner, and her whole face was shriveled, and then I said that God let her hang her breath like this, but didn't let her die, it was punishing her."

"She holds such negative thoughts every day and is discouraged. How can she be in good health?" Xu You looked at Ning Wan eagerly, "Sister Ning Wan, the only thing she can't let go of now is you, if you are willing to see Look at her, be willing to forgive her, even if..."

"Even if you don't call her mom, but tell her that you forgive her, let her untie this knot, relax her mind, and her body will recover slowly!"

As Xu You said, the eagerness on his face gradually receded, and his expression became gloomy: "To put it bluntly, if her body can't hold it, it's really..."

He took a deep breath, his voice was hoarse, and he was sobbing imperceptibly: "Even if I really go, I want her to go without any regrets. Don't let her eyes close at the end!"

Xu You took a deep breath, his nose was sore, and he covered his eyes with his palms.

He didn't know what happened today, he cried so easily.

For so many years, with so many burdens on him, he has never shed a single tear, nor has his eyes turned red once.

Xu Ning Wan's return was too shocking for him, and the knot that had been tied in his heart was untied because of Ning Wan's return.

Perhaps in these years, he has pushed himself too hard and suppressed his heart too much. In front of Ning Wan, his only sister, he is like a younger brother, releasing his fragility.let it out.

Ning Wan looked at Xu You, the burden of life added vicissitudes to his young face.

His face is still young, without any wrinkles, but the brilliance in his eyes has gradually been covered. For him, it appears a bit prematurely mature.

Thinking back, he was still a young man who laughed, scolded and laughed heartlessly every day, but in the blink of an eye, his body became heavier.

Time, once passed, can never go back.

What will be missed is called the past.

Ning Wan gently covered Xu You's hand: "Take me to see her!"

The back of Xu You's hand twitched, and he looked at Ning Wan in surprise.

Ning Wan suddenly felt a little sad, he could be happy like this just by agreeing to such a simple request.

This younger brother has really suffered all these years.

"Xu You." Ning Wan called softly, "You are my younger brother."

These words made Xu You froze, and his eyes, which had just recovered a bit, turned red again. In the end, he couldn't help but burst into tears.

Xu You was crying, not caring about anything, not caring about his own image, not caring about the fearful and contemptuous gaze of the little baby, he stretched his arms over his eyes, unable to see anything, so he cried wantonly.

Xu You arranged Tong Pinzhi in a public hospital. Although the hardware facilities were not as good as that of a private hospital, they could enjoy critical illness insurance, which could also reduce Xu You's financial burden.

Because of Tong Pinzhi's body, she lived alone in the intensive care unit, and the doctors and nurses followed up in a timely manner.

Xu You also specially hired a nurse for her. The hospitalization fee, medical expenses, and the nurse's money are all a lot of expenses, so Xu You lived frugally.

Ning Wan saw Tong Pinzhi lying on the hospital bed with an oxygen tube inserted into his nose and a hanging bottle hanging on the back of his left hand.

The already old face became thinner because of the illness.

The nearly brown skin is covered with wrinkles, like dry soil, lacking the nourishment of water, cracked into dry lines.

Xu You said that Tong Pinzhi's state is just like now, groggy all day long, sleeping and waking up, not much time to wake up.

Hearing the sound of someone entering the ward, Tong Pinzhi, who had just fallen asleep, moved his eyelids, intending to open them.

"Mom!" Seeing that she was about to wake up, Xu You called out.

Tong Pinzhi blinked his eyelids, awakened by Xu You's call.

Before he could speak, Tong Pinzhi habitually smiled at Xu You with difficulty.

The arc of this smile is not big, because she is weak and has no strength.

(End of this chapter)