One thought in love

Chapter 630 You're Acting Like It! 2
She pinched the tip of her nose and wrote, "Come out with me."

After the message was sent, she stopped looking at Feng Jiewei's reaction and got up to leave the room.

She stood in the corridor, leaning against the wall and waited for nearly 5 minutes before Feng Jiewei came out.

He looked at her face with embarrassment.

Fang Jiaran didn't speak, and when he saw him coming out, he immediately turned around and walked to the end of the corridor, near the corner of the bathroom.

Feng Jiewei followed her until she stood still, meeting Shang Jiaran's mocking expression again

Feng Jiewei couldn't bear it anymore, he didn't want to see this expression again

Before Fang Jiaran opened his mouth, Feng Jiewei said: "I know what you mean, but I'm not ready to fall in love yet."

"After I came back, my feelings for you gradually faded, and you can see that I don't look for you very much after I come back. In fact, I wanted to make it clear to you a long time ago. I just got divorced, and I don't want to be so Hurry up and throw yourself into a new relationship.”

"And..." Feng Jiewei glanced at her and said, "When we were in T City, nothing happened to us, nothing happened, we didn't do... You know, I didn't do anything to apologize to you, You have nothing to lose either. So..."

Fang Jiaran squinted, trying to restrain herself from crying, but her eyes were still red.

"You fucking bastard! If it's really like what you said, you don't want to get involved in another relationship so quickly, then what did you do in the first place? Since you don't want to get involved in a relationship, why did you recruit me back then! If you were really like a person, you would have Don't come to recruit me!"

"You wanted to tell me a long time ago?" Fang Jiaran pouted, "But you haven't said it until now. If I hadn't been asking you all the time, you would have never planned to say it, have you?"

"You just treat me like this, you don't tell me clearly, you keep hanging on me, how long do you want to hang on? Until I leave you automatically?"

"But I'm a stubborn person. If you don't tell me clearly, I will follow you all the time, thinking that I am still your girlfriend, and I won't pester you, but my heart is still loyal to you!"

"Want to tell me clearly for a long time?" Fang Jiaran smiled miserably, and kept tapping his chin, "You are such a coward! You don't even have the courage to speak clearly. Even this, I have to ask you. clear!"

She narrowed her eyes: "Why didn't I realize that you are a coward, so despicable, that you don't even have the courage to tell me face to face?"

"Heh!" She sneered, her eyes were full of disdain besides tears, "You were in that room just now, and you still pretended to be a fool with me, don't know what I want to tell you?"

"Have you ever thought that if I am so stubborn and you don't make it clear, I will wait for you foolishly until you have another woman."

"Feng Jiewei, you are such a bastard! You are not a man!" she said angrily.

Feng Jiewei looked at her calmly, in Fang Jiaran's view, it was really heartless.

She began to hate herself for being stupid, and felt that she was really an idiot, how could she fall in love with such an irresponsible, heartless man, and fell in love with him for so many years.

"Don't be angry, it's not worth being angry for someone like me." He said calmly.

Fang Jiaran was stunned, and looked at Feng Jiewei in disbelief.

There was no apology on his face at all. It was as if she was saying that she was stupid. All the disappointment, sadness, and anger were just her wishful thinking. In fact, from the beginning to the end of this so-called relationship, there was only She's doing it all by herself.

She came to him to explain clearly to him, and if possible, she also wanted to try to save this relationship, and she was the one who committed the crime!

It seemed that at this moment, in his eyes, she was an idiot, a woman who stalked and voluntarily attached himself to him.

And he was nothing more than a kind charity to her.

Fang Jiaran took a deep breath and looked at him coldly: "Where's the stewardess in the room? Your new girlfriend, you said you don't want to be in love now, so what's going on with her?"

"Feng Jiewei, I'm not questioning you or stalking you. I just want the truth. I don't believe what you said! Even if we want to break up, what I want is honesty. You don't need any excuses for dumping me."

When Feng Jiewei wanted to speak, she shook her head: "Don't make excuses, you don't want to hurt me, all I want is honesty."

"I have nothing to do with her, she is either my girlfriend or a friend." Feng Jiewei said lightly, "But it has nothing to do with you, don't take my affairs too seriously, don't be too attached to me , I really don't need you like this."

Fang Jiaran really smiled, this man feels really good about himself.

"Feng Jiewei, you made me a fool, you know? In front of so many people, in front of everyone, you made me a fool. It seems... as if I am a shameless ...A woman who is upside down!"

"You don't even have the courage to admit your woman." Fang Jiaran narrowed his eyes, "I also feel sad for your current or future girlfriends, and I sympathize with them."

Her tone was full of sarcasm, especially on the word "future", she clearly told Feng Jiewei that she didn't believe that Sun Yingqian had nothing to do with him at all.

Feng Jiewei looked down at her, then turned and left indifferently.

Seeing him disappearing from sight, Fang Jiaran stood there in a daze, and the tears she had been holding back finally flowed down.

She didn't think about it at all, she went back and forth, all she remembered was Feng Jiewei's words, and the interaction with Sun Yingqian in that room.

Feng Jiewei's kindness to her in the past kept popping into her mind uncontrollably.

Her brain couldn't receive any other information at all, and she was only thinking about these things back and forth, her eyes were fixed without any focus, and her eyes were slack.

Stepping unconsciously with both legs, he walked into the bathroom next to him.

The bathroom is not big and there are no people there, so she doesn't need to face the surprise and inquiry of strangers.

Fang Jiaran thought sadly, then walked into the cubicle, closed the door, put the toilet lid down, and sat on it regardless of whether it was still dirty or not.

"Wooooow..." She told herself not to cry, but she couldn't help it.

This is her short-lived first love!

It is said that first love is beautiful, but to her, it is like a nightmare.

She wanted to leave, to go back to the hotel, get herself drunk, indulge herself once, drink all night, and cry all night.

At least let it out, she thinks she'll be more comfortable.

But she couldn't leave, she remembered that her bag was still in that room, if she went to leave with her bag now with red eyes, everyone would know what was going on.

Although everyone knows what's going on now, she thinks that their "insiders" must be laughing at her in the room now.

And Sun Yingqian, even more proudly, always raised her triumphant smile.

She wiped the tears off her face with a tissue, kept taking deep breaths, and told herself: "Don't cry! Don't cry! At least he said something right, it's not worth being angry for him, he isn't worth my anger!"

"Even if I'm crying here now, he doesn't know, and even if he knows, he doesn't care. I will only anger myself and make myself uncomfortable, and it won't affect him at all."

"When I cry like this and get angry like this, it will only make me more stupid. It's unnecessary, it's really unnecessary! Apart from torturing myself like this, it really doesn't affect me at all. I can't cry anymore... I can't..." She murmured to herself in a low voice, wiping her tears desperately.

After finally stopping, she glanced at the phone screen, from the dark screen, she could vaguely see the red and swollen eyeballs of her crying.

She told herself not to cry, it would be fine in the past, it was no big deal, there was no need for her to be so sad for such a heartless and irresponsible man.

But just stabilized for less than a minute, the tears slid out again, and cried even more fiercely.

She thought of Feng Jiewei's words, nothing happened to them, she knew that he was referring to them not having sex

So, she should be happy, right?

At least she didn't give herself to that coward!

(End of this chapter)