One thought in love

Chapter 679 Hope You Will Not Regret 3
He looked at Fang Jiaran's face, his eyes became more and more miserable, and he pulled his lips mockingly: "Isn't it exactly when I was seven years old?"

Fang Jiaran nodded silently, and saw the light in Wenren's eyes disappear little by little.

"If you want to draw a clear line with me, I don't blame you." Wenren said coldly, "I'm selfish. I shouldn't want to be with you in the first place. I didn't control myself."

"I've always known that with my status, it's impossible to like whoever I want. Whoever I'm with will hurt her." His voice was cold.

So he never had a regular girlfriend. Very early on, he even made up his mind that even if he must get married in the future, he would give birth to an heir to the Wen family.

Or, he's going to make an illegitimate child.

Or, he'll marry a woman he doesn't love, doesn't care about.

In this way, even if something happened to the woman and she was injured because of it, he didn't care.

He is not a kind person at all, he is stingy and will not give a little sympathy and sadness to people he doesn't care about, no matter how hard the other party suffers and dies, it's none of his business, let alone his heartache, Not even blinking an eyelid.

"No! You're not!" Fang Jiaran said suddenly.

Wenren suddenly came back to his senses, only then did he realize that he had actually spoken out what was in his heart just now.

"You are not what you said at all, you..." Fang Jiaran seemed to want to say that he was kind, but he couldn't say it, so he could only say with difficulty, "You are just dividing people."

"Just like in Xu You's house, the neighbors were very rude to you. No one dared to speak of you like they did, but although you were angry, you didn't really treat them. Even if the neighbor's aunt poked your ribs, you Don't fight back, don't even fight back."

"They don't know my real identity, so I'm too lazy to learn from them." Wenren muttered, this defense seemed quite weak.

Fang Jiaran smiled through tears, holding his hand tightly, for fear that he would leave.

She looked at Wenren without blinking her eyes, and said: "After my brother told me, I was very sad and hurt, but also... very scared."

She lowered her head and pulled her lips with difficulty: "You won't believe me if I say I'm not afraid. I can't even imagine the scene when I heard about... Madam, let alone how you felt at that time."

"Hearing your reaction at that time, thinking that you were only seven years old, my heart really hurts." Fang Jiaran said in a low voice, "I thought, if at that time, I was not only two years old, or I was not sensible enough Well, if I knew you at that time, I could be with you, even if you don't want me to comfort you, it's fine if I stay with you. "

"I want to hug you, hug you at that time, and also want to see you now." She took a deep breath, raised her head, and looked at Wenren again.

She found that she couldn't see any emotion from Wenren's face.

He looked at her blankly, not knowing what he was thinking.

Be happy or angry.

Is he annoyed that she shouldn't interfere in his private affairs and past.

"I am also afraid that I will be hurt. If I have the same experience as my wife, I think I will also collapse. I don't want to live in this world anymore. I always remind myself of what I have encountered. Every day, every day, whether I am asleep Still awake, always tormented by horrible nightmares and memories."

"But even so, I still want to come to you, and I don't want to leave. I told you that I am very hard-hearted. If I like someone, then I will always like and be loyal until he doesn't like me anymore. "Fang Jiaran's breathing became a little short.

She added something in her heart, that is, because of this fatal personality that cannot be changed, she will be the one who has been abandoned all the time, because she will never propose a breakup first.

"So I won't leave you unless you first say that you don't like me anymore. But I don't want you to worry about the future that hasn't happened because of my safety. Even if you like me, you have to force yourself to leave me and tell me something Ruthless words, you want to break up with me."

"I think it's worth my risk to stay by your side. And you, will you work hard to protect me?" She looked at him, expecting and trusting him wholeheartedly.

Fang Jiaran took a deep breath, plucked up the courage and tried to smile: "I want to make up for all the hugs you didn't get in the past, so I'm here."

But immediately, her smile froze, and his originally calm eyes, like a wave of stagnant water, suddenly burst into black flames without any emotion.

The flame fiercely illuminated his black pupils, so bright that her body could feel the heat of the fire.

The excitement in his eyes.With such a passion, Fang Jiaran couldn't help trembling under his gaze.

Wenren held her face again, lowered his head and grabbed her lips

"If you come, you can't regret it, you know? I planned to let you go, I can't watch you get hurt, I know I'm too selfish, if you want you unilaterally and then push you away, you will hate me. "

"But I'm still going to do it, and it's one of the more noble and selfless things I've ever done in my life," he murmured.

"But you are here. Since you have made a choice, I don't intend to let you go."

"Jiaran, I'll give you another chance, you still have time to go now."

He raised his head slightly, saw the tears on Fang Jiaran's face, and immediately panicked.

He hasn't panicked like this since he was seven years old.

Unknown emotions controlled him, mixed with distress and fear.

"Jia Ran, what's the matter?"

"You... regret it?" He said hoarsely.

Fang Jiaran cried even harder, she had never seen anyone so unconfident.

The panic in his eyes that was too late to hide made her feel distressed.

Fang Jiaran immediately said, "I don't regret it, no!"

"You don't regret it?" Wenren asked, his voice trembling.

His eyes tightly held her, as if he wanted to see from her eyes whether what she said was true.

He didn't find the expected concealment of guilt, only saw her undisguised affection.

"I don't regret it!"

"It's your words that made me want to cry, you treat me like a treasure, I..." She couldn't speak, and cried even harder.

This time, Wenren finally understood.

She was moved and cried.

fool!

Chai Yu obviously stopped, but said in an extremely aggrieved tone: "Young Master, you didn't get up for training this morning!"

Only then did Wenren look at the wall clock on the wall. It was an antique tribute from Britain during the Qianlong period of the Qing Dynasty. It was restored and hung here. It has been carefully maintained, so it can still continue to work.

Because it was hung high, it survived the fight with Fang Boran during the day yesterday, and it was not broken along with other antiques.

The pointer on the clock points to 05:30, long past the time for him to get up early and do morning exercises.

It was also because Chai Yu didn't see him for a long time that he ran over to have a look.

"I won't practice this morning!"

Fang Jiaran gritted her teeth hard, and covered her mouth with her hands, for fear that Chai Yu would hear her voice.

"Young master, are you sick?" Chai Yu asked when he heard Wenren's tense voice.

"No, get out!" Wenren gritted his teeth.

Chai Yu scratched his head and said, "Oh."

He had just walked a few steps, and the voice of Wenren came out again: "Tell them, before I go out, they are not allowed to step into my yard!"

"Yes!" Chai Yu said, curious to know what happened in the house, but the curtains were tightly drawn, and nothing could be seen.

Wenren just hugged Fang Jiaran, Wenren wrapped her like a quilt, hugged her tightly, and made her look even smaller in his arms.

He kissed the hair on the top of her head lightly, and then his lips fell to her forehead again.

He squinted his eyes contentedly, and the corners of his lips also rose.

"You said if I go out, will they find out that I went out from your house, or will they think I just went up the mountain?" Fang Jiaran asked, blinking his eyes with hope, hoping that Chai Yu and the others thought She just went up the mountain, but they didn't notice it.

Wenren smiled and reminded her of a cruel reality: "Since the traitor appeared in the courtyard, the 'Dark Guard' has been guarding day and night. When you came up in the middle of the night, the 'Dark Guard' had already seen you."

"They won't..." Fang Jiaran stopped breathing, and suddenly thought of something.

Wenren nodded, as if he knew what she was thinking.

(End of this chapter)