Old love and new love: The president loves his wife too much

Chapter 188 Jealousy Crazy

The scorching wine burned Suman's stomach and intestines, causing pain. She pressed her lips tightly, feeling the bitter and spicy liquid boiling the blood in her whole body. Her slender hands tightly held the goblet.

The night is thick, as black as ink, and the bright lights are shining brightly. Although it is prosperous, it is also isolated by the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows. The swaying stars cannot be reflected in Suman's deep eyes. Her eyes are eclipsed. deep pain.

Her heart hurts, it hurts, because of Qiu Chuan's unintentional words, her heart is broken and her heart is torn apart.

"In that room, there are memories of Shaoxuan, memories of a certain person." Suman looked at Qiu Chuan, and said lightly: "I also entered that room by accident, although I was kicked out quickly, But I still see clearly."

"Someone?" Qiu Chuan raised his eyebrows in surprise, feeling something in his heart, and soon, she got confirmation.

"Did you guess it?" Suman smiled lightly, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her voice was as soft as a whisper. She looked at Qiu Chuan with complicated eyes: "That person is you."

Qiu Chuan froze for a moment, but said nothing.

Although she was very happy when she heard the news, she was more sad and melancholy. Qiu Chuan knew that even An Shaoxuan still had his own place in his heart, but so what?Will they be able to get back together no matter what?

Marriage, family, and the deep affection of the other half, they can't live up to it, but they can't live up to it. Although they have made up their minds to divorce Chutian, what about Suman?Seeing her sad look, she couldn't bear it. She didn't want to destroy his family, and she didn't want to hurt a wife who loved her husband so hard.

She understands the importance of family to a woman, no one would choose to divorce unless she is desperate, and she is even less willing to spoil another woman's happiness because of her personal affair.

"Chuan, do you know? Shaoxuan has looked for me." Suman's low voice was hoarse, as if her throat had been burned by alcohol. After a wry smile, she continued: "He said, let I divorce him."

His fingers stiffened, and the remaining half cup of orange juice was almost knocked over. Qiuchuan raised his head and looked at Suman in surprise.

"How could he do this?" Qiu Chuan frowned and complained dissatisfiedly: "If you say you get married, you get married, and when you say you get divorced, you get divorced. Isn't that too irresponsible?"

Even Qiuchuan himself didn't expect that she would actually speak for outsiders, shouldn't she be happy watching An Shaoxuan get divorced?That would give them a chance to get back together, no?

But why?Can't she be happy?
Is it because Su Man is too pitiful, or from her, Qiu Chuan saw himself after being deeply hurt by Chu Tian?
Qiu Chuan has experienced the feeling of being betrayed by the most trusted lover. She knows the heart-wrenching pain and the despair of being unloved. She doesn't want Suman to experience such pain and misery, and she doesn't even want herself to experience it. The man I love so much is called a heartless man.

So, is she going to bear everything silently?

Qiu Chuan asked herself, but she couldn't give a definite answer. She didn't want to do this. She wanted to grow old with An Shaoxuan, with gray hair on her temples.

However, it doesn't seem to work.

Four years, four years is really too long, too long, so long that everything has changed. The once loving couple can no longer stay together without any scruples. There are too many obstacles standing between them up.

The mountains are high and the rivers are long and insurmountable. The feeling of helplessness that cannot be reached caused Qiuchuan to feel heartache. She hugged the glass tightly with both hands, and the cold glass absorbed the temperature of her palms. Slowly, her whole body Also began to become cold and stiff, unspeakable, there is a kind of pain, called unspeakable.

"It's not irresponsible, but..." Su Man paused, and then said: "It's just my own wishful thinking from the beginning. Shaoxuan never said that he loves me, he told me , the deep love he has only once in his life is deep and unforgettable. Even when he thought you were dead at that time, he told us without hesitation that he will only love you in his whole life. Even if you are gone, he will love you. Live alone with deep thoughts of you."

"..." Qiu Chuan still lowered her eyes, but her shoulders began to tremble slightly, and her nose was uncontrollably sour. She pursed her lips tightly, biting her cherry lips with her white teeth.

"It's been so many years. I thought that Shaoxuan would gradually fade away his miss for you because of my appearance and company, but I was wrong. After so many years, not only did he not forget you, but he also didn't fall in love with you. Me." Suman said shyly, his eyes were gloomy and indifferent without any waves, but in the depths of the ink abyss, the expression of pain and sorrow gathered more and more, and intensified like insoluble silt: "Speaking out is not afraid of you A joke, after so many years of marriage, Shaoxuan has never announced to the outside world that he is married. In the villa, the servants only call me Young Madam on the surface. They all know in their hearts that I, Mrs. An, is just a false name That's all, what's even more ridiculous is that after living together for so long, Shaoxuan and I have always slept in separate rooms, and he has never had close physical contact with me, never."

Qiu Chuan raised her head in astonishment, and she was stunned when her eyes hit Suman's pupils. Her eyeballs were very dark and solemn, as if gathering all the darkness in the world. She knew that she was serious, and her heart , throbbing with her slightly frowning eyebrows, it hurts, it hurts.

Qiu Chuan thought that her marriage was tragic and unfortunate, but she didn't know that Su Man's marriage was worse than hers. She had never even experienced the tenderness, romance, care and tenderness from her husband.

Suddenly Qiu Chuan remembered that, a long time ago, An Shaoxuan seemed to have told her that his marriage to Su Man was a conspiracy, that he didn't love her, and there was not even a wedding between them, only the thin red book.

At that time, he stopped An Shaoxuan from continuing because of his headache.But at this moment, Qiu Chuan wanted to know, she was eager to know what kind of conspiracy was it that created such a pair of idiots and resentful women?And who instigated this tragic marriage in name only?

"Xiaoman." Qiuchuan couldn't help but leaned forward and held Suman's hand, her eyes were full of distress and soreness, she frowned slightly, her voice was a little choked up: "Can you tell me, you and Shaoxuan, Why are you getting married?"

Since there is no love, why choose to be together?
Knowing that there will be pain, why choose not to turn back?

Suman looked at her, her slender eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her fair and pretty face was already flushed with alcohol. She stared at Qiu Chuan, and tears welled up in her eyes, bright and dazzling. It pierced her heart like glass that shattered all over the place.

"Chuan..." She whispered her name, her voice was dry and hoarse, and her voice was blurred after sobbing. She embraced her hand with both hands and held her tightly. Qiu Chuan could even feel the skin-to-skin contact. The beating of the pulse on the thumb.

With a cool voice, slowly telling the sad story, Suman has been holding Qiu Chuan's hand tightly, tears welling up one after another, continuously, as if the sorrow of a lifetime has turned into endless tears, so many ,so many……

Qiu Chuan listened, her heart ached, her eyes were burning hot, she also cried, she couldn't help but shed tears, for Suman, for a person who had the same tragic fate as herself.

In the large private room, the low sobbing sounds of two women echoed. Suman was drunk. Under the stimulation of alcohol, she was completely drunk. She was completely drunk.

Qiuchuan got up, walked to Suman and sat down, carefully supported her lying on the table against his shoulders, a few strands of broken hair were loosened, and stuck to her forehead mixed with tears, adding a sense of desolation and desolation .

Her whole body was hot from the alcohol, Akikawa reached out and wiped away the tears from her face, the scalding temperature burned her fingertips.

As if feeling something, Suman's brows twitched. She slowly opened her eyes and looked up at Qiuchuan. Her thin lips moved slightly, and her voice was so small that it was almost inaudible:

"Sichuan……"

"Well, what's the matter?" She hugged her shoulders, bearing all of Suman's weight, her heart throbbing with pain.

She leaned limply on Qiu Chuan's shoulder, with a lonely smile on her lips.

"Chuan, do you know? I've always been so jealous of you, so jealous..."

After the words fell, her eyes slowly closed again, and a tear slipped quietly from the thin eyelashes.

She was jealous of her, mad with jealousy.

Qiu Chuan was stunned for a moment, she only felt a pain in her throat, and it was not until the phone rang that she came back to her senses and took out the phone from Suman's trousers pocket.

When she saw the incoming call reminder on the display screen, Qiu Chuan was stunned, but soon, she reacted and slid down the answer button.

Putting the phone close to the ear very slowly, Akikawa whispered hoarsely:

"Hey, An Shaoxuan!"

(End of this chapter)