Chapter 256
The sun was dazzling, I frowned and stretched out my hand to block the light in front of me, my mind went blank, I moaned unconsciously, a child's surprise cry instantly brought my thoughts back, the scene before coma hit every nerve in me , the heart-wrenching pain spread to the whole body again, and my breathing began to become rapid, my hands and feet were cold and I tightly grasped the quilt, and pressed my lips tightly to prevent the groan from my mouth from overflowing.
"Still feeling bad? I'll call a doctor for you." Lu Ming touched my sweaty forehead and hurried out of the ward.
Not long after, footsteps sounded one after another in the ward, and I cooperated mechanically with the careful and complicated examination.
The doctor asked me how I felt, and I shook my head or nodded impatiently. When I was annoyed by the question, I threw out the word "discomfort".
"Emotions affect the condition. I recovered well before. There are serious signs in the past two days. Please pay more attention."
The attending doctor was making notes in the medical record, Yunhu responded to Lu Ming, and after a group of doctors and nurses left, I turned my body to the other side.
"You go out first, I'll talk to her."
Yunhu stood on the spot for a long time before raising his footsteps.
The sound of closing the door sounded, Lu Ming sat down beside me, raised his hand to touch my cheek, but finally put it down slowly.
"We will meet a lot of people in our life, but it can be summed up as two kinds of people, those who care and those who don't care, and those who don't care, even if they hurt us how much they hurt us, the hatred in the past will disappear. Those who care give Our injuries are like quenching poison. The longer the time, the more toxins will precipitate and the deeper the wound will be. The more we want to forget, we find that even though time buries them in the deepest part of our hearts, they will still be there inadvertently. The pain from time to time reminds us of the past and tells us to keep in mind the lessons we learned at the beginning and not to repeat the same mistakes. For you, Xiao Wu is undoubtedly someone who cares. You can hurt the last time, but you can’t I will pay for my own body.”
Lu Ming paused, "Lu Qi misses Yaya very much. I called Boss Jiang. He said he would bring Yaya back in two days. Yaya is still young. If she sees you like this, she will be very sensitive. Yaya, you must be worried, she is only a little over four years old, you can bear to see her sad?"
I bit my lower lip and remained silent. I understood what Lu Ming said, but I still couldn't convince myself that nothing had happened. Xiao Wu's words before leaving were still echoing in my ears.
Since waking up, I kept asking myself in my heart, "Am I selfish?"
In the next second, my dad's unfeeling quotes popped up in my mind. What she said was indeed true. I am too selfish. I have caused too many disasters for my so-called happiness. I am with Jiang Moyan The heart appears shaken.There is no turning back for Kai Gong, and it has developed to the point where the two are already connected to the bones and tendons, not to say that they can be separated if they are separated.
"Xiaoxi, I know you understand everything, but you still can't get over that hurdle in your heart. There are still two days left. Whether you cheer up or become depressed, you can decide for yourself." Lu Ming didn't sigh when he saw that I had no reaction at all. Voice, stand up.
"People who stick to the horns often drive themselves to a dead end. I don't think the Song Xiaoxi I know is definitely not a fool."
I was the only one left in the silent ward, I sniffed lightly, I don’t know if I’m stupid or not, but this time I really want to hurt the last time as he said, to commemorate my dead friendship, Together with my obsession, I got carried away and enclosed myself in my own little world.
I am reflecting on myself, whether it is because I have failed too much in life, my boyfriend who has been in love with me for more than ten years has abandoned me, and my friend who has been with me for ten years has betrayed me. A heart overflowing with pride.Sometimes I even think that Jiang Moyan will leave me cruelly at the first thought.
As soon as this thought came out, my already fragile nerves began to suffer. In my self-punishment, which was equivalent to a hunger strike, my physical condition deteriorated in just two days.
Yunhu, Lu Ming and the doctor in charge took turns to fight, but it didn't make me better. Yunhu called Qiushuang.
"Look at you, you look like you're not alive, your brother asked you to take care of me, it's hard for you to take care of yourself now!" She put the child in front of me, "For a friend who has been with you for a long time, you Can we see that a large group of us can’t eat or sleep? Song Xiaoxi, let me tell you, if you don’t give me a good meal today, Han Qiu and I will accompany you like this. If you don’t eat a meal, our mother If you don’t eat two meals, we will accompany you for two meals!” Qiushuang picked up the porridge on the table and brought it to my mouth, “Will you eat or not? I just sat up by myself. If I don’t eat, I will throw the food out and tell them not to send food in in the future, we will starve to death together!”
Qiushuang's words were serious and didn't mean to be joking at all. I sighed softly and sat up with my weak arms. I haven't eaten much for three days, and my stomach is sour. I suppressed the feeling of nausea and forced myself I drank half a bowl in one go, took a breath, and under the persecution of Qiushuang's eyes, I took a few more sips. Seeing that I couldn't finish it, Qiushuang took the bowl in my hand with satisfaction.
"You are not so stupid. She is just a friend. If you break it, you will break it. Do you have to torment yourself?" Qiu Shuang gave me a look of hatred, "The body is my own, and the toss is broken." , it will be too late to regret.”
"I don't know it's just because of her." Looking at the sleeping child, his sparse eyelashes moved lightly, touching the softest part of my heart.
Qiushuang remained silent, waiting for what I would say next. I organized my words, and it took a long time before I spoke again.
"I've been suppressing my feelings too much, so that after being hit, all these negativity exploded." I took the water that Qiushuang handed me, and took a sip, "How is our mother?"
"It's still the same, but Dad has aged a lot and has been silent a lot. When I passed by, you asked and answered like a puppet. Don't mention him, a big man will have no problems But you, how could you let that dead woman go so easily?"
Mentioning this, Qiushuang's tone was a little more gnashing of teeth.
"Otherwise, how about giving her some knives? She saved me back then, so I can't do it. I'm cured. There are many germs in the hospital. Take Han Qiu back home."
I allowed the pain to rage in my heart and body for two days. After waking up, the pain in my heart was still faint, like a few needle pricks. To my relief, it was no longer as strong as before. For the friendship between people, for two whole days and two nights, I sealed all the things we experienced together to the bottom of my heart in my mind, and told myself not to touch it when I was fine.
"I don't worry, I have to watch you and wait for Mo Yan to come back." Qiu Shuang is definitely a master of what he says. She took the suitcase that Ge Tian helped her in just now, and began to organize their mother's clothes and supplies. Also chattered up.
"If I were you, I should put Lu Ming in the spare list. He is rich and handsome, with a good family background and most importantly, infatuated. The hardware conditions are so strong. Apart from having a son, the satisfaction is 100%."
I chuckled, if Jiang Moyan wanted to hear these words, she would definitely be banned from appearing within 50 meters of me.
Thinking of Jiang Moyan, I couldn't help but think of his two-day appointment with Lu Ming, excited and a little worried.
Sleeping too much during the day, night came, Qiushuang and the child had already fallen asleep one after another, I stood by the window, admiring the boundless night, the night in Wencheng seems to be the same except for the four seasons and the weather.
I called Jiang Moyan just now, and the other party was reminded that the phone has been turned off, and he should be on the plane. Thinking that in a few hours, I will be able to meet Yaya, whom I haven't seen for a long time, and I smiled. In order not to let Yaya see that I have signs of illness, I even put on a light makeup.
The waiting time was tormented and long, and my eyes were sore and uncomfortable. Just when I couldn't resist the heavy sleepiness, a familiar car came into view, and I hurried out and ran downstairs.
(End of this chapter)
The sun was dazzling, I frowned and stretched out my hand to block the light in front of me, my mind went blank, I moaned unconsciously, a child's surprise cry instantly brought my thoughts back, the scene before coma hit every nerve in me , the heart-wrenching pain spread to the whole body again, and my breathing began to become rapid, my hands and feet were cold and I tightly grasped the quilt, and pressed my lips tightly to prevent the groan from my mouth from overflowing.
"Still feeling bad? I'll call a doctor for you." Lu Ming touched my sweaty forehead and hurried out of the ward.
Not long after, footsteps sounded one after another in the ward, and I cooperated mechanically with the careful and complicated examination.
The doctor asked me how I felt, and I shook my head or nodded impatiently. When I was annoyed by the question, I threw out the word "discomfort".
"Emotions affect the condition. I recovered well before. There are serious signs in the past two days. Please pay more attention."
The attending doctor was making notes in the medical record, Yunhu responded to Lu Ming, and after a group of doctors and nurses left, I turned my body to the other side.
"You go out first, I'll talk to her."
Yunhu stood on the spot for a long time before raising his footsteps.
The sound of closing the door sounded, Lu Ming sat down beside me, raised his hand to touch my cheek, but finally put it down slowly.
"We will meet a lot of people in our life, but it can be summed up as two kinds of people, those who care and those who don't care, and those who don't care, even if they hurt us how much they hurt us, the hatred in the past will disappear. Those who care give Our injuries are like quenching poison. The longer the time, the more toxins will precipitate and the deeper the wound will be. The more we want to forget, we find that even though time buries them in the deepest part of our hearts, they will still be there inadvertently. The pain from time to time reminds us of the past and tells us to keep in mind the lessons we learned at the beginning and not to repeat the same mistakes. For you, Xiao Wu is undoubtedly someone who cares. You can hurt the last time, but you can’t I will pay for my own body.”
Lu Ming paused, "Lu Qi misses Yaya very much. I called Boss Jiang. He said he would bring Yaya back in two days. Yaya is still young. If she sees you like this, she will be very sensitive. Yaya, you must be worried, she is only a little over four years old, you can bear to see her sad?"
I bit my lower lip and remained silent. I understood what Lu Ming said, but I still couldn't convince myself that nothing had happened. Xiao Wu's words before leaving were still echoing in my ears.
Since waking up, I kept asking myself in my heart, "Am I selfish?"
In the next second, my dad's unfeeling quotes popped up in my mind. What she said was indeed true. I am too selfish. I have caused too many disasters for my so-called happiness. I am with Jiang Moyan The heart appears shaken.There is no turning back for Kai Gong, and it has developed to the point where the two are already connected to the bones and tendons, not to say that they can be separated if they are separated.
"Xiaoxi, I know you understand everything, but you still can't get over that hurdle in your heart. There are still two days left. Whether you cheer up or become depressed, you can decide for yourself." Lu Ming didn't sigh when he saw that I had no reaction at all. Voice, stand up.
"People who stick to the horns often drive themselves to a dead end. I don't think the Song Xiaoxi I know is definitely not a fool."
I was the only one left in the silent ward, I sniffed lightly, I don’t know if I’m stupid or not, but this time I really want to hurt the last time as he said, to commemorate my dead friendship, Together with my obsession, I got carried away and enclosed myself in my own little world.
I am reflecting on myself, whether it is because I have failed too much in life, my boyfriend who has been in love with me for more than ten years has abandoned me, and my friend who has been with me for ten years has betrayed me. A heart overflowing with pride.Sometimes I even think that Jiang Moyan will leave me cruelly at the first thought.
As soon as this thought came out, my already fragile nerves began to suffer. In my self-punishment, which was equivalent to a hunger strike, my physical condition deteriorated in just two days.
Yunhu, Lu Ming and the doctor in charge took turns to fight, but it didn't make me better. Yunhu called Qiushuang.
"Look at you, you look like you're not alive, your brother asked you to take care of me, it's hard for you to take care of yourself now!" She put the child in front of me, "For a friend who has been with you for a long time, you Can we see that a large group of us can’t eat or sleep? Song Xiaoxi, let me tell you, if you don’t give me a good meal today, Han Qiu and I will accompany you like this. If you don’t eat a meal, our mother If you don’t eat two meals, we will accompany you for two meals!” Qiushuang picked up the porridge on the table and brought it to my mouth, “Will you eat or not? I just sat up by myself. If I don’t eat, I will throw the food out and tell them not to send food in in the future, we will starve to death together!”
Qiushuang's words were serious and didn't mean to be joking at all. I sighed softly and sat up with my weak arms. I haven't eaten much for three days, and my stomach is sour. I suppressed the feeling of nausea and forced myself I drank half a bowl in one go, took a breath, and under the persecution of Qiushuang's eyes, I took a few more sips. Seeing that I couldn't finish it, Qiushuang took the bowl in my hand with satisfaction.
"You are not so stupid. She is just a friend. If you break it, you will break it. Do you have to torment yourself?" Qiu Shuang gave me a look of hatred, "The body is my own, and the toss is broken." , it will be too late to regret.”
"I don't know it's just because of her." Looking at the sleeping child, his sparse eyelashes moved lightly, touching the softest part of my heart.
Qiushuang remained silent, waiting for what I would say next. I organized my words, and it took a long time before I spoke again.
"I've been suppressing my feelings too much, so that after being hit, all these negativity exploded." I took the water that Qiushuang handed me, and took a sip, "How is our mother?"
"It's still the same, but Dad has aged a lot and has been silent a lot. When I passed by, you asked and answered like a puppet. Don't mention him, a big man will have no problems But you, how could you let that dead woman go so easily?"
Mentioning this, Qiushuang's tone was a little more gnashing of teeth.
"Otherwise, how about giving her some knives? She saved me back then, so I can't do it. I'm cured. There are many germs in the hospital. Take Han Qiu back home."
I allowed the pain to rage in my heart and body for two days. After waking up, the pain in my heart was still faint, like a few needle pricks. To my relief, it was no longer as strong as before. For the friendship between people, for two whole days and two nights, I sealed all the things we experienced together to the bottom of my heart in my mind, and told myself not to touch it when I was fine.
"I don't worry, I have to watch you and wait for Mo Yan to come back." Qiu Shuang is definitely a master of what he says. She took the suitcase that Ge Tian helped her in just now, and began to organize their mother's clothes and supplies. Also chattered up.
"If I were you, I should put Lu Ming in the spare list. He is rich and handsome, with a good family background and most importantly, infatuated. The hardware conditions are so strong. Apart from having a son, the satisfaction is 100%."
I chuckled, if Jiang Moyan wanted to hear these words, she would definitely be banned from appearing within 50 meters of me.
Thinking of Jiang Moyan, I couldn't help but think of his two-day appointment with Lu Ming, excited and a little worried.
Sleeping too much during the day, night came, Qiushuang and the child had already fallen asleep one after another, I stood by the window, admiring the boundless night, the night in Wencheng seems to be the same except for the four seasons and the weather.
I called Jiang Moyan just now, and the other party was reminded that the phone has been turned off, and he should be on the plane. Thinking that in a few hours, I will be able to meet Yaya, whom I haven't seen for a long time, and I smiled. In order not to let Yaya see that I have signs of illness, I even put on a light makeup.
The waiting time was tormented and long, and my eyes were sore and uncomfortable. Just when I couldn't resist the heavy sleepiness, a familiar car came into view, and I hurried out and ran downstairs.
(End of this chapter)
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