Dote on the wife first: President, love after marriage!

Chapter 265 Women are stupid

I hadn't even touched a drop of water, and my head was already dizzy, but after she shook it like this, it became even more uncomfortable, and my stomach began to feel sick, and I clutched my chest in pain and retched.

Lu Ming stood up and poured a glass of water into my hand.

"Look at you now, whether you are human or ghost, do you want to torture yourself to death before giving up?" Lu Ming pushed back the hair that was covering my eyes, "Everyone's world view is different, Losing is painful, but have you ever thought that others will also feel pain when they look at you like this." Lu Ming squatted halfway in front of me, his eyes full of pain were locked on my dull eyes.

"Without news from him, you have the right to be sad and miserable. There must be a limit. It may be difficult to temporarily lose his world, but there are so many people with you, for Yaya, for those who care about you, for You can wait until he comes back in good health, and you have to cheer up. It may be difficult to get used to him not being in your world, and it will be fine after a long time."

Lu Ming put his hand on my thin cheek, "You understand what I said, but you don't want to face it. Get up, pack up, and I'll take you to dinner."

"Go out, let me be quiet for a while." His voice was dry and hoarse, his hands wrapped around his curled up legs, his head was resting on his knees, and his unfocused eyes stared blankly ahead.

"How long will you be quiet this time, an hour, a day, or a week?"

"Don't force me." I closed my sour eyes, and every time I thought about Jiang Moyan falling into the sea, my heart felt like thousands of ants were gnawing, and the pain was so painful.

Lu Ming took a deep breath, "Let me give you time, you can eat your meal first."

"I can't eat." I have a bad appetite, and I don't even feel hungry at all.

"Eat as much as you want."

Mu Beichuan took the lunch box he put on the ground, the aroma of the food was overflowing, I just glanced at it and turned my face away.

"Don't worry about me, I will eat it naturally after I figure it out."

Lu Ming silently put the lunch box beside me, "At least in this world you still have children with him."

The sound of closing the door sounded, I leaned weakly on the wall, Yaya's sensible appearance flashed in my mind, Jiang Moyan's shadow interspersed in it unexpectedly, from meeting and acquaintance to getting to know each other, scenes flashed like a movie, and the tears flowed again and again. Once I slipped, I swallowed my saliva, picked up the already cold meal, stuffed it into my mouth, and salty tears dripped into the meal, adding bitterness to bitterness.

I haven’t eaten for a long time, and my stomach can’t bear the torment I’ve had. As soon as I took a few mouthfuls, I hurriedly put down the lunch box, rushed into the bathroom, and lay down on the sink to vomit in pain until I felt nothing in my stomach. I couldn't spit it out, so I turned on the faucet, scooped up cold water and slapped my face hard.

My dizzy head was much better under the effect of cold water. I propped my hands on the marble table and looked at the emaciated man in the mirror. The broken hair on my forehead covered my eyes with wetness, and my face was as pale as paper. A pair of big eyes sunk in deeply, blue eye sockets, it has been a long time since I saw it, the chapped lips are almost the same color as the face, revealing a sickly whiteness.

In just a week, I turned myself into this ghostly appearance. Lu Ming was right, Jiang Moyan is not the only one in my world.

I took a shower, lay down on the bed and fell asleep. When I woke up again, the sun was just rising outside. Looking at the dazzling golden light, I propped up my weak body and tidied myself up. Only when I went out did I know Lu Ming stayed outside the whole time.

"Sorry for worrying you, go and rest, I'm fine."

Seeing that he was dressed neatly and looked like a human being, Lu Ming laughed out of joy, and mist appeared in his eyes. I moved the corner of my mouth to him, and put my hands in the pockets of my coat to thank him.

"It's okay, we are friends, you are here waiting for me to buy you something to eat."

"Let's go together." It felt like a long time since I stepped out of the room filled with the smell of disinfectant, bathed in the sun, and I took a deep breath of clear air.

"Do you feel like you've come back to life?" Lu Ming, who had been looking at me quietly with a smile, asked aloud.

I silently lowered my head and didn't make a sound. The scar was too deep, how could it be healed all at once? In the dead of night, it still exists so real.

Steamed buns, soy milk and fried dough sticks, a simple breakfast, slightly relieved the discomfort in the stomach.

"You go back first, I'll walk around by myself." Standing in front of the breakfast shop, looking at the unfamiliar town, I really wanted to stroll on such a street for a while.

Lu Ming is never a stalker, he nodded his head lightly, and put his mobile phone into my hand, "If you need anything, just press 1 to call me."

"Thank you."

Lu Ming shook his head bitterly and disappeared from my sight.

Wandering aimlessly in the street, looking at strange faces, how much I look forward to him suddenly appearing on the street, smiling at me, as romantic and unexpected as on TV.

My eyes started to turn red again. I stopped where I was and looked at the bus passing in front of me. A young male passenger waved to the woman who came to see her off.

"Go back, I'll be back soon."

The woman still jogged along with the car, her eyes sparkling.If it was before, I would definitely think she is so stupid, but it's just a small farewell, is it necessary?But now my heart is filled with sourness and envy at the same time.

At least she still has hope, but I know that the hope is slim but I deceive myself, I can't bear to continue watching, I turn and walk in the opposite direction.

Suddenly, my face changed slightly, I grabbed the passerby and asked where there was a bus to Wencheng, he pointed out the location for me, and when I ran to the station, I realized that I was penniless.

I stood in front of the station in embarrassment, watching the car leave.

"Where are you going? I'll see you off." The low-key Audi stopped in front of me, and the windows slid down slowly.

I looked at Lu Ming who was driving the car himself, and opened the door to get in the car.

"Wencheng, take me back to Wencheng."

"Don't wait for his news any more?" Lu Ming put his hands on the steering wheel, his thick eyebrows furrowed.

"As you said, no news is the best news. Permission can give me a glimmer of hope."

Lu Ming took a deep look at me, started the engine silently, and the car drove slowly on the narrow road.

When I got back to the apartment in the suburbs, I started rummaging around, got my passport, packed it up, and went out.

Lu Ming looked at the suitcase in my hand, silently sent me to the airport without asking any questions.

"Do you want me to accompany you?"

"I want to exile myself, her grandma is not convenient, please help me take care of Yaya." After a week of darkness, I think I have to put everything down and go for a walk. When I come back, my mentality may be adjusted.

Lu Ming watched me leave. I came to the ticket gate and looked back at the man with a gentle smile on his face.

"Sorry, no matter what in this life, I will never let him go."

As the words fell, I put on my sunglasses to cover my red eye sockets, turned around and left, the implication was obvious, he could understand it.

The plane landed in the UK. I have been here with him several times, but every time he took me. I didn’t even know where the exit was. I stood among the walking crowd with my suitcase and looked blankly. around.

Jiang Mo said, you have become my habit, how can I quit, and following the guidance of the sign at the airport, I took a taxi and drove to Chinatown.

Walking aimlessly on the Chinatown where he used to live, he felt the different atmosphere. From time to time, passers-by would touch my shoulder, and they would turn around and say sorry to me in English, and I would lightly nod to them.

I stood in front of a hotel with a strong Chinese atmosphere and dialed Gu Yan's cell phone.

"Sister-in-law, come back, Suyang needs you now." Gu Yan spoke first as soon as the call was connected.

"Isn't there you in Suyang?" Now, for me, there are few things worth caring about. "When he was in England, which places did he like to go the most?"

"Are you in England?"

I acquiesced in silence, and the other end of the phone was silent for a while.

"The racetrack, the street corner bar, the START western restaurant, etc. Let me draw a map for you to go there." Gu Yan fell silent, "Sister-in-law, I believe that brother has not left us, he will come back one day, you take care of yourself .”

After hanging up the phone, I entered the hotel and received a map from Gu Yan not long after.

It turns out that Jiang Moyan is a person who understands style very well, but I haven't fully understood it. He left my world like a gust of wind, put down his luggage, and I came to the TV tower in the dark. The middle subtitles kept scrolling, and I looked up. Looking up with his neck bent, Gu Yan told me that what Jiang Moyan likes most is to go to the top of the TV tower at night, and stand quietly on the viewing platform alone for several hours.

It may be that he, who lives at the top of the pyramid all year round, is too lonely in his heart.

Without taking the elevator, I stepped up the stairs step by step. When I reached the top floor, I was out of breath. I lay on the edge overlooking the beautiful night scene below. The flickering lights brought a visual feast. The beauty is shocking, I am looking at the same beauty as you and where are you.

For two whole days, I re-walked his favorite places. The last stop was the place where he used to go to school. Standing in front of the door, I suddenly didn’t have the courage to go in. After standing for more than half an hour, I turned around. leave.

This is the origin of all the grievances and grievances between him, Mu Beichuan, and Kong Shutong, so I don't need to experience it personally.

Afraid to go back to the apartment full of memories in Wencheng, I stayed in the UK indefinitely.

Until Gu Yan called.

"It's time to come back. If you don't come back, the things my brother left you will be taken away."

"Tell me clearly, what did he leave for me?"

"You won't know until you come back."

Before I could ask any further, Gu Yan had already hung up the phone, thinking that it was something Jiang Moyan had left for me, without any hesitation, I packed my things and hurried on the return plane.

Gu Yan, who had already predicted that I would rush back, was already waiting at the airport.

"What did he leave for me?" I asked hastily as soon as I got in the car.

Gu Yan glanced at me and took me to a restaurant near the airport.

Already waiting there, the Chief Counsel of Suyang Law handed over the documents in his hand.

"This is the will that Mr. Jiang made when he learned that he had cancer."

The few pages in my hand were already extremely heavy because of his words. I put them on the table and drank the clear water in the cup with my head down.

"Aren't you going to open it and have a look?" Gu Yan pushed the file in front of me.

"I have tried my best to heal the pain in my heart, but with little success, why do you bother to make my pain a little more?" I can guess how much Jiang Moyan has left, and I really feel that I don’t have the courage to open it again and revisit his love for me that he wishes to leave me all the good things he thinks. That will only make me, who has just calmed down, fall into endless pain again.

"If you don't read it, how do you know if it is the same as what you think?" Regardless of the pain flashing on my face, he directly opened the first page for me.

The words of the black testament stung my eyes, and I looked away from the window.

"All of us know that my brother loves him, but my brother is also very cruel to you. He left you nothing, nothing at all."

Hearing this, I frowned lightly, not because I didn't end up with anything, but because my heart was full of disbelief.

When I read it quickly, I found out that all the movable and real estate under his name, including the shares purchased by him in Suyang, were transferred to Yaya’s name. It can be operated on behalf of others, but it cannot be transferred to sell.

"It is my brother's hard work for five years that Suyang is what it is today. My brother has been hesitating whether to give up or continue to operate. The answer is that he didn't do it when he left. Now that he has given everything to It's up to you to decide."

"Gu Yan, are you kidding me again? It is clearly stated in the will that I only have the right to manage, not the right to control at will. If you don't make a decision with Jiang Moyan, don't you just want to force me to compete with Jianghuai for plastic Yang? I don’t have that leisurely mind right now.” I don’t want to get involved in these mundane things, I just want to live my next peaceful life in peace.

"I really mean what you said. I can't control how much you have a leisurely heart, but I can't just watch Suyang fall into the hands of that old man and watch him live a good day. I feel aggrieved and panicked. ! I just want him to have nothing!"

"That's your business and I have nothing to do with it. If you lie about my return to China because of this, then we have nothing to talk about."

Exhausted, I have no energy and no desire to fight for things outside of me. The most important thing is that I don't want to provoke the scum of the Shangjiang family.

"It has nothing to do with you? I think you didn't get enough sleep and your head is not clear. 40.00% of Suyang's shares are under the name of Yaya. Do you think you can stay out of it? What about the Jiang family, I don't need to tell you more If they know that my brother just signed the transfer agreement of [-]% of the shares under his name that Old Immortal once transferred to him, can they let you and Yaya go?"

What Gu Yan said was the truth, my hand holding the cup was so tight that I almost crushed the cup.

"It was my brother who forced you to live in this game where you can only compete with the Jiang family. You can tell him all your complaints." Gu Yan took a sip of red wine, "My brother seems selfless. He really loves you, but he has calculated you completely, he is afraid that you will disdain him if he directly transfers the property to you."

"Don't talk about it. I will take care of the matter of Suyang. As for whether I can keep it or not, I will resign myself to fate." He is no longer by my side, and I no longer judge his love for me. I just want to keep him with me. My best memory.

"It's fine with your words." Gu Yan's lips twitched lightly, "Women are always too stupid and too emotional, sometimes thinking about his good things is better than thinking about his bad things, so that you will live a better life. "

Gu Yan drained the red wine in the glass in one gulp, his Adam's apple rolled a few times, his eyes narrowed slightly, dangerous and cold.

"That's how you came here these years. Maybe what you said makes sense, but you can't think too much about the bad, then you don't have any sunshine in your heart." I looked deeply, my face pale The stern Gu Yan said, "When I look at you, I think of Yaya. I should give her more care and divert my excess energy."

I got up and took my luggage and left, Gu Yan is a negative example, I can't be like him, neglecting the child because of a woman, if Yaya also turns into a fruit, I will be blamed even if I die.

When passing through the glass door, Gu Yan in Yu Guangzhong was drinking the red liquid in the goblet cup after cup. I can understand his thoughts to some extent, and it’s hard for him. Come to praise your favorite brother.

I stopped the car and called to ask An Qinger's address. I asked the driver to go to Fenghua Hotel.

In room 908, An Qing'er is finely cutting the fabric, Yaya is sleeping soundly on the bed, smacking her mouth a few times, her pink face is really cute, and my heart is extremely soft.

"The child is back." An Qing'er put down the scissors and took off the reading glasses, "I've lost so much weight, I haven't eaten and slept well, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you." An Qing'er, who had pretty good legs, stood up, The benevolent face made me think of my mother who was still lying in the hospital. My nose was sore, and when my eyes became hot, warm tears flowed down unexpectedly.

"No need, I ate with Gu Yan just now." I quickly wiped the corners of my eyes, "You can rest for a while."

An Qing'er hurriedly waved her hands, "I'm not tired."

I found that a word of mine could make her much happier. I smiled at her, and she bowed her head cautiously.

The room was silent, I touched Yaya's cheek, there was a knock on the door, An Qinger frowned, and stood still.

"I'll open the door."

"No, it should be Mecca, I'll just go and have a look." An Qing'er stopped in front of me with an unnatural expression on her face. When I went out, her behavior of closing the bedroom door made me even more suspicious.

(End of this chapter)