Princess Phoenix

Chapter 249

I thought that the days of my life must be like this, maybe it is not self-defeating, but I will also be indifferent to the world, sometimes I feel that I am living outside this world, watching everything calmly, like watching a station or a wonderful, or In ordinary dramas, I always thought that I would live soberly, watching other people's dramas, and would never enter the drama.How to say that sentence, jumping out of the three realms, not in the five elements.

It was such a peaceful day again. Although my father's birthday was approaching, I didn't plan to participate. I could get everyone's understanding with the same reason as before. I think this is the only benefit that this broken body has brought me. .

Then the fourth brother came, and he passed by here. I know that he will be the next king of the realm. He has this ability and ambition. He regards me as an obstacle to his great career, but apart from his strong physique, I don't envy him anything, even though he has already made a big statement.

That was the first time I saw her. Young Master Yue who came here with her fourth brother, although wearing a bamboo hat and covering her face, a calm and peaceful aura like a white lotus still flows out of her every move.Then I suddenly had a secret joy that she was a woman, and the fourth brother didn't even know it.Taking the medicine for a long time has made my sense of smell far better than that of ordinary people. The faint fragrance on her body is definitely not from a man.Then I started to feel curious, is she trying to cover up the man's identity or her own appearance, who is she avoiding or attracting?I couldn't help being curious, for the first time in my life I had such a feeling.

Then the seventh brother appeared, and everything could be his bet. He was the one among these princes who had no ambitions and was truly carefree.Wearing clothes of mixed colors for a week, I asked my fourth brother and I to guess how many colors he had on his body. The bet was silver. Both my fourth brother and I guessed wrong. He was very interested to see her appearance. My younger brother didn't stop me. At that moment, I finally understood that the fourth younger brother also wanted to know what kind of face was hidden under the veil.

How could she refuse such a detached seventh brother and such an identity?I was still curious, and then she glanced around the room, and picked up two luminous pearls, one large and one small, with a clear voice, and asked the seventh brother to guess that the two beads were released from the same height at the same time, which one would land first, and the seventh brother would lose Completely, but I suddenly had a kind of understanding, at least she is a smart woman.So what about the child who is [-]% like the fourth brother?
I suddenly became interested in my father's birthday banquet. I thought maybe this birthday banquet was different, so I ignored my elder brother's temptations and appeared at my father's birthday banquet for the first time in several years.Then I saw her talent and intelligence in the provocation of northern Xinjiang, it can be said that she is better than men.I finally saw her appearance. At that time, my heart was shocked. Although I knew that she was a woman, I never thought that she would be such a beautiful woman.

I could see that she had an indistinct relationship with her fourth brother, and I also guessed that the child should be their child. For some reason, an indescribable feeling of anxiety and depression made me feel very uncomfortable. At that time, I still didn't realize it, and it seemed that there was something I didn't dare to touch. I didn't have a future myself, so how could I imagine the future of others.

Then we went to the treasure mine under the queen's arrangement. The queen is a vicious woman. Since she couldn't take it for her own use, she would destroy it. I sneered in my heart. If there was no fourth brother, her son might be able to become the king of the realm. , everything she does now is in vain.

Then on the boat on the way, we encountered an unexpected killing. I was really afraid of water. I was already afraid of sailing in this river. The experience of almost drowning when I was a child made me feel like I was in the water. It was as if someone had strangled his neck so hard that he couldn't even breathe smoothly.But these people, that Raksha who pretended to be a lovely and pitiful woman, actually planned to sink the whole boat. Darkness, when I felt I could breathe and regained a little consciousness, first of all it was the faint fragrance that floated into my nose, and there was a smell that seemed to be imprinted in my brain all the time. I quickly opened my eyes, only the breath left between my lips Temperature and her unique aroma!Of course, there was also her instantly astonished face.

Then a vague longing suddenly became real, I wanted to hug her, to have her, to make her smile at me, to cry at me, to see me in her eyes, to...

This kind of longing scares me so much, I try to bury this feeling deeply, I am a hopeless person, besides, I can see that it is not only me who cares about her, but also the almost perfect fourth brother, but there is something, The deeper it is buried, the easier it is to ferment, and the more suppressed it is, the more it can't stop growing. Her bravery in the mine, her wit in breaking Hongshan's tricks, and her calmness and calmness all swallowed my heart bit by bit. If I need an expression to match my current state of mind, it should be a wry smile.

It turns out that I, Canghong Mingyue, finally brought myself into the play, and may never be able to stand up again.

I started to do some things, some things that didn't match my original personality. I deliberately got hurt to block the sword for her, and I deliberately used the emperor's recommendation as a condition in order to let her stay with me for a night.But sometimes I feel like I can't control myself, and then, I did something that I knew I might regret but I still couldn't help doing it. I gave her the same fate, and I always felt like this There was a different connection between them, I tried my best to feel her feelings, and then used this incident to blackmail my fourth brother.But maybe, this is my truest desire, and in the remaining days, I want her company too much.

I know that the fourth brother loves her, and I just broke up shamelessly and desperately. I was waiting, exhausted, and then she finally came to me, with that gentle smile, and I finally hugged her. Missed her, Yueyue, have you finally seen me too?

We live together, the sun rises and the moon sets, I seem to have suddenly forgotten that my life will not be long, but I will ask myself over and over again, will this be a beautiful dream, so I ask her to pinch me, she smiles I asked why, and I said I was afraid it was a dream, but she laughed at me and said, Mingyue, this is not a dream, I like you too.

I am beyond happy, but I am deeply afraid, that kind of anxiety is like a dark cloud suspended above my head, I want to grasp this kind of happiness, I want to do everything I can to make this woman feel happy, but why do I always feel that I am I forgot something, but I don't want to think about it, as long as it's like this.

Could it be that the days with her company go by very quickly, the sun and the moon alternate, and the seasons change, like a lifetime, and like just a short moment, my heart is so soft, for a woman named Feng Xuanyue.

The daylight broke through the night, and the dawn finally came. I looked at the daylight in the room, but my heart fell into darkness. The gap between the dream and the reality made me almost collapse. It turned out that it was really a dream. It was so gorgeous that I was almost willing to spend my whole life reminiscing about it. In her dream, she only had me in her eyes, and then I knew what I forgot in the dream, I forgot my fourth brother, the man she loved.

If so, I would rather live in a dream for the rest of my life, why should I wake up, and then she knows what I did to her, I must be a despicable and selfish person in her heart, although maybe the truth Not far behind.I thought that the previous illness had made me numb to the pain, but at this moment the pain became more vivid, and it has never been so painful.However, I still don't want to stay away.I still wish I could get closer.

I always thought that what I did would make the same fate Gu a tragedy for the three of us, but when the fourth brother threw himself into her burning fire without hesitation, I suddenly understood that, from the beginning to the end, it was all It is my own tragedy, Cang Hong Mingyue will never be seen in her eyes, that woman is really like a distant dream, and then I saw the behavior of that girl named Xiaodie, long The moment the sword entered my body was also when I really hugged her into my arms. My back was bitingly cold, but my chest was so warm. She asked me why I had to protect her since I was her and would not live long. Jian, I told her that this was the result when I realized it, but I didn't tell her that I would never really hurt her.

I hugged her, felt the passing of life, and suddenly remembered that kiss that I had never felt before. Although it was to save me, all that was left to me was the warm temperature on my lips, a faint fragrance, and a gorgeous dream.

Then I felt tears dripping on my hand and her slight trembling, enough, this short life has such a different feeling, I suddenly feel that my life seems to be complete, no longer a blank , I look forward to really having a soul, and then I am willing to stay by the woman's side and watch her be happy until the soul is destroyed.

(End of this chapter)