In and out of marriage

Chapter 134 It really hurts (2)
It seems that he has been making mistakes recently, Shen Feifei rubbed his forehead, and really felt that his head was a little rhythmic at the root.

Crouching down, Shen Feifei touched the blood on the ground, his eyes sank, and he squeezed his fists hard.

"Where's Xiaosha?" Li Meng opened the door and ran out.

Just now Li Meng saw that there was no movement upstairs, so she went upstairs to have a look, but she only saw a pile of blood stains, but Shen Feifan and Zhang Xiaosha were not there.

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Li Meng felt very uneasy and uneasy at this moment.

"When I entered the room just now, I didn't see her, and I didn't..." Looking up, Shen Feifei suddenly saw the familiar figure who had just appeared, and quickly stood up and rushed over, "Xiao Zhang Sha, where have you been?"

"Shen Feifei, I saw that person, it's him, it's really him!" When Zhang Xiaosha saw Shen Feifan, his tone of voice was very excited, and he was even more incoherent, "He appeared, I'm sure I read it right!"

"You are hurt." Shen Feifei frowned, the key point now is not what she said, but her injury.

"No, Shen Feifei, did you hear what I said? I waited for so many years, and he finally appeared." Zhang Xiaosha smiled dully, "Hehe, I am not dreaming, because there is a feeling here." of."

Zhang Xiaosha pointed to his arm, the snow-white pajamas were dyed a lot of bright red.

pain.

That is the feeling of pain.

Because of the pain, she was able to tell herself that the man she just saw was indeed real, not that she had dreamed about it when she was dreaming.

The person who has been thinking about it for so many years now appears, how can Zhang Xiaosha not be excited.

It was a kind of appearance that all the cells in the whole body seemed to be alive, clamoring desperately.

Zhang Xiaosha felt once again how motivated he is to be alive.

She wanted revenge, and wanted to kill the international mercenary codenamed Lone Wolf with her own hands.

It's not easy, she knows, but, as long as it is done, it will always be possible.

Zhang Xiaosha will always believe in this truth.

When people are more, explosive power is endless, but Zhang Xiaosha always has only two choices, that is to do or not to do.

Of course, her choice will always be the former.

"Zhang Xiaosha, let me remind you again, you are hurt." Shen Feifei tried his best to control his emotions.

He believed that one day, he would really be driven crazy by Zhang Xiaosha.

"I can take revenge, I can take revenge..."

"Can you be more sober!" Shen Feifei shook Zhang Xiaosha hard, gnashing his teeth.

How could he not know who he was in her mouth?
The person who can openly break into his place, injure people, and make Zhang Xiaosha so emotional is not a lone wolf.

But why did he come to Zhang Xiaosha?
Who can Zhang Xiaosha get in the way, even using the hand of a lone wolf to kill?

"You should know better than me what kind of person Lone Wolf is. Yes, you saw him just now, so I will tell you that he has received a sniper mission, and the target is in the country. As for the specific Who, we have no way of knowing. It's just that the first person he hurts now is you. Have you thought about it? Also, do you think your ability is already very strong now? So strong that no one can Is it enough?"

"Do you think that with your current ability, you can completely fight against the lone wolf? When will you stop being so stupid and naive? That's all wrong."

"So many policemen in the world are trying to kill him, but who can touch him? You should think about the pros and cons of it!"

What Shen Feifei said this time was merciless, and he didn't give Zhang Xiaosha any room to refute.

These words were more like a slap in the face, slapping her hard on the face.

"Are you telling me, reminding me that I'm useless? I can't do anything?" Zhang Xiaosha smiled wryly twice, and murmured, "I know, I've always been a joke."

Taking two steps back, Zhang Xiaosha's footsteps were a little shaky.

"I know that I, Zhang Xiaosha, can't do anything. If I did it, it would be wrong. If I did it, it would be the same as if I didn't do it." One of them lost his footing, and Zhang Xiaosha fell down and sat on the ground. Embarrassed.

Shen Feifei wanted to come over to help her, but she waved him away.

"You don't care about me!" With a roar, Zhang Xiaosha glared at Shen Feifan, as if guarding against the enemy, emotionally, "You never know the feeling of being worthless, you never I know the feeling of feeling like an idiot being played by others for more than ten years. You never know that the things you have always believed in suddenly no longer exist one day, and all are illusions. You I never knew that one day I suddenly found that I was like a waste from the beginning to the end!"

"Shen Feifei, before I met you, I never knew how to be protected by anyone, and I never wanted to be protected by anyone." Zhang Xiaosha shook his head, feeling that his headache was very painful. , the one who is protected every time is me?"

"Later, I found that I became lazy, became dependent, and didn't want to do things by myself. Shen Feifei, do you know the feeling of living in fear all day long, fearing that one day I will lose it?"

"Every time I choose to believe, a bunch of things and troubles will come to me, and while I hurt myself, I also hurt others more." He hammered his chest hard , Zhang Xiaosha doesn't care how much it hurts, just hammering, it seems to be more comfortable, "Here! You know, it hurts here, it hurts!"

"Damn it, I never thought that I, Zhang Xiaosha, was just like an idiot! I'm a fucking waste, a waste that can't do anything! I hate the lone wolf, I hate him for hurting my father, I I hate Mo Tianyan, I hate him for always hurting me, I hate Ye Yao, I hate him for playing with me for more than ten years."

The breeze blew in bursts, as if mocking Zhang Xiaosha, and scratched Shen Feifei's heart.

"But why should I hate? It is obvious that I am the one who caused everything. It is my stupid mouth that leaked the secret. It is my lack of courage that makes me get hurt again and again. It is my stupidity that makes me fooled by others." Hahaha, no one else is wrong, the one who is wrong is myself, myself...haha...hahaha..."

He said it was a laugh, but in that almost crazy laugh, there were more tears mixed in.

No one can understand all the things she has suppressed in her heart for so many years, and she doesn't want to tell anyone, including Shen Feifei.

(End of this chapter)