In and out of marriage

Chapter 136 Xiaochen's accident (1)
"I didn't say anything." Shen Feifei shrugged, and there was no smile on his face, "Sister, sometimes, you must know how to grasp the people or things around you, don't wait until you lose them to know the truth." is most important to you."

Shen Feifei turned his head and glanced at Zhang Xiaosha, who had her eyes closed tightly, and walked over to cover her with a quilt.

"Just like at that time, I didn't know what kind of position Zhang Xiaosha occupied in my heart. When I knew she had left my world, do you know what kind of feeling it was?" Shen Feifei decided. Looking fixedly at Zhang Xiaosha on the bed, with a faint voice, he took Zhang Xiaosha's hand and put it on his chest, "This is empty, there is a taste almost hysterical, I can't cry when I want to cry, but I can't laugh when I want to laugh." I feel very sad. It's like being pinched by someone and I can't breathe."

"Sister-in-law, I've experienced it before. So, since we love each other, don't keep secrets from each other. Even if we're together, it's only for one day."

Even if it's only for one day, two people are happy together.

Shen Feifei said so to himself.

In the days with Zhang Xiaosha, even for a second, he is satisfied.

He has always been a person who is easy to satisfy, at least seeing Zhang Xiaosha lying on the bed now, and his hand touching her is warm, that's enough.

Shen Xiaoxiao's eyelashes flickered a few times, and her lower eyes seemed to have a wry smile, which was well covered up by herself.

"You gave me a love lesson, so I don't bother to show your affection in front of me!" Shen Xiaoxiao spoke very easily, then turned around and walked to the door and opened it, "I'm still busy there, just Don't bother you anymore, come to me if you need anything."

After speaking, he turned and walked out of the ward.

Shen Feifei frowned.

He is a very sensitive man, Shen Xiaoxiao was abnormal at that moment, he couldn't be mistaken.

It's just that he knows Shen Xiaoxiao very well, the secret in her heart, as long as she doesn't want to tell it, others can't dig it out.

Taking out his mobile phone, Shen Feifan called Chen Sazhuo. There were some things that Chen Sazhuo needed to know.

He knew who my sister-in-law really loved.

As soon as Shen Xiaoxiao went out, she leaned against the wall on the right and looked up at the white ceiling.

A wry smile spread across his face.

Since love is together, don't hide from each other, even if the time together is only one day.

Is it that easy?

In fact, most of the time, she is still very envious of Shen Feifan and Zhang Xiaosha.

But some people just can't see through.

"Chen Sazhuo, I can't bear the love you gave me, and I can't pay it back." She muttered to herself, maybe even she couldn't hear clearly, "So I can only be sorry to you."

After all, she, Shen Xiaoxiao, was a cowardly person, and she could never let herself be with him.

As Shen Feifei said, my heart hurts.

But she always believes that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. Since she can't afford the happiness of two people, she would rather be a bad woman.

Damage must be done.

Only when she leaves his world can he truly be freed.

Shen Xiaoxiao, don't procrastinate and hurt him anymore, don't make yourself hateful, don't make yourself hate yourself.

Turning around, walking with heavy steps, the back of the woman who should have been an elf was unusually thin.

Sometimes there are some things that I can't see clearly, but I never want to see clearly.

Sometimes some people are not unable to love, but never dare to love.

Just like her, in the face of love, she never dared to take that step.

So, she has always been cowardly.

Cowardly, just cowardly.

The action has already begun.

I have to say that Lone Wolf is indeed a very, very smart person.After attacking Zhang Xiaosha, he no longer knew where he disappeared.

No matter how capable the people Shen Feihua sent out were, they couldn't find his hiding place.

When Zhang Xiaosha woke up, he had been in a trance state, eating as usual, so he should smile.

It's just that only Shen Feifei can tell that she is different from usual, it can be said that the difference is very big.

She is also a very sensitive person, Shen Feifei knew, he knew she must be thinking about how to find the lone wolf, how to deal with the lone wolf.

Zhang Xiaosha is like the kind of leopard that can endure in the dark, only waiting for the critical moment, to strike swiftly and deal a fatal blow to the enemy.

Her current situation is like the state before the storm, which makes Shen Feifei have to worry.

"It's been so long since I've opened my eyes. Staring out of the window like this will hurt my eyes. Close your eyes and rest, okay?" Shen Feifei sat by the bed and carefully discussed with Zhang Xiaosha, "Some things You can only figure it out after you rest, you know?"

Withdrawing his gaze from the window, Zhang Xiaosha stared at Shen Feifan's face quietly for a long time.

An absolutely innocent smile spread across his face.Zhang Xiaosha smiled very sincerely.

This smile made Shen Feifei startled.

Intuition Zhang Xiaosha wants to say something.

"Shen Feifei, you said, let me face everything with you, and I agreed. So, this time, let me face it with you, please don't stop me." Zhang Xiaosha's eyes Exuding a shining light, with a touch of firmness, and a hint of pleading.

She was saying beg him, beg him not to stop her.

She had already seen that Shen Feifei didn't want her to interfere in this matter at all, and wanted her to hide safely under his wings and hold up a sky for her.

But she begged him.

Shen Feifei frowned deeply.

A certain feeling of not being affirmed came straight from the bottom of my heart.

Zhang Xiaosha knew that he had misunderstood, and stretched out his hand, trying to smooth his brow.

"Shen Feifei, don't forget, I'm Zhang Xiaosha." Zhang Xiaosha's whole body seemed to be exuding brilliance, "I can't spend my whole life huddled in my own world, some knots, others can't untie them for me Yes. I want to stand at the same height as you, work side by side, instead of being left behind by you, asking you to help me block arrows everywhere, and I don't like being abandoned."

"That way, I won't be happy."

Not only are you unhappy, but you also blame yourself, feel sad, and look down on yourself even more.

She is Zhang Xiaosha, even if she dies, it will be worthwhile to die.

She, Zhang Xiaosha, has never been afraid of getting hurt.

It was a joy to be able to fight with Shen Feifei.

Her explanation today was just to make Shen Feifei understand her heart.This was also the result of thinking in a daze for a day, and she felt it was necessary to explain it to Shen Feifei.

(End of this chapter)