In and out of marriage

Chapter 144 is really dead
The indifference and alienation between the words seemed like Li Meng and Shen Jiaye were two strangers.

"Xiaosha."

"I don't want to see anyone right now." Zhang Xiaosha interrupted Li Meng's words.

She is a disaster.

It is a disaster star that will hurt anyone who touches it, and it is a disaster star that will be full of bad luck no matter where it goes.

No one should be nice to her.

Look, the fact has been fulfilled again.

No matter how he refuses to admit it in his heart, Shen Feifei is indeed in that room now, and his life and death are unknown.

Why is she coming back?Why did she come back after four years of absence?Why come back to kill him?
If she didn't come, nothing would happen again, he would still be Shen Feifei, and she would still be the Zhang Xiaosha who had died in people's eyes.

She came back, what exactly did she get?
Hurt others, hurt yourself.

Also, hurting the people who mean the most to her.

"Shen Feifei, please, don't make me hate myself even more."

In the sky, it began to rain lightly.

It seems to be similar to every scene in a sad plot. Rain, like human tears, seems to be similar to human mood, so lost, so tired.

The rain will completely extinguish the fire that has been burning all night.

Zhang Xiaosha stared at the house that had turned into ashes with dull eyes, and moved there little by little.

"The fire is out, should you come out?" The long eyelashes flickered, and Zhang Xiaosha's voice trembled repressedly, "Are you mad at me for being outside in the rain? If you don't listen to your words, go back and wait." You? I will be more obedient next time, okay?"

Mo Tianyan stood where he was, just looking at the woman who was talking to herself, walking slowly towards the ruins all lonely.

He should be happy, because his competitor is finally gone, Zhang Xiaosha, he has a greater possibility to win.

It's just that seeing her like this now, I feel an indescribable sadness in my heart.

He loves her dearly, from the bottom of his heart.

This expression, this emotion, is not suitable for her who is sometimes cold and sometimes laughs.

Dead silence, Zhang Xiaosha's whole body revealed a desperate dead silence, as if the soul no longer existed.

"Honey, is there something holding you down, so you can't come out immediately?" Zhang Xiaosha smiled, but the eyes were still empty, Zhang Xiaosha dug a little bit with his hands The house that was burned into ruins, "Hey, I'm actually very timid, don't you know? If you don't come out again, I should be scared. If I ignore you by then, don't blame me!"

While digging, Zhang Xiaosha was talking.

Some of the wood hadn't even cooled down completely yet, glowing faintly with sparks, which burned a layer of skin off Zhang Xiaosha's hands.

It's just that she is really like a rag doll that has lost its soul, only knowing to repeat this action.

He was shot twice in the leg, and the wound has not been treated until now.

But Zhang Xiaosha was already numb.

That illusory hope kept telling her that the man she loved the most hadn't come out yet, he was still alive, and she had to work harder to dig out here and rescue him.

Without one of those people being reliable, they wouldn't help her save him, so it's better for her to rely on herself.

The ten fingers that were originally white and clean have now become so horrible that people can't bear to look directly at them.

It's just that Zhang Xiaosha was still digging like this, digging bit by bit.

At the horizon, there was already a faint white belly, Mo Tianyan just looked at it like this, the traces of water mist blurred the outline of Zhang Xiaosha's figure.

As if touched, she will disappear.

He doesn't know how much perseverance is needed to be like her now, even with such a serious injury, even if she hasn't slept for two days and two nights, even if her body has not fully recovered, even if she is still sick She had a fever, but she had been strong for such a long time without falling down.

It can be seen how important Shen Feifei is to her heart.

After smiling wryly twice, Mo Tianyan was thinking, if it was him in there, would she shed two tears for him like now?
Even if it's just a little, a little sad, he must be very satisfied.

Last night, even if he ran a little faster, he might have been the one who blocked the bullet for her.

But Shen Feifei really rushed in front of him, so that he would not even give her the right to feel a little bit guilty.

"Boss, what are you doing!" A voice, from far to near, ran over, the voice was full of surprise and disbelief, "Are you injured?"

Hearing the familiar voice, Zhang Xiaosha raised his head in a daze. When he saw the person in front of him, he seemed to see a savior.

"Xu Dachao, hurry up and help, Shen Feifan is still inside." Zhang Xiaosha's expression was happy after seeing Xu Dachao, but the smile on his face did not reach his eyes at all, "Sun Pei, are you still here?" With you, come and help."

"Boss, can you deal with your own wounds first? Just leave it to us." Xu Dachao saw Zhang Xiaosha like this for the first time.

It is undeniable that compared with Zhang Xiaosha who seems to never fall down, Zhang Xiaosha now has no way to draw an equal sign.

It turned out that the boss, like a man, is a resilient grass, no matter how hard he is hit, no matter how much he suffers and is injured, he will always become more frustrated and courageous, and he has never been like this before.

Xu Dachao couldn't think of any words to describe her. She only knew that she was very fragile now, just an ordinary little woman.

"Shen Feifan is still inside. He must be the first one to see me when he comes out. How can I leave?" After speaking, he turned around again, ignored Xu Dachao, and dug the pile of ruins bit by bit.

"Boss!" Xu Dachao stepped forward to pull Zhang Xiaosha up.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she touched her, she seemed to turn into a hedgehog covered in barbed thorns, staring at Xu Dachao coldly.

It was as if he was looking at his enemy.

What kind of look is that.

Like a wounded lone wolf, guarding against everyone around him.

"Xu Dachao, if you don't help, just get lost!"

What Zhang Xiaosha said made Xu Dachao startled and trembled all over.

How could he forget that the boss has never been a carefree woman on the surface, her temperament is much colder than ordinary people.

It's just that it's really impossible for her to bear her current appearance.

(End of this chapter)