In and out of marriage

Chapter 151 He is still alive (1)
So, he survived and fought against the god of death. In the end, he, Shen Feifei, won.

However, he ruined his face, became a blind man, and became a cripple.

Even a man doesn't care about his appearance, but he doesn't want his burnt face to scare her.

So he doesn't want to see her.

God knows, when he just woke up, the first thing he heard was her voice. That kind of strong missing is enough to make people want to go crazy.

"But now I am a worthless cripple, and I have absolute difficulty even walking." Shen Feifei's voice was a little tight, and he felt that he really couldn't accept this fact, "How can I protect me like this?" she."

Shen Feifei's appearance at this moment is like a helpless child, pitifully imagining all the facts that are enough to overwhelm him.

Shen Xiaoxiao had nothing but helplessness.

When caring about a person, when a person is extremely vulnerable, all senses will be erected, for fear that I will accidentally hurt the other person.

But, how could Zhang Xiaosha be such a superficial person?
She thought that no matter what Shen Feifei became, Zhang Xiaosha would love him unreservedly as before.

It's not because Zhang Xiaosha is big enough to be believed, it's just that it is a woman's intuition, so she believes, absolutely believes.

"With Xiaosha's ability, there is no need for others to protect." Shen Xiaoxiao is stating a fact. She must remind Shen Feifan that Zhang Xiaosha is not that kind of superficial woman, "I must remind you Well, if you really don't appear in front of her for the rest of your life, she will definitely be unhappy and unhappy for the rest of her life. Although she doesn't like to cry, her expression makes people feel more distressed than crying. "

Shen Feifei was shocked, and there was a faint pain in his heart.

"She, didn't she cry?"

Shen Xiaoxiao could clearly know that Shen Feifan must be feeling sorry for Zhang Xiaosha, but she had to say something.

These two people, not seeing each other, almost tortured each other, which was really worrying.

"No, except for holding Xiaochen and crying once, she hardly cares about the others. Every day, she sits blankly in front of the window, looking at the sunshine outside the window in a daze. She sits for a whole day. Eat, It's like a routine, and it's definitely for the baby in the stomach." Shen Xiaoxiao was paying attention to Shen Feifan's eyes, although she couldn't see the expression, but that expression was definitely a kind of distressed, " Moreover, she has been suffering from nausea for the past few days, and she vomited out most of what she ate, and she has lost a lot of weight."

The words have come to this point, Shen Xiaoxiao doesn't want to say anything more.

After all, there are some things that belong to these two people. She has helped and done it. As for whether these two people will continue to torture themselves and torture each other like this, it is no longer up to her to decide.

She believed that Shen Feifei already knew it in his heart.

He was reluctant to part with Zhang Xiaosha, and felt sorry for Zhang Xiaosha. It was true, and it could not be adulterated at all.

He didn't want to tell Zhang Xiaosha about his current situation, but let himself bear the burden of facing all these things alone, which was entirely out of an expression of love.Because he will always leave an absolutely tall and handsome image in the other party's mind.

There is nothing wrong with this, what is wrong is that God is too torturing, making the two of them go through twists and turns one after another.

The two of them didn't even hold a wedding, and they didn't even take a wedding photo. The two of them didn't step on the red carpet again under the witness of everyone, and put on rings of love for each other.

Shen Xiaoxiao knew that Shen Feifei's wedding had been planned for a long time, and she was waiting for Zhang Xiaosha's revenge to give her a surprise.

However, before he could wait, he was already injured.

The moment Shen Xiaoxiao stepped out of the ward door, she only left the last sentence, "Xiaofan, follow your own heart, don't let yourself suffer and create regrets. Life is short, whether it is happiness or pain, or Whether it’s happiness or sadness, as long as you love each other, you must share it with each other.”

Having said that, Shen Xiaoxiao's figure also disappeared at the door of the ward.

Shen Feifei was left alone, sitting on the ground, thinking over and over the last sentence Shen Xiaoxiao left.

As long as you love each other, do you share happiness and pain?
If he didn't tell her, would she blame her?

After touching the mobile phone that was placed on the table but never touched, Shen Feifei held it in his hand for a long time.

That familiar name was the first one in the phone book.

Even if he couldn't see it, Shen Feifei could find that name immediately.

Zhang Xiaosha, the person he has always cared about and cherished the most, now, he really wants to know her every move.

When he was suffering physical and mental pain, how much he wished that she could be by his side.

He thought that after killing the lone wolf, he would give her a grand wedding. He would look into her eyes in front of everyone and ask her personally, Zhang Xiaosha, will you marry me? ?
In that house, he desperately searched for the exit, and finally found a basement.

He hid in and left his life behind.

However, he is nothing now.

Even at the very least, I can't take care of myself.

He tried to stand up just now, but the thick plaster made him fall to the ground before he could stand still, let alone walk.

He, Shen Feifan, is an absolute waste right now.

So, can he really leave everything behind and keep her?

What I think in my heart is a fierce struggle.

A voice said, don't call her over, don't let her see you like this, you'll ruin her life, you'll scare her.

Another voice is clamoring, she is yours, you should tell her everything, how to choose is her right, you should not hide it from her, she will be sad.

At some point, the phone in his hand had already been dialed.

"Hey."

On the other end of the phone, there was a clear but slightly tired voice, which surprised Shen Feifei.

Although he couldn't see who he had called, he could hear the familiar voice immediately.

Just a simple syllable can make Shen Feifei tremble slightly at this moment.

Shen Feifei didn't speak, but his breathing became a little irregular.

He held the phone tightly in his hand, as if as long as he exerted force, the familiar voice would come from there again.

Zhang Xiaosha on the other end of the phone was a little confused. The other party called but didn't speak.

(End of this chapter)