In and out of marriage

Chapter 153 Zhang Xiaosha Can't Be Messed With
It's just that Zhang Xiaosha never felt that there was any big problem with his image, so he tidied up his clothes a little and headed straight to the northern urban area.

I'm going to see him soon, and if I say I'm not excited, I'd be lying.

The past few days have been as long as centuries. Four years ago, Zhang Xiaosha didn't even know what a heart-piercing longing was.

She suddenly understood clearly what kind of despair Shen Feifei felt when he heard the news of her death.

Only when you have experienced it deeply can you truly empathize.

Shen Feifei, I'm sorry.

She once again muttered silently in her heart.

From now on, where there is you, there is me, and the two of us will be together forever, and no one will be able to separate us.

The four years I owe you, I will use my whole life to repay.

Cursing her lips, Zhang Xiaosha's face was full of happiness.

When Shen Xiaoxiao saw Zhang Xiaosha, she was taken aback, but she also reacted quickly.

"It seems that Xiaofan has figured it out." Shen Xiaoxiao was very relieved.

"Sister-in-law, where is he?" Zhang Xiaosha's tone was very urgent.

They completely forgot that even Shen Xiaoxiao knew about Shen Feifei, but she was the only one who was kept in the dark.

According to the room number that Shen Xiaoxiao told her, Zhang Xiaosha took a deep breath and slowly opened the door.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Shen Feifei inside froze obviously for a moment.

Although he had made all the preparations to face her with his appearance, he still couldn't help being afraid when he heard the door open.

He was afraid that after he frightened her, she would hide away and never approach him again.

It's not that he has no confidence in Zhang Xiaosha, but that he has no confidence in himself.

Who would have thought that a man who has always been proud and confident would feel a strong sense of frustration when facing his beloved woman at this time, and would lose the confidence he had always been proud of.

Shen Feifei's ward is considered the best ward in the North District Hospital. The lighting in this ward is so good that Zhang Xiaosha was dazzled by the glare of the sun when he stepped in.

Squinting his eyes, Zhang Xiaosha could clearly hear the beating of his heart.

She was also worried, she was afraid that Shen Feifan would still avoid her, would avoid her and dare not face her.

Therefore, every step she takes at this moment is extra cautious.

I'm afraid that if I make a loud noise, it will scare him away.

The man over there didn't look back.

But from Zhang Xiaosha's perspective, he could only see the back of his head.

That gauze-covered head.

Biting her lip tightly, Zhang Xiaosha tightly closed her eyes, and tightly clenched her fist.

In fact, Zhang Xiaosha had already considered the worst plan.

Such a big fire, even if it can survive and burn, must be inevitable.

Shen Feifei avoided her, afraid that she would not be able to accept his current appearance, afraid of scaring her.

This man, when it comes to facing her, can't be so calm.

How could she be such a superficial person, even if his face is really ruined, and it really can't be restored to its original appearance, even if he really wants to live a lifetime with a face full of scars, then What does it matter?
What she loves is Shen Feifan, not his face.

As long as that heart is still there, that is the most important thing.

Obviously that man is right in front of him, but Zhang Xiaosha feels that the distance is very far away.

She was actually afraid, afraid that she was dreaming.

From the moment she received Shen Feifei's call, Zhang Xiaosha felt that it must be God's blessing, finally allowing her to see him again in her dream.

After hanging up the phone, feeling the warm tears on her face, she told herself that it was not a fake.

Some apprehension and fear came naturally from the bottom of her heart. Even though she kept telling herself that the one there must be Shen Feifan in reality, she still couldn't help worrying that if she touched her, that back would shatter.

"Shen Feifei, is that you?" Zhang Xiaosha asked very carefully, and there was a slight tremor in his words.

Shen Feifei was stunned for a few seconds.

Hearing her talk at such a close distance, and feeling her presence so truly in this world, it turns out that there is really a great sense of satisfaction.

"En." All the words merged into one simple syllable, feeling the obvious excitement of the people behind hearing his words, Shen Feifei spoke again, "Wait a minute!"

Zhang Xiaosha stopped walking because he was happy, and frowned a little puzzled.

"Zhang Xiaosha, I... now may be very scary." Shen Feifei paused, and continued, "And now, I can't see with my eyes, and my legs are useless."

Zhang Xiaosha only thought of the possibility that Shen Feifei's face was ruined, but she didn't think of the eyes and legs.

Zhang Xiaosha gasped, and covered his mouth with his hand.

She was afraid that she would cry directly in the next second because she could not control her emotions.

Seeing the hesitant footsteps of the people behind her, Shen Fei thought that she was really afraid.

"Zhang Xiaosha, like I am now, I will not force you to be tied by my side." The fist in his hand was already clenched, and the tense muscles on his body also hurt the wound due to excessive force. "If you want to leave, I won't..."

"Shen Feifan!" Zhang Xiaosha suddenly understood the meaning of what he said, and yelled Shen Feifan's name in a rage.

He was driving her away, he was afraid that she would dislike him, what kind of person did he think of her?
Could it be that she is the kind of person who covets his appearance and property?

Even if he wanted to be calm again, Zhang Xiaosha was completely angry because of Shen Feifei's words.

Running directly in front of Shen Feifei, Zhang Xiaosha had both anger and distress in his eyes. He just stared at him like this, and in the end all his emotions turned into tears rolling in his eyes.

"Why do you make decisions on your own? Why do you hide something from me? Why do you drive me away? Why don't you cherish yourself so much and let yourself suffer such a serious injury? Why do you think that I will leave ? Shen Feifei, why do you? You don’t understand anything, why do you say those words?”

Zhang Xiaosha cried pitifully, and wiped the tears off his face fiercely.

"I keep telling myself not to cry. I have been living in apprehension and fear. Even though I was happy when you called me and heard your voice just now, I am also afraid that everything is just a dream. I finally drove here. You He actually said he wanted me to go again." Like a puppy that no owner wanted, Zhang Xiaosha was accusing Shen Feifan of all his bad behavior, "Do you want me anymore?"

(End of this chapter)