In and out of marriage

Chapter 161 The Grand Finale (9)
For so long, he had been afraid.

For the current self, he still has no confidence. It's not that he doubts that she will abandon him, but that he really doesn't have the slightest confidence in the current self.

"You don't know, every time I hear your smile and feel your kiss, my heart is warm. This feeling of having you by my side is real and makes people yearn for it. I yearn for every moment of you One breath, it seems that this feeling will make people addicted." Shen Feifei's voice sounded full of unresolved sadness, "But, I am a person who can't do anything now, a person who is equivalent to A person who has nothing, I dare not relax for a moment, while thinking of you like this, how can I be willing to keep you by my side to suffer, and at the same time, I struggle again to want to keep you by my side every day."

"Xiaosha, I'm afraid, I just want to be afraid that one day I will disappear and I will never be able to feel the same feeling of your breath and your temperature."

Shen Feifei has always been a man who doesn't like to say touching words. These words are probably buried in his heart for a long time.

For the first time in so many days, he told her, and the feeling of opening his heart was really comforting.

Zhang Xiaosha smiled lightly, but still felt that this man was so stupid.

However, what a fucking rarity!
"Shen Feifan, do you know..." Zhang Xiaosha slowly left Shen Feifan's arms with a smile all over his face, and just stared at his face full of marks.

But this face, at this moment, is so handsome that she never tires of looking at it.

"The love words you said are really nice." These are Zhang Xiaoso's words from the heart, Shen Feifei deliberately felt the faint happiness emanating from her, "Actually, I should have told you, I think, no matter No one is as handsome as you, now that you think about it, that face that is easy to attract bees and butterflies is really not as pleasing to the eye as it is now."

Listening to her cheating words, Shen Feifei felt that her words were much more pleasant than love words.

What a comforting little mouth, it really makes people have nothing to do with her.

Shen Feifei was very helpless, every time, she could successfully dispel his worries completely, every time, she could make him do whatever he wanted, just to keep her by her side and not let her go anywhere.

"Did I tell you that when I don't want to let go, I will never allow you to escape again." Even if he knew, she would never leave him again.

"You'd better stop thinking about letting me go, otherwise, neither I nor my son and daughter will spare you."

Hearing these obviously coquettish words, Shen Feifei smiled lowly, and the vibrating sound from his chest was so magnetic and pleasant to hear.

Zhang Xiaosha is greedy for the current temperature, so she will never let it go for the rest of her life.

For the rest of his life, he was not allowed to let go.

"Shen Feifei, when do I want to visit my dad?" Zhang Xiaosha hadn't visited her father for a long time due to a lot of things.

"it is good."

"When your injury is healed, shall we go?"

"it is good."

No matter what Zhang Xiaosha says now, he will promise her as always.

What's more, he has never met his father-in-law. If there is a chance to meet him, he will enjoy it, as long as she is happy.

"My father is very kind. When I was young, every time he came home, it was the happiest time for me. He would tell me many interesting things about the army. However, he seemed to be very busy all the time. When he came home, There are very few, but as long as he has time, he will take me out to play."

Zhang Xiaosha recalled gently.

It turned out that the last thing she wanted to mention was her father.

Now, the revenge has been avenged, the lone wolf is dead, and the stone that has been pressing on her heart has also fallen to the ground. Now she is willing to share her past with Shen Feifan.

"Actually, I have always known that my mother is very kind on the surface, but she is actually blaming my father. The time he gives her is very little. Sometimes I even feel that my father spends more time with me than with my mother." Many, but the relationship between the two of them seems to be very good."

"We went to the playground together. It was the first time I went to school. No matter what, I was always the object of praise in everyone's eyes. Everyone envied me for having a very happy family. Of course, I naturally couldn't think of these compliments. of."

Although some things have been let go, but in retrospect, it still makes people feel sad and feel distressed.

Those are her closest relatives, those are the lives in the past that she still laughs when she thinks about them, those are all, yearning memories.

"But when I broke this life, it also made my life completely lose its luster. It turned out that although my mother always smiled lightly and had no major emotions, she never said a loud word to me. But when her father passed away, she was like a completely different person."

"At that time, I never knew how I became a bad child." Zhang Xiaosha's body trembled, and what her mother said was a nightmare that came back in the middle of the night. The kind that entered the [-]th hell, "At that time, she kept saying, 'Damn you, you killed your father, why don't you die', now thinking about it, I feel like a nightmare, It's stuck in my mind and won't go away."

Shen Feifei was startled when he heard this.

Frowning, he felt that things were not that simple.

A mother, and a kind mother at that, no matter how sad she was, she would never say such vicious words to her child because of an accident or accident.

Moreover, in the conversation with the lone wolf in the northern suburbs that day, he heard something strange, and he was still wondering what these things were all about.

Things are connected together, and there is even more curiosity to make people delve deeper. Now Shen Feifei is eager to know the answer.

He has already told him to check it out.

Now, he just needs to wait here for the result.

"Those things are in the past, you still have me now, don't you?" Shen Feifei comforted softly, he no longer wanted to see her faint sadness.

From now on, he will do his best to give her a smile.

"Well, there is you." Zhang Xiaosha smiled happily.

The past is all in the past.

The result of more than ten years of hard work is enough.

I believe that my father is in heaven, and I don't want to see her living in self-torture and unhappy every day.

(End of this chapter)