Masked Prince of Tennis

Chapter 12 Turning point is another twists and turns (2)
They... won't understand me?If it were me, I probably couldn't understand it, right?He concealed his identity, pretended to be a boy, and called them brothers and sisters, but it turned out to be a girl.

Getting kicked out of the tennis club is a matter of course, right?It's natural to be hated, right?

I ran with great strides, hoping to sweat and evaporate my tears.I don't know how long I ran, I just know I'm tired.In a deserted corner of the school, I stopped.Perhaps it was because I had been running for too long, I suddenly stopped and fell due to my unsteady standing.

The tears kept flowing and there was no way to control them, or I didn't want to control them at all.In fact, I have long wanted to cry like I am now.

Because it was class time, there were very few people on campus, and almost no one came to this place, so I burst into tears unabashedly.

I, like an abandoned child, feel really lonely at the moment.

Tears rolled down my cheeks and into my mouth, stimulating my taste buds.They are like the smell of sea water.Salty, astringent.

(2)

Like a wandering soul, I wandered outside for a day.

When night fell, I mustered up the courage to go back to the dormitory.What should be faced is always to be faced, and I silently prepared for the worst in my heart.Even if I am hated and kicked out, I have to accept it silently!However, when I walked into the dormitory, I found that the lights in the dormitory were dark.Turn on the light and look inside the dormitory. There is no sign of Han Chengnan coming back.

He, don't want to see me?Because you don't want to see me, so you don't even go back to the dormitory?
But... I thought that after my identity was exposed, everyone would look at me strangely, but when I walked into the corridor of the boys' dormitory, no one looked at me strangely!Everyone looked at me with a normal attitude, as if they didn't know that I was a girl at all.That obnoxious tall baby-faced guy chatted nonsense as usual when he saw me!
In this way, everyone seems to not know that I am a girl.So, that is to say, Han Chengnan didn't say anything.So... what was he thinking?
In my heart, there seemed to be a ray of hope suddenly.

Then in the next second, I ran out in a big stride. I should have made it clear to Han Chengnan. Even if I wanted to leave, I had to make it clear to him before I could leave with peace of mind, right?

After looking for a lot of places, I finally saw that guy Han Chengnan in the men's tennis club.

He just stood in the middle of the tennis court, as if he was thinking about something.

Suddenly, I feel that such a quiet atmosphere matches Han Sung Nam!Probably because Han Chengnan's back at the moment exudes a strong sense of loneliness, so he has such a feeling.

"Han..." I wanted to call him, but was interrupted by his words.

"I didn't want to hide anything for you, but I just didn't know what to say." Han Chengnan seemed to have sensed my presence, and seemed to have predicted what I would say.This is the tacit understanding between me and him, right?

"I'm sorry, I... I actually pretended to be a boy because of my father. I didn't... I didn't intend to deceive you." I said incoherent words, which were obviously very simple, and said After coming out, it became weird.

"You who are telling me such things now, what do you want me to do? Do you want me not to tell everyone?" His voice was very soft, without any emotion, but it made me even more flustered.

"I, I didn't mean that. I... just feel that I have deceived you and everyone. I..." For a moment, I felt that my tears were about to flow out again, but it didn't seem right to cry in front of him. Because it's all because of me.

"Betrayal or deception, it doesn't matter, right? What we need to talk about now should be the future! What should we do in the future? Can it be solved as long as I don't say anything?" He took a deep breath and said Such words came out.

"Han Chengnan..." There was too much hesitation in his words, which made my mood even more chaotic.

"As long as I don't say it, you can probably get along with everyone as usual, right?" He turned his back to me, and I couldn't see his expression at the moment.However, I can feel his helplessness at the moment from his words.

Is he so confused and helpless because of me?For a moment, I hated myself a little bit, hated why I made him difficult like this.

"But... I... can't be with you like before." He lowered his head and said these words in a heavy voice.

His words made my heart tighten suddenly, and my heart was already in unbearable pain.

"I, can't I stay here?" I said uncertainly.In this case, it seems to be asking him, but also seems to be asking himself.

"In that case, don't ask me..." In fact, he still has no way to forgive me, right?Although you can keep a secret for me, there is still no way to forgive me!Even if he didn't say anything, he still more or less felt my deception and betrayal!
It's time for me to leave!In fact, in the bottom of my heart, 80% of the reason I really want to stay is because of him, right?But now, in order not to trouble him, it's time for me to leave!
"I'm sorry! Also, thank you for taking care of me for so long." After speaking, I left.

This may be the last time I talk to him!This may be the last time I meet him!This, maybe the last time...

Back in the bedroom, I slowly packed my luggage.Now, it's time to leave.But why am I packing my luggage so slowly?Want him to keep me?I asked and answered in my heart.

Fool!It is obviously impossible, why are you still foolishly holding on to any hope?
No matter how slow you move, things will be sorted out.I looked around this place where I hadn't lived for a long time, but it was very emotional.

Goodbye... 748 dormitory!Goodbye... Han Chengnan!Now, I finally realize what the sadness of parting is.I was pulling the luggage that was not heavy, but my heart was very heavy.

There are very few people on campus, so few that I feel as if I am the only one left in the world.How long will this sadness like now last in my heart?His sentence "can't be like before" kept circling in my mind, why should I be sad?Why should you feel wronged?In fact, everything is caused by myself!

Inside the campus, because there was no one there, it seemed very quiet, so quiet that even the sound of a footstep was very clear.

footsteps?
There were footsteps in my ears?

As the footsteps got closer, I also heard...

"Ming Xiaoyou..."

Yes, are you calling me?
Why does this voice sound so familiar?
Is... Han Chengnan?

Turning around, I saw Han Chengnan with a ferocious face running towards me.

He... is vicious?
He... Could it be that the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that I had betrayed him and deceived him, so he wanted to beat me up?

Han Chengnan is not a person who knows how to be compassionate and cherish jade!I think, for the sake of the present, it is better for me to run quickly!
In this way, a picture of two people running wildly on the campus appeared.

However, I am not as physically strong as a boy when dragging luggage. I have said this before!In addition, that guy's legs are so long and he runs so fast, so, in the end, he grabbed my shoulder ferociously.

"Ah...yes...sorry!" I closed my eyes and apologized, hoping that this would make that guy show some mercy when he hit me.

But, for a long time...

"Come back!" His fist did not fall, but these three words fell.

"Ah?" I looked at Han Chengnan in front of me with wide eyes in confusion.

"Although I don't know why, I still don't want you to leave in my heart." Although there was an expression of "I don't know why" on his face, when he said this, his words were full of love. seriously.

"You don't want me to leave?" I was so stupid that I didn't know what to say now.

I looked at him, just looked at him so seriously, maybe because of my eyes, his face was a little red.

"Whether it's a boy or a girl, you are you! So, stay here!" He lowered his head and refused to meet my gaze.

This guy is always so shy, and this guy always likes to surprise people so much.

"Even if you are a girl, it doesn't matter, as long as, as long as I don't say it, it doesn't matter!" His voice was not loud, but because of the quietness of the campus, it seemed to have an echo, constantly echoing in my ears with.

I really cry a lot recently, is it because of love?Or, because of this guy in front of him?Maybe, all of them!

"You...why are you crying?" Seeing that I hadn't answered for a long time, Han Chengnan who suddenly raised his head looked at me in surprise. This guy didn't seem to expect that I would cry at all.

"because……"

Why am I crying?Because of his retention?Because moved?Or is there... more complicated reasons?Seeing me crying, he rummaged through his pockets, as if looking for something like a tissue.

When I saw him like this, I suddenly felt so cute.

And then... I hugged him.

This action seems to be completed in an instant.However, the moment I hugged him, his body became a little stiff.However, he didn't push me away, just let my tears and snot flow onto his white shirt.

then……

"Hey, you really... look like a boy." He shook his head helplessly, and gently rubbed my hair with one hand as if soothing.

Under the moonlight, our shadows were cast on the campus. Suddenly, I thought, this is... so good!
"Let's go back!" After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly said this to me.Then, he pulled me away who was still trying to wipe my face on him, took my luggage that had fallen on the ground, and strode towards the dormitory.

Then, after taking two steps, he suddenly stopped in place.What's up with him?When I was confused, I saw Meihua-senpai standing in front of him.I thought Senior Meihua was going to say something, but unexpectedly, it was Han Chengnan who spoke first.

"If you think about her, don't say anything about her identity in the future." Compared with the seriousness of talking to me just now, Han Chengnan's tone at this moment has more commands in it.

"You and You are from different worlds. It's not good for anyone to force her to stay." I probably only saw how serious Meihua-senpai is outside of tennis today.

"You always say such things as if you know her very well, so let me ask you, why didn't she go to you when she left?" Han Chengnan asked such a question to Senior Meihua.

Because of Han Chengnan's question, Senior Meihua's eyes suddenly widened.She seems to have never thought about this question, and why have I never thought about going to Meihua-senpai?

When Meihua-senpai looked at me, as if hoping to get an answer from me, I couldn't say anything.Because, I don't know why I didn't go to her.

"Actually, all of this is caused by your willfulness! Ming Xiaoyou didn't go to you because you didn't think about her thoughts at all, didn't you?" He calmly said such words, but it made me He Meihua-senpai got the answer in an instant.

Suddenly, I had a strange feeling towards Han Chengnan.This guy actually knows me better than me.

"Is that so?" Senior sister Meihua looked at me, she probably wanted to get a negative answer from me!But... it is indeed so!

"Senior, I want to stay in the men's tennis club." I tried my best to calmly say this.

Senior sister Meihua looked at me, and suddenly, the corners of her mouth lifted slightly, driving away the confusion on her face.

"I see! Then, let's do it like this!" After finishing speaking, Meihua-senpai left very freely.

In fact, I know that Meihua-senpai must be very sad now.But, I really want to stay, stay by Han Chengnan's side.

"Thank you..." Suddenly, Han Chengnan said these two words.

"Ah?" Is he saying thank you to me?

"Stay here." After saying these three words, he strode away without looking back.

This guy... a burst of emotion suddenly surged in his heart.

"Han Chengnan, wait for me..."

In this way, Han Chengnan and I walked one after the other in the campus.

Just like that, the things that I thought I could never solve in my life suddenly solved on such a night.

That's it, I can stay here.

In this way, I began to look forward to the future life...

Ming Xiaoyou who is a girl is here!In the future, I will ask Han Chengnan, who is a boy, to give me more advice.

(End of this chapter)