Masked Prince of Tennis

Chapter 18 Let's make it up (1)
(1)

Under the big tree in the playground, I was sitting alone.

When people's courage is always exhausted, I always want to find an opportunity to explain clearly to Han Chengnan, but every time I think of Han Chengnan's cold tone and the back that didn't even turn his head.

Sometimes I think, maybe, he didn't misunderstand me, but I misunderstood something.Perhaps, it was just my wishful thinking that he might like me, so he misunderstood.I don't seem to have thought about it at all, maybe he doesn't like me.

For several days, he did not return to the dormitory.You probably don't want to see me at all, right?If it's just a simple dislike, if it's just a simple misunderstanding, there shouldn't be a need for him not to return to the dormitory, right?
It doesn't matter if you don't go back to the dormitory, even the tennis court doesn't seem to see him.I knew he was avoiding me on purpose, but I didn't have the courage to say something to him, like a fool.

Do you just become strangers like this?
Although I wanted to deny it in my heart, it seemed that there was no way to stop it.

"Xiaoyou! You have been sitting stupidly for 2 hours, 32 minutes and 28 seconds!" Beside him, a playful voice sounded.

"I'm thinking." Without even looking, I knew that the guy named Xia Yehan would come to intervene at this time.

This guy seems to be the exact opposite of Han Chengnan, he always seems to be by my side at any time.Even when I desperately wanted to see him, he always reported to me on time.Slowly, I seem to have gotten used to his presence.What does this show?This shows that habit is really a terrible thing!
"What are you thinking about? If it's a question in the textbook, I can help you." The corner of his mouth twitched lightly.

Even his meaningless smile seems to be very used to me.

"The question in the textbook? Do you think I'm crazy? I'm thinking about a very serious question now, don't bother me." I said very angrily.

"A serious question, what could it be? For example, it's about my lover Xiao Nan?" He seemed to say it casually, but it easily hit my nails.

"Stop saying such inexplicable words!" I said depressedly.

In front of this guy, I seem to have no privacy at all.Can't this guy not see it, and pretend he doesn't know anything even if he sees it?Was he that happy seeing my bewildered, panicked, and depressed face?

"Don't think too much about such a serious question, or your stupid head will probably show off soon!" He smiled and patted my head.

"Don't bother me if you know I'll be funny!" I said angrily.

"That's impossible!" He said excitedly.

"why?"

It was originally a very boring topic, but inexplicably, I just continued with this guy.Didn't even bother to ask why?I think I must be crazy, right?
"If you have to ask why in this kind of thing, it seems meaningless! Could it be, Xiaoyou, why can't you feel why I treat you like this?" His voice began to be charming again.He was a fox in his previous life, right?
What does he mean by that?What is "Why did I do this to you..."?
"Say...just talk about it, why are you so close?" I carefully distanced myself from him.

I always feel that as long as this guy gets close to me, nothing good will happen!There is absolutely a reason for me to say this.Every time this guy approaches me, Han Chengnan will appear at this exact moment.This is probably the legendary "no coincidence, no book"!

"We're so close... because we're afraid that others won't see our intimacy!" He said with a smile, but his eyes looked into the distance.

Because I saw him looking into the distance, I suddenly had a very bad premonition.I followed his eyes vigilantly to where he was looking, but saw a familiar figure.

Xia Yehan... Did he do it on purpose?
Looking at the gradually disappearing figure, and then at the guy sitting beside him with a smirk on his face, I suddenly felt that he did it on purpose.Could it be, in fact, he also saw Han Chengnan coming the first two times, so he...

"You..." The moment I was about to question him, he spoke first.

"You want to ask me if I did it because I saw him? If I say no, will you believe it?" His tone was full of calm, so calm that it made people shudder.

"I..." Regarding his question, I suddenly felt noncommittal.

If it's "no", deny it, if it's "yes", admit it, if you don't want to admit it, deny it... But he didn't say anything, just asked me whether I believe it or not?

Although his tone was casual and he didn't look at me, I could feel from him that he needed my answer.

Is it my illusion?Will he care if I believe him or not?Doesn't it mean that he is a person who doesn't trust others at all?Why do you care whether others believe him or not?
Perhaps, he is really a guy who hides his true thoughts and pretends that he doesn't care about anything, but actually he cares terribly!
"Forget it, it's useless to ask such a meaningless question! The answers are not all the same!" After he said this to himself, he got up and prepared to leave.

"I believe you..." I don't know how to say such words, I only know that if I don't say it, he...will be very sad.Because he actually cares, right?

The footsteps that were about to leave stopped.

Both he and Han Chengnan seem to like to turn their backs to me, are they trying to show me how charming their backs are?

"Everyone... is acting like a fool." He didn't turn his head, and only said such a sentence that I couldn't understand.

Like a fool?
"Bought lunch, remember to eat." After finishing speaking, he left without looking back.

These guys... only talk about their own points every time, and they are so inexplicable every time.But... lunch?
Looking around, I don't know when there was an extra bag.

Juice milk and pudding cake?I like to eat them all, is it a coincidence or does he really know everything?
I looked at his back in confusion, although I didn't know what was going on in his well-hidden heart, but sometimes I could still feel the care and warmth he unconsciously radiated.Perhaps, this is why I can trust him unconsciously?Because I felt his personality, so I think he is not that kind of cold guy!

I picked up the pudding cake, but accidentally saw the writing on the pudding cake: "I heard that girls like pudding and milk, so, I think, Xiaoyou, you will like it very much!" In an instant, I was moved All the feelings are gone.

"This damn guy! He's as hopeless as Han Chengnan!" I gritted my teeth and said to myself.Fortunately, my teeth are better, otherwise I would have been so angry by these guys.

When I think of Han Chengnan, I feel a dull pain in my heart unconsciously.It should be reconciled soon!If this goes on like this, there will always be such and such things in my heart, and it is estimated that I will become schizophrenic.

But how to reconcile?
I don't even know where I provoked him!In addition, this guy has no intention of reconciling with me at all.What should I do?

"Ming Xiaoyou, you seem to be very close to Xia Yehan recently!" Just as I was still feeling infinitely emotional because of Han Chengnan's incident, a shadow suddenly enveloped me, and following the shadow, there was Such a voice.

He raised his head, and was facing a rough face that was extremely scary even though it was smiling.

"Senior Hughes." Such a big guy can walk silently, I think I'd better get used to the people here quickly!There is no sound when you walk, you will have apparition, and you will appear behind you inexplicably, it is simply a "spirit behind you"!

"Didn't I warn you? Don't get too close to that guy." He sat down beside me, his tall figure almost blocking all the sunlight.

"He... doesn't seem to be the kind of person you said!" I seemed to be explaining something for Xia Yehan, although, I also felt that it was a bit strange to explain him from my position, especially in the Under such inexplicable circumstances.

"That's because you haven't seen the real him yet..." Senior Hughes seemed to have some experience, and looked ahead, with a feeling of superciliousness like an eminent monk.

The real him...Speaking of which, I really don't know the real him. Although I thought about getting to know him, I didn't really do it.

"Senior, do you know the real him?" I suddenly said something that I didn't know why I said it.

"We... just think he's scary because everyone doesn't understand it." Senior Hughes continued to say arrogantly.

If you don't understand, you will feel terrible.Senior Hughes's words seemed to have some deep meaning.

However, the words of Senior Hughes made me suddenly feel very angry.Are you denying him just because you don't understand?Is it just because you don't understand that you have made such a conclusion for this person?

"Don't you guys ever think about getting to know the real him?" The inexplicable anger in your heart seemed to be getting bigger and bigger.

Senior Hughes didn't seem to think that I would say such a thing at all, so he looked at me with a confused face.There should be some unconcealable anger on my face, I wonder if senior Hughes will feel more confused when he sees it?

"If he hides it on purpose, why do you have to find out?" Senior Hughes turned his face away, ignoring the anger on my face.

Is it deliberately hidden, so you don't understand it?The seemingly reasonable words of Senior Hughes caused my anger to soar in an instant.why?Probably because I found something unreasonable in this seemingly reasonable statement.Because I know that sometimes, some things may not be what anyone wants to hide at all.It's just that some people, after experiencing certain things, are used to hiding their true selves, not for anything else, just to not want to be hurt.

For such people, although they hide their true self and surround themselves with a hard shell, they think that they will not be hurt, but because the damage is reduced, loneliness will also increase.This...maybe it's the shortcoming of camouflage!
Because of the increased loneliness, these people seem to have a greater desire to be known by others.Even through a thick shell, I still hope to be understood by others.Even if there is only one person...

However, the phrase "Why bother to understand" easily and completely shattered their hopes.

At that moment, I seemed to be able to appreciate Xia Yehan's smile.At that moment, I wanted to know more about Xia Yehan's story.

"Maybe it's because everyone doesn't understand that he wants to hide it, isn't it?" I don't know if I'm asking Senior Hughes or myself.

"Everyone's thoughts are not fixed, we can't even understand ourselves, let alone people who deliberately hide themselves?" Senior Hughes said, there seemed to be some inexplicable sadness.

I suddenly felt that everything was inexplicable.Senior Hughes appeared inexplicably, and then told me a bunch of inexplicable things.

"Senior, did you come to me just to talk about Xia Yehan?"

Because I don't want to continue this topic, and because I'm afraid to continue Xia Yehan's topic, I will immediately rush over to ask Xia Yehan what his secret is, so I think it's better to change the topic.

"It's nothing important, I just want to know what happened to you and Nan."

"Us?" I looked at Senior Hughes with a confused face.

Is it obvious?

I always feel that everyone is looking at us with strange eyes recently. Did everyone see what happened to me and Han Chengnan?

"That guy Nan has been pestering me about moving the dormitory, you guys, what happened?"

Han Chengnan wants to move the dormitory?
Suddenly, I realized the seriousness of the matter.Although this guy is very angry, there is no need to be so angry, right?To actually move out of the dormitory... This lunatic...

In an instant, I suddenly had a feeling of being abandoned.

He seems to be making trouble for no reason like a child, what can't be explained clearly?Does it have to be such a mess?Must it get out of hand?
The originally restless mood became even more restless because of knowing that Han Chengnan was going to move out.

"What's the matter? That guy Nan refuses to say anything." Senior Hughes' words of concern are in my ears, but I can't listen to them at all. Now, all I want in my head is to talk to that guy Han Chengnan immediately clear.

Speaking of which, ask Han Chengnan to clarify this matter...

"Senior! I have something to do all of a sudden, so I'm leaving first." Then, I got up and was going to find Han Chengnan.

"He's on the roof of the dormitory." Before I had time to run, Senior Hughes actually said such a sentence.

It seems that in addition to apparating apparitions and walking silently, everyone in this school can also read other people's thoughts, but this incident does not seem to include Han Chengnan.If Han Chengnan could understand my thoughts, maybe now I don't have to be seen by senior Hughes here, right?
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I ran to the roof of the dormitory at the speed of light.

Why run so fast?

Because I am in a hurry!

Why hurry?

Because I am afraid to stagger with him again!
As I ran, I was asking and answering meaningless questions in my mind.

When I ran to the roof of the dormitory panting, I suddenly felt a sense of fear.

Did I come to apologize, or did I come to question why he was so angry?

I, who was already a mess in my heart, and who always annoyed him unintentionally, what should I say to him?

After deliberating for a long time and having no idea, I decided to talk about it after meeting him!
I strode into the rooftop, but froze for a moment.

I saw Han Chengnan's figure, he was standing on the edge of the rooftop in a daze.

Our dormitory, whether it is high or not, will kill you if you jump off it.

Looking at Han Chengnan's lonely back, I suddenly felt...he seemed to be jumping off in the next second.

If this guy does jump...

Countless tragic death scenes appeared in my head.

Then, I rushed out without thinking.

I absolutely can't look at Han Chengnan and think about it!Although this guy is stingy and always likes to get angry for no reason, but...but, to me, this guy is still very important.

He probably heard my footsteps, but before I approached him, he actually turned his head.

I didn't seem to have thought that this guy would turn back at all. I originally wanted to stop, but found that I started too fast and couldn't stop at all.

Uh... If this goes on, I guess I will jump down before Han Chengnan!
As for people, when they encounter danger, they will habitually close their eyes. I am a human being, and of course I am no exception.I closed my eyes, not daring to see how I fell from such a high building.

As far as I know, the feeling of jumping from a building should be similar to that of a high-altitude bounce. It should be the wind blowing around the body and a complete sense of weightlessness, but I don’t have it now?

I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw Han Chengnan with a fierce face holding me tightly with both hands, as if he was afraid that I would fall.

This guy... is so touching!

"You don't want to die?" He said very angrily.

It's you who don't want to die, right?I thought so in my heart, but didn't dare to say it.After all, this guy is now my savior!
"Then...that...you, what are you doing here?" I asked him cautiously.

When rubbing eyes with me, this guy turned his face away indifferently.

Careful...careful...very careful...

"What are you doing here?" He asked me angrily.

Does this guy have to talk to me with this attitude?But... I also have some comfort in my heart. After all, talking to me in such an angry manner is much better than such a cold back!

"That...Actually, I...I have something to tell you."

I seem to have a problem recently, that is, when I get to the point of the speech, I will stutter.

"I don't have anything to say to you." As he spoke, he walked towards the exit of the rooftop.

what the hell!Just now I was worried that this guy would not think about it, I think I must be crazy to be like that?How could a narrow-minded guy like him have trouble with himself?

"That...don't, don't say that!" I said with a contemptuous smile, while running in front of him, blocking his forward steps.

他一脸漠然地看着挡在他前面的我。说实话，我还真的是很不喜欢这个家伙现在的眼神啊！1/10的冷漠，2/10的疲惫，3/10的厌倦，还有4/10的什么呢？我也说不清楚。

Although his eyes are like this, I definitely have the spirit of Xiaoqiang!

I took a deep breath and performed one of the dumbest and bravest feats I've ever been born.

I bent down and my body was in a 90° state.Then he stretched out his right hand in front of Han Chengnan.

"Please... make peace with me!" Because of his posture, I can't see Han Chengnan's expression now.

Will there be a moving expression on that handsome face of him now?If he was moved, what would he say?

"Oh...it's my fault! I should be begging for your forgiveness!" He said this, and then gave me an affectionate kiss or an affectionate hug?
Uh... whore... whore!I'm an absolute pervert, and I'm thinking about some messy things in my head!
For a long time, Han Chengnan didn't answer.

He is... don't know how to answer?
"That...although...although I don't know why you are angry, but I have already reflected on it! Please...come back, okay?" I said with the last ounce of courage.

This guy, if he doesn't speak anymore, I really don't know what to say.

"no……"

Just when my arms were stretched a little sore, Han Chengnan suddenly spoke.

I looked up and looked at Han Chengnan with a confused face.

(End of this chapter)