After marriage love after blind date

Chapter 1293 Perfection is not so easy to do (4)
The hourly worker took Yujia out to do some shopping, and according to what Qiao Qiao said, it would take about two hours before he came back.

Lu Qing's shoes appeared in front of her eyes and caught her sight. Qiao Qiao raised her head to look at Lu Qing, her face seemed to be covered with a layer of hoarfrost.

"Lu Qing, tell me why you want to divorce me."

Her hands went to grab the hem of Lu Qing's clothes.

"You tell me why."

Lu Qing couldn't help calling her: "Xiao Qiao, what's the matter?"

He pulled her up, Qiao Qiao patted her chest and was pulled up by him: "What's wrong with me? I feel guilty..." She patted vigorously: "Your mother is operating in the operating room. After running, I feel tired, I don't want to go, but I have to go, my conscience tells me, I am not that kind of person, she is so kind to me, I can't let her down, Tianna hates you for not coming, I When I went back, I told her, you are down there, why should I think about you? Lu Qing, you tell me, you come and tell me..." Qiao Qiao suddenly used his strength to grab his collar: "Why do I live such a tragic life? ..."

Even now, her mind is telling her that she should talk about it, and live it well if she wants to live it, and gather Lu Qing's heart, so that he will stay in her palm in the future, but One by one, Sun Ruolan knew this person.

That person was like a rotten steamed stuffed bun left overnight, and she felt like throwing up after eating it.

Lu Qing closed her hands and held her in her arms. Qiao Qiao gradually slid down. She felt that her life was terrible, this damn life was terrible.

Everyone was pointing at her behind her back, and her relatives and friends were saying that she didn't want her self-esteem.

Qiao Qiao tugged on Lu Qing's trouser legs, sat on the ground and howled, you have to tear down a good house, do you know what divorce is to a woman?

If you drop a whole egg to the ground, you say you didn’t mean it, but how can the egg become complete after you pick it up?

Qiao Qiao was sitting on the sofa, leaning on the cushions and looking out the window. Her house was very high, and she lived on this floor where she could have a panoramic view of the beautiful scenery below.

The people around him spoke inappropriately.

"sorry."

Qiao Qiao wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, what's the use of saying sorry now?

She didn't reply, but heard Lu Qing let out a long sigh: "I'm sorry for you in the past."

"What I want is never your apology. What's the use of killing someone and saying sorry? You have exhausted my feelings for you. You said that now the two of us are tied together for the sake of the child. I If you think about it, you have to show your attitude. I am always so awkward. Sooner or later, the two of us will still be separated. At that time, the child will be hurt even more. You can say that I did it, and you will go back. Why are you talking about it hypocritically? Be open-minded, I will sleep with you as a male friend, the relationship between men and women is like this, you can let go after experiencing it, I am not an unmarried woman, just like you men treat a divorced woman Similarly, I feel that such a person is very casual and easy to hook up. My mind is so confused that I feel tired of living now. I have everything I should have, and I don’t seem to be greedy for what I don’t have..."

"What is marriage? Marriage is a big gamble. If you lose everything, what else can you ask for? I have no money, no looks, and I am penniless. If it wasn't for my daughter, I probably would have jumped off the stairs. I am really alive." It’s boring. I’ll take revenge on you, let me vent my anger, I’ll just find a man to sleep with, or I’ll put poison in your diet for a short-term pleasure. In the future, if you die, the police will definitely find me , I am in prison or executed, so what should I do?" To be honest, she has lost interest in men now, she has experienced the best two, but the results are probably the same, which is boring.

When you gamble, people feel really good. Whether you win or lose, at least you still have a thought in your heart. You are happy for just a few 10 minutes or an hour or two for this kind of thought, but what about afterward?
Lu Qing clenched her stiff hands bit by bit.

"I also feel very sorry for this situation, but the child wants the two of us to be together..."

Qiao Qiao waved her hand, she knew it, and it was because she knew that she made such a choice.

Looking at her expression, Lu Qing always felt that something was wrong. Qiao Qiao suddenly called him back. After returning, did she mean that she had heard wrong or didn't understand?She said that she was disappointed with herself and that life was meaningless?
When Qiao Qiao came to the hospital again, Jiang Fangzhou was already awake, unable to move, could speak well, but was not in a good mood. She said that she was not afraid at all, and she was still chatting with the doctor when she was on the operating table, and then what? I don't know either.

"Make room for your sister-in-law..."

"Mom, I won't sit down anymore. I'll come over and tell you. I'm going to go out to work for two months. I really can't take care of my family. I'll send Yujia to my parents' house, so I'll leave it to you... ..."

Jiang Fangzhou was taken aback, and Tian Na was also taken aback, why would he choose this time to go to work?
Qiao Qiao brought her daughter over, and explained clearly to Guoer in the corridor.

"Mom, I'm in a bad mood now, but it's not because of you. You also understand that feeling when you don't like studying. You feel bored in school. Mom hopes to go out more to see the world. You are different every day. Your classmates play with you, and mom doesn’t have a single friend..."

Guo Er's little hand went over to touch Qiao Qiao's face.

"Does mother have no friends?"

She remembered seeing a lot of photos taken by her mother and others. There were many beautiful aunts on them. Aren't those friends of her mother?

"My mother used to have friends, but in the future, my mother may need to make friends again, and the rotten tail must be cut off. I don't want to abandon you, let alone run away. Can you stay at home with your father?"

So he felt that his mother was saying goodbye to him, and grabbed Qiao Qiao's hand and refused to let go.

"mom……"

"So don't cry, if you cry, Mom won't go..."

So I had a dream at night, dreaming that my mother ran away, and there was someone’s mother in their classmate, but when I woke up, my mother ran away and never came back, my father was not allowed to mention my mother, he felt that there was no mother It doesn't matter, there is an aunt at home to take care of him, but I feel that he is very pitiful, because without his mother to take care of him, he eats hamburgers every day, and his father will not care about it, he will only give him countless money.

Qiao Qiao sent her to school, but she looked a little sluggish. Guo Yanping patted her, but she didn't respond, and she didn't even scream.

Guo Yanping asked Guo to go to the bathroom together, Guo Yanping looked at her and asked.

"What's the matter with you? Not happy?"

(End of this chapter)