After marriage love after blind date

Chapter 1318 The Awkward Lu Daguan (5)
There were tears on Qiaoqiao's eyelashes. Sometimes when she thought about it, she felt that she was really at a loss.

Is Lu Qing not as old as a child?

But he is not as sensible as a child.

"What have you ever given me? Other than money, you doubt me, you quarrel with me, if something happens to me, I dare say you are the first person to abandon me and run away, because you think my wife can Marry again, if you have good conditions, what can you do..."

"I dare not expect that you are your perfect husband. I have never expected that you will make any contribution to the family. I asked my mother if she hated my dad. She said she hated it, but she couldn't help me. Dad is divorced, I hate that kind of woman who feels self-reliant, isn't it because a man has something he can't live without, so she told me that she likes Uncle Jiang, and I got back together with Jiang Chen, I didn't do it for the result, I I just want to make this road of my own more beautiful, and one day I can stand upright and tell others that I, Qiaoqiao, don’t have to rely on men, I can raise my daughter well, and I can educate her It's very good, but you can see that it failed again like this, and I can't control the disturbance. I'm afraid of hurting her heart. When I divorced, many people said that I was short-hearted. Now that I leave, I will hand you over to others Oh, Tiana told me, you like another woman..."

Lu Qing moved her lips, he was actually awake, she sat next to her and chattered non-stop, could it be that she is deaf and can't hear?

Lu Qing felt sad.

He does not deny that Qiao Qiao has paid a lot for this family, and he has no way to explain to Qiao Qiao what kind of mentality he was at that time. If the relationship fades after his separation, he will marry another one. Will he still care about Qiao Qiao's mood then?don't care.

Thinking back when Qiao Qiao stayed in this city, Lu Qing felt that it was an eyesore. He really didn't want her to fall into other people's mouths and become a joke. From a certain point of view, it was for her own good to let her take the whole family abroad, but in fact it was nothing more than I just don't want others to talk about my home.

"I know who Sun Ruolan is. I've met her several times. How could I not know her? It turns out that my heartless image has been deeply embedded in your minds. So when I was looking after you at the swimming pool, the two of you There is no one else around me, Lu Qing, can you understand how it feels for a woman with a child to see another woman standing next to my husband in a swimsuit? Do you know that feeling? Well, I won’t shed tears, I will become I can't sleep all night, I still have to pretend to be strong, I have to set an example for my daughter, I can't make her look down on me, I can't make her look down on you, I can't make her life mess up in the future, I have to set an example for her, during the day I hold on, and at night I suffer from insomnia all night long, thinking about how you can treat me like this in front of my eyes?"

"Because I'm old? But who can not be old? I don't hate Sun Ruolan? I wish I could push her down with my own hands, I wish I could drown her, I wish I could strangle you to death with my own hands. You have never really thought about me, never ..."

Qiao Qiao lay on the bedside and cried.

Do you know how much divorce hurts a woman?When you were romantic and unrestrained, there was a woman who gritted her teeth and struggled to survive against a black and blue sky. She used her youth to complete your blue sky.

"Have you ever loved me? If you have loved me, why would you treat me like this? If you have a little love for me, Lu Qing, you will not insist on the so-called you are friends, and you take her back Mom, you want to marry her, how do you let me let go of this feeling in my heart, how do you let me come to your side, how do you let me forget the past..."

Qiao Qiao cried in embarrassment, it was very ugly, it was really embarrassing for a woman to cry like this.

"There are two roads in front of me. I can either push you away or get close to you. Pushing you away means that this family is really broken up. My heart tells me that if you are really good for your daughter I won't push this man away, you're hypocritical, you're cheap, you're even remarried, why are you so hypocritical..."

Lu Qing lifted the quilt, and he sat on the bed and couldn't help but look at Qiao Qiao's distressed appearance.

"It's not like that, it's not what you think..." He put his arms around Qiaoqiao, it really wasn't like that.

really not!

"You said what else do you want me to do? I finally got better, I was able to let you go, I was able to start a new life, but she was in a mood again, you know, she is my daughter, she is I gave birth to..." Qiao Qiao couldn't complete a sentence.

She was wronged, and even now she still feels wronged.

She can't learn how to pretend to be a virtuous and generous woman. She doesn't get angry because she definitely doesn't have this person in her heart. When she gets angry, it proves that she really cared.

"I know, I know..." Lu Qing couldn't help kissing her hairline, he knew everything, he knew she was sad, he knew she was unhappy, he knew she was hesitant and helpless, the gentle kiss Touching her forehead, coaxing her patiently.

"sorry Sorry……"

Lu Qing thinks that sometimes he regards some sacrifices as inevitable, and ignores them. He feels that he is the greatest person in the world. He has given everything, and money is everything. If he provides his wife with a perfect life, then he is superior to others. Even if he makes a mistake, he doesn’t have to admit it, because money can explain everything. He can give Qiaoqiao 100 or 1000 and ask her to spend whatever she wants, but an apology is absolutely impossible. No, an apology is worth more than ten thousand gold. If you really think about it seriously, in his heart, he actually looks down on Qiao Qiao, thinking that she is a housewife, and taking care of her daughter and husband should be her due. What kind of skill is there in this? content?All women are like this, where did she work so hard?Is it hard to go shopping every day, or is it hard to buy clothes?Or hard work?For another woman, he said that he would spend the money on her. He thought that many people would sign up, but he ignored Qiao Qiao's contribution.

"Qiaoqiao, I'm sorry..."

He owed Qiao Qiao this sentence for a long time, and now he said it back to her, no matter whether she was willing to accept it or not, Lu Qing felt top-heavy, his body shook, he couldn't sit still, his body couldn't bear such a long sitting Looking, sweat on the head and back.

He lay on Qiaoqiao's head, borrowing her body to gain a little strength, he remembered every word he had said, he said, if she couldn't give birth, he would love her like a daughter, he said In the future, he will love her until he grows old. He said that Qiao Qiao gave birth to fruit for him. Even if she made some mistakes in this life, for the sake of his daughter, he would not abandon Qiao Qiao. He said He said a lot, said a lot, all very pleasant words, but in the end he didn't say a word. He said that he loves fruits, so what did he do for fruits?

(End of this chapter)