Reborn Concubine Queen

Chapter 160 Extra Story [-]: Daughter Body
The year she was born, her grandfather Shi Jiangmiao was made a marquis by the emperor, and he has the grace of inheriting the title from generation to generation.At that time, her grandfather Shi Jiangmiao, who was holding the full moon, said with a smile that this is the lucky star of my Shi family.

Father Shi Jingran and mother Xiao Yan came up to ask grandfather for a name. Grandmother Shi Jiangmiao swiped a pen, and the huge character "Fu" was displayed in front of everyone, startling everyone in the room.

Grandmother Meng Shi said with a stiff smile, "This is a girl, and this name should not be used."

The grandfather hugged the little girl and smiled and said, "I, the eldest daughter of the Shi family, should use this name! Who says women are inferior to men? My little Zhu Ying will definitely become a female scholar!"

Zhu Ying is her small character, because she has a birthmark of a chrysanthemum, so she has this name.

Later, she gradually grew up, but her grandfather Shi Jiangmiao died of illness when she was three years old. She did not see the bright future he planned for her, and she did not grow into the female scholar that her grandfather said in the end.

"Miss, you should take your medicine."

Hei Yi held a bowl of dark soup and brought it to her mouth, and blew spoonful after spoonful until it was completely cool before feeding it to her.

The taste of the medicine was very bitter, and the bitterness spread from the corners of her mouth, so irritating that she couldn't taste whether the black clothes handed over was sweet or salty.

She pushed away the candied fruit that was handed to her mouth by the black clothes, and said in a sour voice, "Then girl, have you arrived in Hangzhou now?"

Hei Yi insisted on asking her to eat candied fruit, but she couldn't resist him, and finally ate it obediently.Only then did Heiyi loosen his frowning brows, and said calmly, "The person who came to report said that it will be here soon."

"I don't know if she's safe or not along the way." She murmured, her voice gradually disappearing into the air.

And so she fell asleep again.

Holding the candied fruit in the black clothes, he stared blankly at her, his eyes that should have remained calm blinked frequently, he held his breath, and slowly stretched out his hand to feel her pulse.

She is still alive.

Hei Yi didn't know whether to rejoice that she was still alive, or to be sad that she should live and suffer for another day.

Before she could take back her outstretched hand, she suddenly grabbed Hei Yi's wrist, closed her eyes and chuckled, and said, "You're here to scare me again, aren't you? Don't think I can't see."

The autumn sunlight came in from the window, covering her bloodless cheeks, and her slightly closed eyelashes trembled with her laughter, like butterflies dancing happily in the air with the wind.

Hei Yi was stunned, and earth-shaking sadness surged from the bottom of his heart, but he could only blushing, but tried his best not to let himself cry.

"I'm a little sleepy, but I can't fall asleep. Sing a song to coax me."

She smiled mischievously, just like when she was a child.

"I do not know how to sing."

He was serious, as always.

It seems like nothing has changed, yet everything seems to have changed.

She opened her eyes and looked at him with a smile: "Until the end, you are the only one by my side."

Hei Yi lowered his eyes, not daring to let her see the overwhelming grief in his eyes.

She smiled, and went to look at the peach blossom tree planted last year indifferently, and said with a sigh: "I originally wanted to wait for the peach blossoms to bloom and make a pot of peach blossom wine, but now it seems that I may not be able to wait."

Black Clothes still didn't respond.

She smiled helplessly: "Idiot, you should say at this time, you will wait."

Will you wait?Will wait.

The medicine she drank became stronger, and she became more and more sleepy, and she said unconsciously: "Tell me, if grandpa sees me, will he still hug me like he did when he was a child? What about mother, what will mother say?" What about it? Hee hee, my mother is the most rigid, she will say that I have no rules, and maybe say a few words about my grandfather."

Hei Yi froze and said in a deep voice, "You shouldn't have said those words."

She continued to whisper: "Xiao Lang, in the next life, will I still meet you? In the next life... If there is an afterlife, what will you do?"

Hei Yi lowered his eyes and did not respond.

She continued as usual: "If there is an afterlife, I don't want to be reborn in the Shi family, and I don't want to be someone's lady. If there is an afterlife, I would like to be an ordinary farmer, with my back facing the loess and the sky all day long. Be free and busy all your life. What about you? If there is an afterlife, what are you willing to do?"

Hei Yi was silent for a long time, then said in a hoarse voice, "Farmer."

She laughed and said, "That's great. You are a farmer and I am a peasant woman. We should meet again. But then I will become ugly, old, and vulgar. You Will you still like me?"

Heiyi responded softly: "Yes."

She didn't laugh any more, tears dripped from the corners of her eyes onto the pillow, and she choked up and said, "Xiao Lang, I owe you this life, and I'm afraid I won't be able to get it back in this life. I don't know if it will be." There is an afterlife, I don’t dare to expect anything extravagantly, but if God opens his eyes, please let him let you go, and don’t let you meet me again.”

Hei Yi looked at her in shock: "Why?"

She curled up with her back to the black clothes, suppressed her crying and said: "Xiao Lang, I'm sleepy, you go out."

"Miss……"

"Get out!" Her angry face was full of tears.

Heiyi had no choice but to leave the room and wait at the door.

The room suddenly became extremely quiet, and she hugged herself tightly in fear, trying to hear her heartbeat clearly to prove that she was still alive in this world.

The autumn wind is bleak, and the withered and yellow leaves are swept by the wind and thrown into the sky, floating into the distance.She watched in a daze as the sun gradually sank in the sky, and the pure white clouds were dyed into various colors by the sunlight. She came back to her senses, got off her gums with her limp body, and walked to the desk not far away, Holding a pen with shaking wrists, he wrote on the letterhead.

"Younger and my younger sister.

I don't know where to start all this, whether it was when I was abducted by the Yang family to the Meng family, or when you first guessed my identity.I know that no matter how I explain it, I won't be able to convince you, and the only thing I can say to you is I'm sorry.

By the time you read this letter, I believe that I have left this world and gone to a place where there is no pain and freedom.I don't know if we will meet again. If I had known it would be like this, I should have revealed my identity the first time I met you in Fahua Temple. The second time you recognized me , I should admit it.Perhaps, in your most painful time, I can give you the last trace of comfort.

In my life, in just a few dozen years, I have come to this last step. I have experienced pain and unwillingness, but I do not complain. Although the joy is small, it is precious. The only regret is that I have never seen you get married and have children , I can’t personally say a word of blessing in front of you. "

Tears splashed down and smeared on the white rice paper. She raised her hand to wipe it, and continued to write, when she coughed and panted, her throat itched, and a piece of dirty blood flowed from the corner of her mouth.

In a trance, grandfather Shi Jiangmiao sighed in his ears: "If Fu'er was born as a boy..."

She laughed at herself, staring at the written letter in front of her in a daze.

When she was 13 years old, she hated, hated that she was not a man, so she could only let Yang sell her to the border general Meng Qi in the name of marriage.Meng Qi forced her to serve the dignitaries from Beijing in exchange for fame. She hated it, hated that she was not the man her grandfather said she was.She glared at the banquet, broke Meng Qi's thoughts, was tortured by Meng Qisuo, ruined his appearance, mutilated his body, and was carried by Xiao Lang to escape for his life. She hated it before, hated why she was a woman.

If she hadn't been a woman, would her fate have been different, would she have become a prodigy like what her grandfather said?If she were a man, what would her fate be like?

Her vision became more and more dizzy, she had no strength to support her body, she lay limply on the table, looked forward with slack eyes, and murmured: "Xiao Lang, if there is an afterlife, you will be a woman, and I will be a man. Okay? In this life, you dare not come to marry me, and in the next life, let me marry you, okay?"

"Okay." Hei Yi leaned over and held her tightly in his arms, "I'll wait for you until you come to marry me."

She smiled and closed her eyes.

If there is an afterlife, she doesn't want power and wealth, nor does she want a bright future, she only wants him, as long as he is for the rest of her life, no, she wants him to guard her side forever, never to be separated again.

"If you promise me, you can't lie to me. You must, you must come to find me."

Feeling that she was gradually cooling down in his arms, Hei Yi could no longer bear the overwhelming grief, and hugged her tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to embed him in his body.

"Fu'er, by the bridge of Naihe, wait for me for a while, as long as it takes a while, I will come to you in a while."

(End of this chapter)