Reborn Concubine Queen

Chapter 49 Goodbye
I still remember that in the previous life, Shi Xuanxin stood beside Li Chi triumphantly, holding the top ten crimes that were said to be related to her, one of which was not obeying women's morals, pointing out every sentence that she had committed adultery with outsiders. The fact that she betrayed Li Chi caused Li Chi to be furious, almost beheaded all the members of the Shi family, and made the court even more exhausted.

In the next few years, when she was nested in the cold palace like a disabled person, and under such inconvenient circumstances, she would occasionally allow herself to recall the past and miss the beautiful things that passed away or were imagined.As for Mu Weidao, he once appeared in her daydreams, with a slight sourness and deep guilt.

Mother Xu instilled many traditional ideas in Shi Yiqing when she was very young, such as taking her husband as the sky is the greatest female virtue of a woman, so that when Shi Yiqing hadn't even seen Li Chi's face, she couldn't help it. She chooses to like or even fall in love with him, is willing to smile for him, and throws away her own life.

Shi Yiqing sometimes wonders, since when did all this change?Since when did she realize that there was no love between Li Chi and her, and did she really fall in love with Mu Weidao?

the answer is negative.She didn't fall in love with Mu Weidao, what she fell in love with was just her own regret, a regret she had no choice in.And Mu Weidao is a dream of hers, a daydream of "if it is possible", an unattainable mirage.

For Shi Yiqing, no matter whether Mu Weidao is true love or a dream for her, she owed him too much in her previous life. This kind of guilt has been pressed in her heart for many years. This kind of heart disease, a difficult and incurable disease, so that in this life, she kept warning herself, stay away from Mu Weidao, stay away from him, only in this way can he return to a quiet place, only in this way can he Can be good to everyone.

Shi Yiqing sighed and looked at the silver moon above his head.It's just that sometimes fate really plays tricks on people, and if you don't want to see it, it will just let you meet it, and you can't avoid it.

On the winding path, Mu Weidao stood in a dark blue gown under the moonlight, just blocking Shi Yiqing's slow walking path.Shi Yiqing sighed secretly, seeing him looking sideways from above the path, she subconsciously tugged the cloak on her shoulders, turned slightly sideways to avoid Mu Weidao's sight, and leaned over to salute with the aristocratic airs of a young lady. Turning around to leave.

Thinking about the moonlight in Fahua Temple today is very good, it can even attract Jian Chiru to come here to enjoy the moon.

"It's such a beautiful day, but the girl left in a hurry, but because I disturbed the girl to enjoy the moon?"

It was still the deep and hoarse voice in his memory, Shi Yiqing couldn't help being stunned for a moment, his thoughts turned so many times that he forgot how inappropriate this situation was at this moment.

Shi Yiqing turned his cheeks slightly, and looked at Mu Weidao with his eyes. He could only see him standing under the cold moonlight. Although his facial features were blurred and his expression could not be seen, he could deeply feel the bottom of his heart from a distance. sad.

"But the young master plays the flute?" When she came back to her senses, she realized that she asked abruptly.

Mu Weidao lowered his eyes and smiled wryly: "I only know how to wield knives and guns, and I can't learn such elegant things. I was also attracted by the sound of sobbing, but I accidentally found that the girl is here, I don't want to offend, I still hope that the girl Haihan."

Shi Yiqing kept the affection from his previous life, and suppressed the indifference on his cheeks: "It's okay, it's just my recklessness, and it has nothing to do with the young master."

That Mu Weidao tightened his brows slightly, raised his eyes to look at Shi Yiqing, and asked again and again after thinking: "I see that the girl looks very familiar, I wonder if I have met her before?"

Shi Yiqing's heart skipped a beat, recalling that she had met him twice in this life, once on a rainy night outside the capital, and once on the street not long ago, no matter which time Mu Weidao remembered the meeting, It's not good for her.Thinking of this, she hastily pulled the cloak on her shoulders to cover her face, and said in a panic, "Young master, I'm afraid I have misidentified you. I have never seen you before. It's getting late, so I'll take my leave first."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and followed the way she came, and was about to leave. Just as she was about to go around the dead trees with withered branches and leaves and return to the courtyard, she heard Mu Weidao's eager voice behind her: "Girl, if you offend me because of your abruptness, If you miss the girl, I hope the girl will forgive me."

Shi Yiqing shook his head, paused slightly, turned sideways to look at Mu Weidao standing in the distance, feeling a little dazed.If, if she in the previous life met him first under such circumstances, then, would everything be different?Even if her fate cannot be changed, even if she must go to Li Chi's side, she is doomed to fall into hell when she is honored and favored, even if she is still not allowed to be free in the years to come. Suffering all the suffering in the world, but being able to cherish bits and pieces of memories with him, holding on to the beauty of the past, and living in hardship until he died.Then, will she hate Li Chi and Shi Xuanxin less?

Yesterday's cause created today's result, and today's result will also become tomorrow's cause. Shi Yiqing knows that if you miss it, you will miss it.

Shi Yiqing looked up at the cold and proud moon in the sky, and smiled wryly.The saddest words in this world are none other than Ruoruo's back then, and in her world, such words are destined not to exist.

The silver moon slowly moved westward according to its trajectory, and before it completely disappeared, the first morning sun in the sky couldn't wait to banish the moonlight and illuminate the world.Nanny Xu got up early as usual, woke up Jian Liu who was on duty today, and went to Shi Yiqing's room with the copper basin in her hand.

Because it is in a Buddhist holy place, it is not good to be too extravagant, so Shi Yiqing simply turned his head, fixed the hair with the most common silver hairpin, and wore a plain cicada that is old and not old Yi leaned on the chair and held a book of common sayings, and smiled when he saw what he understood, quiet and elegant.

The bell of Fahua Temple outside the house was heard in the distance, Yinxiu followed the sound out of the courtyard very curiously, and after a while led a little nun back to Shi Yiqing, and said with a smile: "Miss, this is Fahua Temple." A disciple of Master Si Huixin, he came to ask to see the young lady according to the words of the master."

Upon hearing this, Shi Yiqing put down the book in his hand, straightened his body and asked with a smile, "I don't know what orders Master Huixin has?"

The little nun clasped her palms together and recited the Buddha's name, handed the invitation in her hand to Yinxiu who was standing beside her, and said in a crisp and clear voice: "Return to the benefactor, the master said, the benefactor came to our temple yesterday. I went out to meet you, but I was delayed by something important in the Zenai Temple, so I didn’t go far to greet you, so I’m here today to invite the almsgiver to go to the meditation room to have a talk.”

Shi Yiqing accepted the post, glanced at it briefly, then smiled and said: "Master Huixin is too polite. In this case, I'd rather be respectful than obey, and I would like to ask my little master to report back to Shitai, and I will go visit after changing into plain clothes."

Because Madam Xu took her advice early in the morning to leave the temple and no longer stay in the temple, although Shi Yiqing wanted to go alone, but because of the repeated persuasion of the people around her, she had no choice but to lead Mo Xian to lead the way Behind the little nun, she walked out of the courtyard gate, took a detour around the path, and went to Master Huixin's meditation room.

Fahua Temple was made the first temple by Emperor Dayan. It is conceivable that its incense can not be compared with Jingxin Temple in Linxian County.Shi Yiqing looked along the line of sight through the heavy veil, the whole temple was built on the mountain range with many rocks, and all kinds of flowers and trees were planted on both sides of the path, which may not be very expensive, but it is so expensive that even a weed It is so thriving.

Today's autumn is crisp and clear, with the wind blowing, the veil on her face was rolled up, and the sun took the opportunity to enter and sprinkle on her bare skin, bringing waves of warmth.

Shi Yiqing enjoyed the warmth at this moment very much. She raised her head to meet the warmth, closed her eyes slightly, and looked at the blue sky. On the sky that seemed to have been washed by water, there were occasional clouds coming from a distance. Blocking the light, he was pulled away by the autumn wind.

Mo Xian saw a rare smile on Shi Yiqing's face, and she also smiled according to her mood, and said: "Miss, let this servant tidy up your veil, so that the autumn sun won't shine on your face." face."

Shi Yiqing opened his eyes and looked at Mo Xian, and said with a smile: "How can I be as delicate as you said, and I can be exposed to such a little sun? It's rare for us to go out for a walk and see the sun like this It's also good, so you don't want to imitate Mammy and nagging."

The little nun who was waiting not far away lowered her head and folded her palms, leaned over to Shi Yiqing's side and called out: "The poor nun has seen the third prince, and Mr. Mu."

Shi Yiqing was slightly taken aback, his expression turned cold instantly, he turned sideways and adjusted the veil carefully, then leaned over to salute the little nun with the support of Mo Xian, and said in a deep voice, "I have seen Your Highness."

A pair of dark-patterned four-clawed black dragon boots stood in her lowered gaze, and the majestic voice in her memory came: "Excuse me. In your words, it's rare to come out once, so don't be so rigid about etiquette. "

Li Chi will buy people's hearts as always, but it's just a simple sentence. If he were someone else, he would be grateful.However, Shi Yiqing sneered in his heart, but Li Chi might have misjudged the person this time.

"Look at your etiquette, I don't know which family's lady you are from?"

Mo Xian, who was beside her, saw Shi Yiqing's instant indifference, and wanted to answer for her, but Shi Yiqing took the first step, only to hear her say: "Reporting to Your Highness, the status of a slave is low, if I say it, I'm afraid it will pollute His Highness's ears, so I don't want to know." it is good."

She paused for a moment, nodded slightly, lowered the veils heavily, not to let him see clearly, and said politely: "Your Highness, I have something to do, I'm afraid I have to take a step first. Farewell."

Shi Yiqing bid farewell to Li Chi, deliberately pretended not to see Mu Weidao who was watching coldly, led Mo Xian and the little nun around the courtyard, and headed towards the meditation room in the backyard.

Mo Xian who was beside him sneaked a look at Li Chi behind him, but couldn't hide the curiosity on his face, and said, "Miss, the third prince is still watching you."

Shi Yiqing's face covered under the veil, couldn't help but look cold.Thinking about it, she was really careless. The accidental encounter with Mu Weidao last night was not just a warning to her that Li Chi was not far away. If she thinks about such a coincidental encounter today, it might be intentional.

(End of this chapter)